/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I want to become a Lolita so badly, but I fear I don’t have the body or skin for it. I’m 25% black and 75% white, and I’m this odd tan color, and light pastels look HORRIBLE on me. I also love working out, and because of my black genes (I believe) I put on muscle pretty quickly and I’ve got a curvy body which I hate, because it’s not cute and innocent at all.
I’ve decided I’m going to still workout but starve myself to obtain a Lolita body. Not healthy but I’ve been admiring this fashion for over four years and hearing how angry /cgl/ is all the time about certain nit picks I just really don’t want to mess this up and just fit in.