/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I'm missing out on it too, OP.

I don't have any online friends I could meet up with irl and even if I did, It would probably be incredibly awkward. Let alone real life friends.

I have no idea what I would even do at a con, I don't feel for things so much that I'd be excited to look around and stuff like I imagine you guys would be. I'd probably be like, Oh yeah that's cool i guess, walk some more and think the same thing. That's how I imagine I'd be. I'm in Los Angeles so I'd probably be able to go to a bunch of big cons yearly but I just can't imagine myself doing these things... I'm too much of a shut in/friendless loser

However, I do have some people who cosplay on my friendslist on facebook for some reason even though I don't know them and sometimes they post pictures about cosplay stuff or they like some other cosplay person's status and I see it and they look so cool and cute and seem like they have a ton of fun. You guys are my other source of cosplay stuff. I don't come here regularly but i do sometimes and when I do, I feel jealous and yearning in my heart at all your stories of meeting cuties, having fun, posting your projects and just being creative and passionate in general.

I definitely feel like I'm missing out.
But I don't feel like I fit in here or anywhere else really

No money, No friends, non white/asian so making friends is kinda hard + nobody to cosplay as, no creativity or passion to spur myself into doing these kind of things. I can only feel jealousy and watch everyone else, it feels like.

Hopefully I make sense, I'm a bit under the influence while typing this.