/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>mfw I bought my match an Amazon giftcard
It sounds so stupid but it's part of a bigger gift (along with several other gifts) so I hope they'll understand when they get it. I'm just kinda feeling shitty for resorting to it.

>tfw just submitted a cosplay order I need by mid February

May the shopping goddess have mercy on me.

>really like lolita and making coords
>purchases sit in closet because daily tomboy with masculine features and never wear dresses
>lolita becomes my "finally I can be cute without judgement" outfits at conventions
>new friend has left lolita, offers me their burando
>says they want to give to someone that'll use it
>accept impulsively and then feel bad knowing it'll get used 2-3 times a year

>Been planning a bag layout for a good time now
>Slowly collecting merch I need for it
>One day find a bag for the same character with really similar layout with same merch

How is this even real