/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>7538070
Fuck this shit. We can always make an underground /cgl/ group to hang with when the Super Kawaii Weeb Patrol gets out of hand. We can have meets at bars and steak houses. It will be like Freemasonry but with nicer dresses.

OK serious now, I don't think we are going to be able to upset the status quo of the comm without being kicked out and I don't think anyone else wants the actual mod job of policing what is appropriate on the FB page. The page isn't policed because people don't want to be the bad guy. They want to be everyone's friend and for no one's feelings to be hurt.

I'm feeling all kinds of awful lately, I just got back from my second appointment with the university psychologist and she basically told me that my problems are too severe for them to treat. It took me a great deal of courage to actually go out there and get help and it just sucks to hear your worst fears being confirmed. Apparently I have a depression, an ED, many, may family issues and god knows how many other things combined. So now I'm sitting here wishing I could die already because after hearing everything the psych had to say and finding out I won't be getting my bachelors degree this year it feels as if I've failed in life and I don't deserve anything nice anymore. I want to cry but after hiding all my emotions for such a long time it seems like I can't do it anymore. I just feel really, really, really shitty right now

>>7425148
>bought a $300 bodyline order
>forgot the yen trick
Your success only fuels my grief

>>7375583

I'll soon have to decide on a study (I had to redo a year so I'm a bit older) and nothing interests me. I've gone through lists and descriptions and all sorts of information on studies but I just can't find anything.
The problem is that I HAVE to make a decision soon and I just can't make one because I have zero ideas of what I want.
It frustrates me because this whole situation made me realize that I have no ambitions or dreams for the future, or any expectations at all really. Everything just feels like a huge blank and it sucks.
It's a stupid feel but one I'm annoyed with nonetheless.

>>7331096

Just kill me seagulls. Yesterday I've decided to buy cutsew from AP that would fit my wardrobe perfectly, but instead of buying it instantly I thought that I would add money on my paypal first. And today (of course) all of these cutsew are gone.
If only I wasn't so fucking dumb and just bought it yesterday.

>tfw body issues have reached maximum levels and then some
>tfw it is influencing your depression big time
>tfw it is a vicious cycle and both things just make each other worse

I never feel pretty or cute enough for lolita or any kind of fashion really. Because of that I do this thing were I and go eat everything in sight that even remotely bad for my health because I'll never be skinny or pretty. Then a few days/weeks later I'll feel really bad and stop eating almost completely. But now I don't fit properly into some of my dresses anymore I just feel like not eating ever again.

I used to be very active and go to the gym 2/3 times a week but depression isn't really helping me getting of my ass and doing shit again. My rooms a mess and I haven't done anything uni related in long time, my minor, dunno if this is actually a proper term but we use it in The Netherlands, in neuroscience had me feeling great for a while but now I'm back to normal criminology stuff I feel like meh even though I cannot imagine doing something else.

tl;dr I feel like shit

I'm searching for a SS who can snipe bid on yahoo auction. Any recommendations?

Pic- my face when I lose a bid by a few 100yen

>>7142343
It's a joke (And a stupid habit from reading TIMI/TID), I actually have to use the buddy system at cons because I have a severe furry phobia and if they come too close to me I have a panic/anxiety attack. If I became one I think I would legitimately die.

>>7142340
Ah, I've always seen it used interchangeably with Otome so I was never quite sure, thank you for the clarification. I'll just stick with my "it's street fashion" explanation.

>does it have anything to do with Lolita/Jfashion, if yes, how so?
Not directly but my depression made me gain some weight and now I don't fit properly in some of my dresses anymore.
>if its unrelated to Jfashion, what's keeping you down?
Man I don't even know what's keeping me down. I've apparently been depressed for over 5 years so there a lot of things that could have caused it.
>does your depression affect your style in any way?
As said before, it made me gain weight. It was especially hard when I had to temporarily move back into my dads house because I couldn't function on my own anymore and without access to a gym and with access to much more food, well you can guess the rest... I don't feel like dressing up that much
>do you wear Jfashion less because of it? how often do you wear it now?
It's sort of a paradox. I wear less lolita than I did before but I have never bought so much stuff in my life.
>what do you want, or what could make you happy?
Short term plans: how the fuck am I going to pay for that dress I reserved. Guess I'll be living water and bread for a while. Long term plans: finish that goddamn therapy and be sincerely happy. I want to know what it's like to feel happy again. It must feel so good.
>list your dreams, no matter how unrealistic they may be
Get a job that I can combine with my studies, write one hell of a bachelor thesis and get over that stupid asshole ex of mine.
>how are you feeling today?
Crap, I just realized I have not enough money to pay for the J et J dress I reserved if payments are due before september 24th. On the other hand I'm pretty excited for Frock On. Who of you depressed seagulls are also going?

>>6922624
>They corrected it
My dreams have been crushed.

The fact that the Isobe's have seen the text exchange, validated Aoki's harsh words by saying that the non-Japanese worker "didn't understand". The fact that the Isobe's know and refuse to do anything, knowing that word spreads fast online...

Well it's made me never want to even step into their shop ever again, because now I refuse to support them. I'm taking my money to people who care more about their international image and their international customers.

>tfw when you just lost enough weight to finaly be kawaii and now your entire wardrobe is too big to look good on you.

tfw gonna cosplay Celty, got suit and helmet, feeling good. Had b-day, friends brought bigass cake then left me with the leftovers all weekend. Gained love handles and skintight suit shows EVERYTHING.

Bitches did it on purpose..

>>6772607
Thanks, I don't try.
>>6772612
I am glad I do not suffer alone.
>>6772619
Female, but I'll try anyways.

Can we get a second to talk about some of the weirdos/shitty itas that have been showing up in the AZ comm as of late? I'm glad none of them have really come to meet-ups, but damn there are a lot of them flowing in.

>tfw your cat decides your precious IW shoes are to be attacked.
>tfw your dream dress doesn't fit right around the arms and has been hanging in your closet for over 3 years now.

>>6577654
155/175

>>6518897