/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>7647460

> Now,
> Can barely stand, stay at home almost 24/7 unless I have to go to the doctor, can't really stand to do much else.
> Just staying at home all day on the computer I get horrific bruises on my fingers, arms, legs, and all over my back.
> Starts infusions but in a few months I probably won't be able to do them anymore.
> Get really weird marks forming at the top of my thighs, but they're advancing downward, only have enough fat to do infusions in my thighs and the skin those marks are on is really hard.
> In horrible pain every day, getting up is a struggle, moving is literally awful.
> If anyone touches me I literally flinch away on reflex now because of how bad it is.
> Mom has to help me with homework now, I can't hold the book or write.
> Used to draw, can't really do that anymore
> Used to write, RPed a lot but even writing this is a struggle
> Been on this crap-ass jorney for nearly six years now and still don't have a solid diagnosis.

I guess really all I have to say is
> TFW life is literally completely out of your control now
> Can barely even do the things I like anymore

I just hope whenever I completely lose movement in my limbs they're kind enough to mercy kill me.