/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>relearning how to socialize after breaking up with long-term bf
>make meaningless friendly banter one day with qt3.14 boy from class, it was OK
>he begins initiating conversation each class, starts sitting next to me, follows me out the room
>talk about clothes and shit, he compliments my lolita, he's such a /fa/ggot
>friendship blooms, make out in his car maybe once or twice
>suddenly, he says "hey i'm leaving the state after this semester"
>pretty much assume everything from this point on is futile, pushing down my feelings and avoiding him, no use in building a friendship if him leaving is just gonna make me sad in the end
>tfw just the smell of cigarettes and coffee is enough to send me spiraling into sadness