/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I've been completely head over heels in love with nun lolita for quite a while, but now I actually want to track down an actual nun-inspired headdress/veil, like pic related.
I'm not a Christian though and am uncomfortable with wearing things that are overtly religious; I don't wear crosses and my nun-style dresses are easy to wear as just gothic lolita. But something irrational inside me really wants this.
It's some kind of strange feel.

Any gulls with similar experiences of wanting to wear something that you love in theory but suspect or know would make you uncomfortable in practice?