/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>went to a con recently
>too fucking anxious to talk to anyone
>saw cool cosplays
>didn't even ask for anyone's picture
>tried to enjoy but had too many fucking anxious thoughts in my mind and no one to talk to
>no one that I meet would want to hear this nonsense in my mind anyway

That's why I come here. I remember thinking "wow I'm really getting worse and worse with socializing" last year, and it's just gotten even worse.
I'm letting it get the best of me and I think "well at least I didn't bother anyone" but then I also didn't get to enjoy it as much as I could have because I didn't take that risk to try and talk to people.
I feel like I'm stuck in a vicious, horrible cycle.

Sure would be nice to have a gal to do a couple cosplay with.

Sure would be nice to be head over heels for someone and have them return your feelings.

Sure would be a nice fucking feeling.

I'm not bitter.

At all.

I just want to fucking do cute couple cosplay shit.

Possibly be in character. Take cute photos together. Cute, romantic shit.

God.