/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9894088
Tangentially related, not same anon
>Always been naturally busty
>Flip between being ok with it and wanting to get a reduction
>Gain maybe ~5lbs from work/school stress
>Boobs INFLATE
>Dresses now having trouble zipping
>Quietly looking at reduction surgery
I’m obviously going about re-losing the weight, although I’m naturally near the line for being underweight so even with that my bust is rather large for my frame. I could afford the surgery and it’d perk my boobs up a bit, but it’s also something extremely permanent and I’d never have my current bust size again.

More on topic feels
>Japonica order finally comes in
>The good: extra accessory comes with my order (didn’t realize they came with the dress)
>The bad: Dress that was advertised as blue was actually black
>Look back at post photos
>Seller intentionally filtered photos to make dress look blue
Why am I so stupid, gulls. Black looks terrible on me.

>>9751915
You can do it, anon! Maybe it’s just your brain malfunctioning. I’ve been on a SNRI for 3.5 years now and it’s like night and day; I’m not saying it’s the be-all-end-all but if you’re doing everything you can and nothing’s shaking it, it might be time to discuss your concerns with a doctor. Just think of it like a persistent cough or earache you need to get checked out.

On-topic
> Managed to accumulate small group of lolita friends within my comm that I group chat regularly
>Realized through therapy my boyfriend is who I really want to be with, things are now doing significantly better
>Walked over an hour in heels this weekend to the NYC BTSSB store with said bf and got to experience purchasing a dress in person
>Finally feel whole for the first time since my grandpa got sick/major family issues arose

Life is good, gulls