/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I'm gay.

I dress at every chance I get, but I'm massively too nervous to go to a community meetup because even just being close to another lolita makes me blush wildly and fidget uncontrollably.

I'd look like I'm unwell, or be really obvious that I'm gay... It's not even a fetish for me, I just truly enjoy dressing properly and modestly and in an unambiguously feminine fashion. I don't fit in at all with lesbian circles because of my love of femininity, and I can't slip into lolita circles because I am a wreck.

I will fashion the frilliest hang-rope out of spare lace and velvet and hang myself with it.