/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

just recently entered the work space after years of never working a day in my life and only studying and i honestly want to kms.
Working 9-5 during 6 days a week (with a pretty decent pay) and only 12 days of vacation a year leaves no space for free time and every time i wake up remembering i gotta go to work or fall asleep knowing i have work tomorrow makes me want to off myself.
It's to the point can't even enjoy lolita or anything anymore. I don't want to work i just want to be a kid again or a bird

Finally went to a meet today and everyone there seemed awesome! All types of coords and styles. Met a girl who was absolutely adorable in every way and I totally have a lolita friend-crush on her. So excited to see more of this group. <3

When I was first getting started in lolita, I purchased a replica dress off Taobao without realizing. Once I found out, I stopped wearing it and it's been sitting in my closet ever since. I recently bought the actual dress second hand and realized I could make the missing waist belt out of my replica dress.

Now I've been thinking of other ways to use the replica dress. I could do a throw pillow fairly easily. I don't really need an ironing board cover lol. Any ideas?

>>8435504
Different anon but I feel the same way. Like I can be somewhat sexually attracted to women (we're soft and we smell nice and I like boobies) and I can be close friends with a woman but I've never felt anything remotely romantic towards any woman in my life. I think if I was attracted to a man and he turned out to have a vagina I'd stop being attracted to him, but someone with a penis who identifies as a woman would be okay.
I don't even fucking know, man. Maybe I'm just really not into vaginas? I don't think it's internalized homophobia or anything like that because literally all my closest friends are gay but idk.

>tfw no qt bi lolita who has her own boyfriend to just cuddle and be soft and girly and share cute clothes with

Hey, since we've moved the nostalgia to this thread, I thought I'd post here. I'm blog-chan, and I've started on the blog a little earlier than expected. I'm only writing up the second post, and I'll probably be treating it as something of a diary after the first few posts. When I'm happy enough with it, though, would you anons like a link? I have a lot of old stuff I've written that I want to get onto the site first so there's actually something to read/look at, so I'd say I'll be happy enough with it in a week or two.