/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Gotten fat, working on losing weight again
>Only con I get to attend this year is suddenly next month, managed to forget about it
>Trying to figure which cosplays will still fit/look okay, or ones I can complete with minimum stress/$$$ in this time period
>Think about how I won't even enjoy wearing them because I'm not pretty anymore
>tfw

>aspie, stutter a lot, forget words when talking to people, never really know how to proceed in conversations in person
>don't go to school, don't really talk to anyone at work, don't have a lot of outside activities other than cons
>no one at cons really talks to me
>have no irl friends because of being bad at talking and never leaving the house

>doomed to be practically a neet forever

>Got the worlds shittiest haircut the other day (I asked for a trim on my sideswept bangs and got a crooked Dumb & Dumber fringe)
>Binge today, feel like shit
>Don't want to work on any cosplays due to feeling like shit
>Mother suddenly wants me back in her life after years because her asshole husband left her
>Mommy issues everywhere
>pic related

>>8171287
>be at one student bar in home town
>outside near cute girl
>hey I just wanted to say I like your hair
>"thanks I like your..."
>"PANTS!"
>begin to shuffle away, trailing spaghetti
>hey wait! are you gay?
>uhhh...kind of.
>mfw this is the closest I've gotten to picking up a girl irl
>mfw I'm too drunk and fuck up giving her my number