/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>recently feeling really depressed and stressed out
>only goes to one con a year
>con itself is generally boring; the dealers room is the only good part but it's decent at best
>realizes I can't afford it because of school and appointments (no insurance to cover it)
>next year isn't looking so bright either with wanting to transfer to a 4-year school next fall
>just want to feel the enjoyment of cosplay again despite having low self-esteem

I guess the con will always be there when I'm ready

Anyone has a list of japanese girls that follow larme kei/nanchatte/kogal/gyaru fashion? Like risa_doll_. Sadly I don't follow a lot of gyarus but I don't know where to start