/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>a lifetime of mental illness due to genetics and shitty upbringing
>still a pretty nice person with a lot to offer, loyal to a fault
>all of my "friends" have been shit heads who use their mental illnesses to excuse themselves from being shitty friends and people, most of them eventually move
>all i've had in common with most of them is the same diagnosis
>no lolitas here, everyone into anime is an annoying weeaboo
>basically no friends left, no one to talk to or do cute things with or share inside jokes with

people are shit. I'll probably be moving in the summer for school depending on where I get accepted so I really hope it's somewhere where people actually have things in common with me. I'm sick of friends who use me and only acknowledge me when it's convenient for them and manipulate me. I'm not bad at dropping people who are shitty but it leaves me bitter and alone and I don't think I'll ever be able to trust people again so even if I move somewhere with a comm I'll probably still hate everyone