/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>can't drive or travel because i am the fucking loser king
>only con i can attend is some shithole in the wall con that nobody here talks about
>even if it's a small garbage con i still want to go
>can't find a reason to go, i need a "reason" to go first because i am also autistic
>not fit enough and no money to cosplay
>not attractive enough to show my face in public
>will probably virgin walk around the con all alone which is a fate worse than death

Why was I even born?