/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>tfw you realize you quite possibly might have BPD on top of another disorder you most definitely have, but there is no reputable psychiatric field in your country because it is a shithole
>tfw there is no way for you to get diagnosed or medicated
>tfw your family do not believe in mental illness and one parent actively refused to allow you to see a therapist because "It won't help, anon. Only prayer and believing in Jesus can help."
>tfw if you do have it, for now you are literally stuck fucking up your life and having constant breakdowns because you have a shitty brain
>tfw if you don't, all of your issues are still very existent and will most likely always be a constant obstacle because there's no one to help you and you *still* have a shitty brain
>tfw your friend has stopped sharing her imported meds with you
Sorry for posting this. I know no1curr, but these threads are the only place I feel safe sharing my worries and venting.