I have a fascist brainwash/indoctrination fetish.
I have always loved to read misogynistic and racist content on /pol/ and /r9k/. I love when young men (both online and irl) try to persuade me to become their fascist tradslave. I noticed that they tend to enjoy lolita fashion, because it looks like a fancy traditional costume, which is for the best.
I love when they expose me their views, the smarter the better. I love when I'm not rationally able to counter their arguments. I am close to completely give up now.
I don't think I could date anything else than a misogynistic fascist at this point, left wing normie men disgust me.
I really wonder if "traditional females" are genuine about their beliefs, or the only way to become one is to live a masochistic fantasy, like I plan to do.