/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Been depressed lately because of an injury.
>Long story short: I got an 85lb kid to the knee, which made my knee bend backwards and hyper extend.
>week later it wasn't hurting anymore so I went to the market but stepped wrong on uneven ground and re-aggravated it.
>It's been three weeks since the start and I'm praying all this time on the couch hasn't caused me to gain too much weight. I'm up, hobbling around but it still hurts and I still have to work injured.
>Maid of honor dress already bought and paid for in the size I was when I ordered.
>sweating that I may end up too big when all of this is over.
>the wedding is in October.
>Just before the wedding I am scheduled to work a festival where I will need to be able to walk around doing security.
>I may not have the ability to go, which makes me want to cry even more than being a fat ugly blob at my best friends wedding, which is all paid for and set in stone.
>Going to the hospital tomorrow for a check up because I can't take the pain and bracing for some bad news.
>I just wanna wear cute heels and brand once this is all over instead of ballooning out and having to give up cute shoes...