/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9139610
Oh hey it's me you're talking about. What a coincidence.
I lost interest in that and all the drama, barely even check lolcow. Now i'm focusing on my own life. But I still like having "idols" to inspire myself. I personally liked milkyfawn she was funny and had a huge wardrobe but besides that? Just made me feel sad when she said she felt "too old" for lolita.
And just as you said, it's to fill a void. I have depression/anxiety and a chronic illness that stops me from fully living life and transformed me into a bitter,jealous,salty being vicariously living through others. But i'm getting better. Sorry for the blogging tho.