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[Anonymous No.55065937]

I've never been more depressed in my life. I feel like dying every single fucking day. I'm alone and a slave to money. Seriously, give me a good reason on why it makes sense to keeping going when one is so fucking miserable. I'm so fucking miserable. I've done every fucking thing to stop the misery but I keep finding myself still in hell. Should I become a monk? Should I just start doing heroin and pills? Should I unironically move into the woods? Wtf do I do?

[Anonymous No.55065950]

>>55065937
Become monk for a moment. Find yourself. Or do shrooms

[Anonymous No.55065958]

>>55065937
I wouldn't advise heroin or self-harm. Being alone and a slave to money is the unfortunate reality, but it's good to at least admit it to oneself.
But if it helps: we are all this miserable, you're not alone.

[Anonymous No.55065976]

>>55065937
I think you know exactly what your problem is but you're unable to tackle it. Instead of accepting your fate and making the best of it you think of all these rash escape routes.

Clearly outline the problem to yourself first, and then communicate this to other people. Your problems might be easily fixable, but having nobody else try with you have just come to the conclusion that there is no point in trying.

[Anonymous No.55065978]

Watch this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DpnSQ3XuO5Y

[Anonymous No.55065985]

>>55065950
shrooms are on my list, but worry about a trip that puts me in a worse position

>>55065958
it does help anon. shit sucks so fucking bad its unreal.

[Anonymous No.55066005]

>>55065937
You need to reframe your life and identify what habits are making you feel this way.
Do you smoke weed?
Do you drink?
Do you sleep all day and spend all your waking hours on 4chin?

Systems are better than goals. Work on improving your OS instead of crying about it.
Might sound harsh but you need the cold hard truth anon. The defeatist attitude is not your color. And for the love of God, get a haircut and shave. You look haggard.

[Anonymous No.55066011]

>>55065978
>bro watch some grifter ramble for 4 hours, it'll fix you

>>55065976
>I think you know exactly what your problem is but you're unable to tackle it.

you're actually not wrong anon. i could list out all of my problems and tell you exactly why im failing to execute and my failure to execute has everything to do with emotions like fear, self doubt, self esteem and its crazy because i've been to therapy for over 4-5 years. i'm stuck in a hole and it doesn't feel like i have the mental strength to keep trying anymore.

[Anonymous No.55066016]

>>55065985
I know. These are hard times. I had a sort of stress-related breakdown too, so I can really empathize.

[Anonymous No.55066021]

>I feel like dying every single fucking day.
Not wrong.
Which means you were right.
This should make you happy.
See?

[Anonymous No.55066030]

>>55066005
>Do you smoke weed?
>Do you drink?
>Do you sleep all day and spend all your waking hours on 4chin?

that's the thing, i do none of these things and probably have a better career than 90% of the people here. i exercise, eat healthy foods, sleep well, you name it. i do it, but im fucking miserable and its because im alone. that is my problem. im alone.

[Anonymous No.55066060]

>>55066030
Hire a matchmaker, unironically.
You can afford it and it will be a better filter for sorting wheat from the chaff than any jewish dating app.
You will feel better having tried, at least. Right now you are just wallowing in your forever-alone misery. You have agency and options. There is a woman out there waiting to find you.

[Anonymous No.55066094]

>>55066060
I was thinking of taking a coom trip. Frankly I'm not sure I actually want someone to date. Wonder if just need a release with a non street hoe.

[Anonymous No.55066098]

>>55066030
Slowly start fixing the problem of loneliness. Think what could be good small goals/steps on the way to your main goal and start executing slowly.

[Anonymous No.55066124]

>>55065937
friend, keep your head up, keep your head above water.
life moves in cycles. right now you are down but you will come up again.
things are bad right now, things are the worst they've been during our lifetimes. this is by design. they are trying to break your spirit, because demoralized people don't organize and revolt.
stay strong. get some sunlight. try to find some like-minded people with similar interests in your community. church? volunteering? political stuff? hobbies like beer or frisbee golf or hiking or UFO watching or ghost hunting or whatever are a good way to meet people. or just start walking around. start going to the same coffeeshop a few times a week. get a shitty part time job at a restaurant or bar just to meet people.

Godspeed anon, I've been there, many of us have. Keep your head up and know that you're never alone. and you're going to make it because we're all going to make it.

[Anonymous No.55066168]

>>55066011
All your issues that you have mentioned are addressed in the video, and others on that channel, your problem is your attitude which is evident in your answer. Best of luck.

[Anonymous No.55066169]

>>55066124
This. I lived on my own for 6 years and debated death everyday. Finally met a beautiful Caucasian trad wife, 11 years younger than me that bore my Latino seed. You will make it anon. Don’t give up. “The night is always darkest before the dawn”

[Anonymous No.55066198]

>>55065937
stop looking at money and charts and go do something to invest in your body mind and soul. Go outside get sunlight, eat some healthy home cooked food with veggies and nutrients and fiber (most of your feeling receptors ar ein your gut, and bad diet fucks with your emotions)

remember the most important finance is the finance of your health

[Anonymous No.55066221]

>>55066168
>dude if you're not going to watch my 4 hour video from my favorite grifter, you will never make it

fuck off dude.

>>55066124
thanks anon. appreciate your post.

>>55066169
based anon, congrats. i think i only got another 2-3 years in me, but ill give them a chance.

[Anonymous No.55066301]

>>55065937
>Should I become a monk
Yes brother , if i didn't had loyal fertile wife and kids i would be a catholic monk

[Anonymous No.55066315]

>>55065937
I live alone and keep to myself, but still have family to support me if I need it. I live within my means and spend my free time learning and enjoying life.
It's your life anon, it has whatever meaning you give it. If you want to be depressed, that's up to you.

[Anonymous No.55066396]

>>55065937
You were made to know, love and serve Jesus

If you aren't doing this you will 100% become depressed

Do NOT do drugs

You should really just go to church. Google Bishop Williamson, watch some of his videos and go find a Latin Mass - just go sit in the back and start educating yourself

In the meantime just know that God loves you and it can get better - good luck bro

[Anonymous No.55066783]

>>55065937
Nice pepe

[Anonymous No.55067595]

>>55065937
find a church and devote your life to Christ and the church community, you will maybe find purpose.

[Anonymous No.55068750]

>>55065937
You are in a modern monastery anon
Blame the boomers but you have to do something now

[Anonymous No.55070405]

>>55065937
Don't take this the wrong way, but try not to despair over those things. I have everything I need to never work a single day for the rest of my life, yet I still live extremely frugally and work like a dog because I don't have a family and probably never will. Work is the only thing that keeps me going. I literally have gold-encrusted plates and gold tableware that I inherited, which only gather dust while I eat from a tin plate, quite literally like a dog. What I'm trying to convey is that if you can focus on having a kid or kids, it will put everything in perspective, and only then will you realize that nothing else matters. Good luck!

[Anonymous No.55072620]

>>55065937
These feelings usually come down to health. Instead of hard drugs you could take supplemental thyroid and see if it lets you feel joy again like many report. If your hormones were functioning properly that would be the default. Try living somewhere tropical too.