/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I have no “real” friends, or maybe I’m disillusioned on what “real” friends are.
I started my own business and I’m doing really fucking good but I have nobody to share my success with.
My mom thinking I’m bragging and refuses to hear about it, but since she refuses to hear about it she doesn’t know how well I’m doing—so she still thinks I need to get a “real” job.
Every time I want to tell my friends I know its basically just me bragging because in comparison, their lives look super shitty and hard and I also don’t want to devalue them by telling them about my success. I just want someone I can share all my updates with because I’ve never done something like this before! And I’m proud! And everything’s so exciting and scary, and I think bottling this all up is starting to take a negative toll on me. Recently I’ve become “...but what really is the point?” And it’s interfering with my work.
I go to the gym everyday since I have a sendentary job, but even now I’m like “why bother? No one gets to see how good I’m doing anyways”.

I think I’m isolating myself completely and I’m spiraling into a deeper depression.