/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>want to try a coord with second hand fur headdress by some ny designer label
>very cheap, it cant be real fur
>it is indeed real fur
>can't wear it because it's against my ethics
>can't sell it because it feels like supporting/making money out of fur business
>can't throw it away because then an animal would've got skinned for nothing
I hate this.

>>9827523
I know it's a bad idea.. I really do. I used to be really bad about rebounds. It was just one after another a few years ago. It filled the void that was left in my heart and I ended up deluding myself into "loving" the people I ended up with, even if we only dated a week. I feel like I'm on the same track. I'd like to take the time I need but I'm stupid enough to think putting the pain to the back of my mind is better.
>>9827619
I probably will regret it but it's like I can't help myself. Being single makes me feel like I'm worthless and nobody loves me. Even if it's not true love, I still want to be someone's, and I want someone to be mine.
>>9827626
I do think it's for the best it ended because I don't think she ever loved me as much as I loved her. That's the only good thing about this.
>>9828074
And that's fine, but we both promised to get back together. We stayed in touch and everything. I just suddenly found out through her posting lovey-dovey pictures with her new SO that she was now in love with someone else. If she had even asked me, "are we really getting back together?" maybe I wouldn't be so hurt.
>>9828830
Because I don't stay with people I don't love, rebound or not.
Also because they only viewed me as their ~perfect kinky lolita doormat waifu~ They really only ever viewed me as a sex object because that's what the relationships were always based off of. This was a couple years ago at least and I've really changed since then, but part of me wishes I still had a hoard of robot incels that would be there for me (even though it was all fake sympathy)