/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

> be me, fujioshi
> have boyfriend (gamer) for over 6 years
> nearly breaks up with anon a couple weeks ago
> mentions helping me move
> "i still have feelings for you, but you're chub"
> chub, but just starting a new weight schedule because of new (better) job
> hes just as chub
> "you're fawning over fictional brothers"
> first time ive really "fawned" over a character in literal years
> wants to make it work but DAT CHUb!!!!!!
> talk it out with him, eventually stays together
> gets on liquid diet (in a healthier way) + exercise more to help get rid of chub faster
> local anime con may go to AX (good ass deal!)
> open spot for anon
> boyfriend willing to pay for ticket
> but we're moving later that month
> i say, "i'm worried about money, deposits and shit"
> actually worried about going to AX only to have boyfriend break up with anon when i'm back even though we've been consistently losing weight

fuck anxiety.