My thoughts about suicide over the past 3 years

[Temirlan No.57960082]

Hello everyone, my name is Temirlan and I am from Kazakhstan. For the last 3 years, I have been living with thoughts of suicide, due to the fact that I lost many people close to me (my brother, father and mother in an accident 3 years ago and a girl a year earlier). At first, I was restrained by the thought that I wanted to help my close sister and did not want her to grieve even more. I had large debts exceeding $9,000 that were left over from my parents, so it was a difficult period for me. And now I'm already at the bottom and on the verge of suicide, I think about it every day and try to think positively, because I still have a little sister. But I am still under pressure from the guardianship authorities due to the fact that we have poor living conditions, if this happens, then I will definitely fold my hands and give up. I hope for your support, if there is work, I am ready to work. Give me some advice
from my telegram: @swuter

[Anonymous No.57961664]

>>57960082
You got a job habibi?

[Anonymous No.57961683]

>>57960082
kys nigger

[Temirlan No.57961779]

>>57961664
Yes, I work two jobs (During the day as a cashier and in the evening and at night as a courier)

[Temirlan No.57961789]

>>57961683
no problem, just dm me telegram(@swuter)

[Anonymous No.57961810]

>>57960082
pray to jesus