/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>first crush in first grade
>he was my first kiss and we were bf/gf for like a day at least
>he breaks my heart
>drift apart
>it takes me years to get over it
>feel so awkward when i see him, but he acts like he doesn't remember what happened
>become friends with him again in 5th grade
>weeby friendship circle
>keep a composition book of print outs of animu characters that i show to him and our friends
>lend manga to each other (chobits, .hack//LoT, ultra maniac, ultra cute, etc.)
>he and i would sometimes sit in the back of the school bus on the way home and watch big titty anime girls on my portable dvd player (i'd bring all kinds of ridiculous stuff with me to school to impress people/him)
> 2 other girls in the weeby friendship circle like him too
>all this GOD DAMN COMPETITION over him
>forever coming up with ways to be closest to him
>i was that girl that he'd to when he had troubles and he was oblivious to my feelings, i'm sure there's some anime character trope i'd fit into
>tells me who he has a crush on (it's not me)
>no pls notice me senpai, pls only look at me
>smile and pretend i'm ok
>life is like a harem anime in the worst way
>recurring daydreams of singing chobits op song "Let Me Be With You" to him
>fortunately never becomes reality

i imagine i did a lot of other embarrassing things that i just don't remember (thank god)