/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

My dad has stage 2 pancreatic cancer and it's very likely he's not gonna be around for muchildren longer. He's been pretty closed off about his own emotions for his whole life, but opened up a bit to us and told us all that he didn't want his lasting memories to be of us taking care of his sickly body, so there's a good chance he's going to euthanize himself when he feels ready. It's fucking crazy, I keep forgetting that it's a thing, he looks so healthy and then it hits me that my fucking dad's dying.

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Back when I was a kid I loved dressing up and nerd shit, I had the "official" costumes of the Powerpuff Girls I wore around the house and was just a huge nerd. My mom and I fought a lother growing up because I was weird and she was more conservative, but my dad not only supported me, but tried to be in that part of my life. He took me to my first anime con when I was 13, and he not only went but painted a blue arrow on his head and would jokingly say "I'm Aang in his late 30s!" and it was so much fun! He's always supported my cosplaying, my choices in life, all of it. He means so much to me and I can't stand the thought of him leaving. It really sucks.