/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>be 5 or 6 years old
>whenever my mom vacuums or runs the lawnmower I start spinning in circles
>I just thought it was fun but apparently it was 'weird'
>mom brings it up and I feel embarrassed
>used to turn appliances on and off very quickly just to fuck with me
>realize what's happening and stop doing it
>teenage years
>take to spinning in my computer chair while listening to music
>parents see me do it all the time and call me "spinning girl"
>not in a loving way, it's a mocking way
>eventually stop doing that too
>24
>obv an active lolita
>comm members occasionally want to have fun and do spinning coord gifs or pictures
>it's like my brain relives the embarrassment because of my parents
>opt out
>mfw
Not even on the autism spectrum btw, I just really like the sensation of spinning and the head rush.