/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Just found out that my best friend of four years killed himself

>had heard him joking about driving his car off a cliff
>he gave me a bunch of his vidya to play
>I will never be able to discuss that with him
>thought he was joking whenever he made suicide jokes
>Last thing he said to me was a serious argument that ended on bad terms between us

just hit me while I was driving home that the most compatible person in my life, and the only person I've ever wanted to date. And also my only friend.

>Talking to nice guy at con
>He gives me his number and his snapchat
>for a shy girl like me iTS A FUCKING SCORE!
>finally add him on snapchat
>talk to him a bit
>open his story
>He's a fucking 'actor' for hire

It's just weird because he asked if I wanted to go to dinner some time. I feel like a fucking retard now, we met at a panel, and he only talked to me. It's not as though he was selling himself, and we talked a LOT. What do?