/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>10475037

I'm so depressed I'm considering joining the military to hive my life dome purpose
/blog

>want to go to babby's first convention
>I have no idea how this nonsense is supposed to work
>I don't know how much I'm supposed to budget
>I have no one to go with
>I have never sewn in my life

>>9792973
>fuck this board
>still posts on it

>>9779049
>other guys

Getting real tired of that girl with the mookie artyle shilling her ugly charms and store every week on the FB group

Also the admin that commented on the Yuri charm sucks ass, we need a better one

Sorry for the incoming rant, I just don't have anyone else to talk to.

>barely qualified to be a junior in college, already graduating a semester late with a degree I like but don't feel accomplished getting
>lose toxic friends at the start of the year but they were also literally my only friends so now I have no one
>been unemployed for a year despite applying to countless places
>struggling with severe depression and weight gain but now I'm so stressed I'm not hungry so I'm a bit pleased I might be losing weight
>everything this year has not worked out to the point where it's funny
>for example, try to join a new club at college in order to make friends, club ends up shutting down after the first session
>try to join another club that requires an interview, get an email saying they will let me know when they are holding interviews, never get an email back even though it's been 3 months
>try to join a sport but the only time they hold practice conflicts with my schedule

Recently:
>finally get a bit of hope when an ex asks me to do a translation for some weeb thing into my native language
>apply to the same company after the project in hopes they will hire me as an editor
>a month later finally hear back from the president via my ex that someone in the company made a mistake on their website and they aren't actually editors
>frustrated at my degree because while I like it, it's not what I want to be doing and what I want to be doing I can't pass the pre-reqs for so it doesn't matter
>as a result of that, can't find an internship in the industry I'm interested in as an undergrad because of my degree

/cgl/:
>go to local anime con alone for the most part
>first day meet up with someone I slightly knew from the few times I went to the anime club at my college
>it's awkward and I'm too depressed to fake having fun
>spend the rest of the weekend alone
>feel depressed for not being able to befriend a single person there

pls kill me

>>9411869
>flat is bad