/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Some of you gulls may remember me from a feels thread a few weeks back. I am the anon who had a crush on a goth troon.
So the other day I finally worked up the courage to tell him that I liked him, over text. He responded pretty well. Sent me a bunch of little black heart emojis.
But today I found out he has a girlfriend, which he never told me about. I see on her on his timeline pretty often but I never suspected anything because he has plenty of female friends. I only just found out because someone on instagram asked him where he got his shirt and he said his gf bought it for him as a present. I am mortified, embarrassed, humiliated, ashamed. My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined. I just wasted 3 months of my life that I will never get back simping for a cross-dressing scarecrow while he was busy fucking some turtleneck-wearing champagne socialist art hoe. This keeps happening to me over and over and every time I promise myself that I'll never degrade myself like this ever again. And then I do. "This one is different, this one is special." I am disgusted with myself.
>>10644427
I made the original post. Stop stealing it fuck you