/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>flying tomorrow for con
>my first con ever, my first cosplay ever
>cosplay of something recent that's currently airing, too, so people might recognize it more
>super excited and ecstatic
>unfortunately dumbass me left the cosplay too much last minute
>rushing to finish it
>after stressed work and loads of cash, there's only a few things left
>even been working out just for this, reaching my goal weight

>put something at a seamstress place 5 days ago, 2 simple pieces of fabric to sew together, they said it'd be ready by today
>go to pick it up
>"sorry no ready"
>what???
>"the sew lady no here today" in a "are you retarded?" tone
>demand refund
>heavy-accented worker gives me scowling look, can't tell if in a "are you retarded" way again or if she can't understand what I'm saying
>no refund
>can't you really get it done by today?
>she sighs, rolls her eyes and looks at the fabric anyway
>"what is this anyway?"
>looks me up and down
>"will it even fit you?... are you sure you want to wear this? this is so badly made"
>for
>fuck's
>sake
>ok bye see you tomorrow
>leave
>come home
>sit down
>try not to cry
>cry a lot

I can't have anything nice in my life.
Everytime I get excited about something, it's always like this. always. and it's all my fucking fault.