My thoughts about suicide over the past 3 years

[Temirlan No.57399230]

Hello everyone, my name is Temirlan and I am from Kazakhstan. For the last 3 years I have been living with the consequences of a stroke, due to the fact that I lost many people close to me (brother, father and mother as a result of an accident 3 years ago and a girl a year earlier). At first, I was held back by the thought that I wanted to help my close sister and did not want her to grieve even more. I had a lot of debt, over $9,000 according to my parents, so it was a difficult time for me. And now I’m already at rock bottom and on the verge of suicide, I think about it every day and try to think positively, because I still have a little sister. But I am still under pressure from the authorities due to the fact that we have poor living conditions; if this happens, I will definitely fold my arms and give up. I hope for your support, if there is work, I am ready to work. Give me advice
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