/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I'm a 26 year old female. I finally have a decent-ish job and with my Christmas bonus money I'm going to get several botox injections and an under-eye lift. After that I am saving for lipo. I want to be able to cosplay as high-school age characters and I plan on lying about my age. I also want to basically attention whore myself on youtube and tumblr. When i was at a more appropriate age for this sort of thing i had bad depression and self-esteem. i feel like i missed out. I know its pathetic and i don't even care. I'd be happy to end up as a pixie-teri-esque laughing, even.