/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

All I want is to be friends with another girl who really gets me. I want to wear lolita together, spend lazy afternoons drinking tea, be able to talk about anything, give each other advice, and help each other with cute arts and crafts. Doing all of these things by myself all of the time feels lonely. All of my male friends end up leaving me once they realize they're never going to get in my bloomers, and I haven't been able to form a connection beyond shallow niceties with any of the gulls I've talked to.

I think I'm hoping for too much, because the chances of finding somebody who shares my interests and is willing to connect with a literal autist like me are very slim. I have so many acquaintances but no real connections, and it's very disheartening.