/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>have awesome friend to share my hobbies with, including cosplay and anime conventions
>he always liked me
>I suddenly started to have feelings for him after 2 years of friendship
>started dating
>had awesome time doing all the couple cosplays I have ever wanded to do with my bf
>supported each other all the time
>suddenly he wanted to go study abroad
>okay.jpg
>got accepted into university based on another continent, thousands of miles away
>we broke up, because I don't want to suffer in long distance relationship and can't move with him because of money and important family issues
>haven't spoken to each other for almost two months
>I'm okay with him leaving
>became friends again
>he's told me recently he still has feelings for me
>he will leave in one week
>I realised I'm still in love with him, but he'll be far away for 2 years or longer