/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>7503574

Aw, anon I know this is easier said than done (depression is a fucking bitch, yo) but don't ever think nobody will ever care about you whether it's friendship or romantically because of those things. People probably avoid you because they may find you intimidating by your body language. Sometimes, especially with an incredibly pessimistic mindset (along with anxiety and whatnot) we don't really know how others see us even if we think we are trying to look and be approachable.

Sometimes people may be intimidated, some may just be in your shoes and don't want to bother you, you may not realize yourself actively avoiding people and social situations, the reasons are endless to as why you can't find a boyfriend or even friends.

You don't even seem like you're not even proud of graduating college, which that is a HUGE accomplishment and you should definitely be proud of yourself!

If you aren't already in therapy I'd really suggest that if you can afford it. Or perhaps maybe a free/cheap local support group. Learning to love yourself and being confident is the key to forming healthy relationships. You can do this anon, I believe in you!