>>9833718
Imagine being this nihilistic... find God bruh, for real. I'm a recovering heroin addict who is 39 lost many jobs, have a dream job now with an EXCELLNT company. Lost trust of family, the journey, honesty, and time that came with getting sober has built bonds with my father I've never known. I live a content life today, don't have nearly enough money situated for "things" I want, but I have everything I need. Sometimes anon you are brought through pain, severe pain, so you can become aware of who you really are, what this life is really about and that the path you are on isn't the one for you. Then you make changes.
The crypto will rebound, you're 28 just hold through and in 2-5 years you'll see ATH's at least once brotha. Your family, be honest with them, I mean real honesty, it's terrifying but life changing, own your mistakes like a man and seek but do not expect forgiveness, bridges burn in day but take years to reconstruct.
Take it from someone who lived hell on earth and who now content, the only thing I ever wanted to be. God bless and good luck.