/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I really love Lolita. I've been into it for almost seven years now, but I don't have the closet that should reflect that.

I sold all of my sweet pieces down the line and I'm basically trying to build a Classic wardrobe from scratch. I want to invest in beautiful, elegant, well-made pieces, not whatever is cheap or on sale.

Unfortunately, I am a full-time student in college and I'm disabled to boot. I can't juggle having a job and going to school at the same time. I'm dedicated to finishing my degree, which should only take about two years. But being dead broke really gets old.

I still browse the sale sites, browse /cgl/, and wish I could attend meetups. I wish I had the money for Lolita. I know it's a luxury, not a right I should be given. But it still makes me so unhappy to know that it's all out of my grasp.

Also, I'm eating less than I ever have been in my life and yet I'm still fat. Fuck.