/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I'm in a long distance relationship.
I stopped buying anything lolita since this year in order to see her.
She's currently struggling with money due to problems lately and she was so down today i used the money i got from selling my AP skirt (sold it to get something new) to buy her her favourite food and surprise her.
I thought i would feel bad using money meant for lolita,but i weirdly didn't. Seeing her happy made me feel more warm than getting any dress.
I'm hoping so hard things will get better so we can see each other by the end of this year. I love her so much gulls,she make my cold,dead heart all warm again,i don't wanna be hurt again

I met a girl on the chans that makes my heart light up with joy (as in,my cheeks hurt from smiling whenever we talk) and I finally showed her lolita fash yesterday then anxiously awaited her response only to hear "holy shit,this is SO cute i fucking love it" and enthusiastic "ooh" when i showed her my coords.
I don't really expect it to go anywhere,especially since she's from another continent (thinks about moving to mine for reasons though) but she makes my kokoro go dokidoki. She even leaves me good morning messages when she goes to sleep since it's about when i wake up.
I haven't felt "love" in years and i think i'm feeling it again.