whats your addiction/vices?

[Anonymous No.54389915]

this involves finance, what are the things that you try to control yourself from? some people waste money on food, drugs(weed counts) gambling.
everyone has something that passes the time and wastes money.
>Escorts
I spent 1000's on high end escorts this month, im trying my best to stop myself, but im into threesomes, its so easy getting them delivered to your condo, i need help,
>sportsbetting
I lost 700 total this month from "sure bets" been on a losing streak.
I'm trying my best in quitting, having a gf doesnt help, it wont stop me from getting a girl delivered when she is busy. MLB is starting soon and im trying my hardest from looking at the odds.
i never thought ill be in a situation like this.
>29, new yorker, sold all my btc last april at 44k

[Anonymous No.54389969]

>4chan YOUR Personal Therapist

[Anonymous No.54389983]

>>54389915
the green jew
I quit a month ago and i've never felt better and more productive

[Anonymous No.54390006]

>>54389983
i quit for a month and felt like shit until i picked it back up again. i literally turn into the person who i was before i touched it, which is all the reason for someone like me to go back.

[Anonymous No.54390019]

The vapour jew

[Anonymous No.54390034]

>>54389983
>>54390006
>>54390019
thats the worst thing, after quitting theres always a void,

[Anonymous No.54390041]

>>54389915
Threesomes just seem so awkward though. At least I'm hoping/assuming you mean MFF

[Anonymous No.54390057]

>>54390041
its MFF, its more fun than just one, i like being a director and flipping them around, its less awkward cuz it feels like a group project thing. and cumming is like the best ending they both 2x you orgasm.
then we just chill, sometimes they smoke weed, waiting for the uber to pick them up.
I play Ibiza mixes while fucking,
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hdt66qkdywU
>im trying to quit though

[Anonymous No.54390060]

>>54389983
top kek I smoked for 8 years, too much the last few wasted so much time and money but I quit last by telling myself it's a jewish trick to keep goyim lazy and stupid and it worked
sleep less, more energy and get a lot more shit done

[Anonymous No.54390065]

>>54389915
I’m addicted to Thai hookers but I pay myself first (max Roth IRA)

[Anonymous No.54390117]

>>54389915
I'm addicted to incremental games and watching numbers go up

[Anonymous No.54390133]

>>54390065
Im more into white girls, think blonde, I like seeing goldiie locks doggystyle

[Anonymous No.54390351]

Weed, booze and modifying cars. Yes I am poor

[Anonymous No.54390367]

>>54390351
modifying cars is actually beneficial, thats how Gigi Hadid's dad started his fortune, I bought used old cars, modified them and sold them for profit in the DC area.

[Anonymous No.54390379]

If being rich isn't everything why do rich people kill themselves when they lose most of their net worth?

[Anonymous No.54390396]

2 monsters a day

[Anonymous No.54390555]

>>54390379
back to level one, with zoomers. imagine being 24 in college with a bunch of 18 year olds fighting for a spot in the same profession.
I'ts not just an actor/musician thing, every year you get more players, who would like to see you fail. being in your 30s working with 18 year olds is always an awful feeling.
>18 in college, felt bad for all the 35 year olds in calc class.
>now im an unemployed 29 year old neet that sold all his bitcoin in jew york.

[Anonymous No.54390570]

>>54389915
I mint modest women with bare feet and sell them for 4 dollars each

https://app.icpswap.com/marketplace/NFT

[Anonymous No.54391287]

I draw pictures of anime waifus, I'm a poorfag who is trying to minimize spending to build bear market portfolio and learning to draw burns all my time and energy so I don't feel like doing anything else involving spending.

[Anonymous No.54391305]

>>54389915
I smoke insane amounts of weed and if U dont I always end up drinking insane amounts of alcohol instead which I cannot do anymore so I always double down on weed extra hard to avoid the booze

[Anonymous No.54391346]

>>54391287
thats not bad, keep it up anon. this is more of what sucks your money away. but can be fixed but you are to weak to stop yourself.
>mine is blonde escorts and sportsbetting

[Anonymous No.54391515]

>>54389915
Hookers for me too but i dont spend that much lol. Aside from that just vidya and the occasional goyslop. Also steroids if that counts. It doesnt feel like a vice though, the opposite maybe

[Anonymous No.54391531]

There was a time where i would deposit a 100 in some ukraine gambling websites and cash out +3k after a few hours playing. That got me hooked as shit and then my luck turned around and i would burn 2k in 30 min

[Anonymous No.54391591]

>>54391515
I cant help myslef, i was with a girl that looked like Amber heard. and steroids is fine, to me thats self improvement.
>been working out since 14 now. just shredded but skinny with a t shirt
>you need steroids to get the arnold physique
>>54391531
I turned 50 to 20k once from sports betting, never getting that luck again, been on a losing streak lately, thinking i should quit before i really regret it.

[Anonymous No.54391603]

>>54391346
I'm stuck living with my parents so hookers are a no go, one of the reasons I want to make it is to be able to leave and let loose and try new things out away from them.

[Anonymous No.54391660]

Porn and video games. These aren't the most expensive addictions but going to bed at 2AM every night is probably costing me something

[Anonymous No.54392256]

>>54391660
i used to have a porn addiction just like the movie Don Jon, the worst thing is jacking off for 2 hours cuz you jump from video to video.
I believe i have a huge sex addiction. still as horny as i was at 14, but now i got escorts to get off on. i seriously need help

[Anonymous No.54392300]

>>54389915
Weed. It sucks because the price is glorified. I could be smoking so much more and do so much less with my life.

Ironically if I had my freedom I probably wouldn't need a vice.

[Anonymous No.54392322]

>>54392300
checked,
the problem with vices they also hold you back. im trying to be abstinent from any sexual activity. and im going to avoid sportsbetting by not watching any sports. i identified the problem, it got really bad, im stopping it from getting worse.

[Anonymous No.54392323]

>>54390034
Are these girls escorts you speak of? Do you use Eros? They're pretty hot. Congrats on taking the escprt pill. Going out picking up a chick and hoping you do and say everything right to get laid after dinner drinks movies... is fucking lame. Better to get your nut and get back to life

[Anonymous No.54392379]

>>54392323
its bad anon, i dont recommend it. I actually use a whatsapp escort agency here in NY, they are familiar with me. i think they now me as the threesome guy.
it started at 27, cause the dating scene dried up for me.
>still fit
>tall
>successful
>still have my hair
but i keep getting single moms on tinder. its hard to get younger girls, dont believe the boomers that say "girls flock to me when i turned 30"
so i started with a couple of blonde 19 year old polish girls. now i treat it like take out. its burning my money.

[Anonymous No.54392536]

>>54392379
Eh its not that bad. Just save your last 10 to 20k before going full COOMER. Threesomes are definitely fun. Especially when the girls are into each other or know each other and you can tell they enjoy it. Were those girls in the black lace yours? Go out to Vegas and you might save some money. NyC has to be expensive. Problem is dating is gonna se really boring to you.

[Anonymous No.54392628]

>>54391660
>>54392256
Yep, porn as well, it's not unusual to do it several times (in the dozens when I'm really bad/depressed upt to 20 times) a day. When I'm ok I still masturbate on avg 3-4x a day. It's so much time I could spend on something more productive...

[Anonymous No.54392663]

>>54389915
Fix your dopamine crisis anon. Stick to it and thank me later

[Anonymous No.54392704]

>>54390057
>Ibiza mixes
come on bro

[Anonymous No.54392706]

>>54389915
for me it's fast food, gambling and escorts

[Anonymous No.54392817]

>>54392256
>>54391660
Learn how to edit your hosts file to enforce safe search for search engines and youtube. Insert lines to block urls. Websites like reddit and twitter have to be blocked entirely because there's too much porn there. Block all of the major sites (can find text files of lists of all major porn sites online). Block all of your favorite sights. Install blockers on your phone. It helps a lot. Just having to go through the pain of unlocking everything is enough to deter you from relapsing because it forces you out of the spell that you're trapped in and during that second your rational brain is able to take control of your urges.

[Anonymous No.54392849]

>>54389915
>weed, desu may have spent well over 10k by now easily
>providers, usually in the form of AMPs; i don't even like asian women now have a thing for fucking them in questionable massage settings
>sportsbetting, i am also a degen
>38, WI, held from 90k down to 10k
probably not gonna make it

[Anonymous No.54392851]

>>54389915
I spend a lot of money on plastic garbage from Japan, and I also spend a lot of money on food and eating out. Probably the worst offenders for me. I somehow spend like 300/mo on groceries and another 200 on eating out and going out, which really bothers me. I'm just bad at cooking efficiently

[Anonymous No.54392866]

I like diet coke, videogames, and prostate orgasms.

[Anonymous No.54392873]

I like a nice cigar and creaming high risk bpd girls with danger hair

[Anonymous No.54393028]

Masturbation.

[Anonymous No.54393059]

>>54389915
cocaine
pumping and dumping random women
video games

[Anonymous No.54393146]

>>54389915
I've removed most vices from my life. Weed, porn, shitty food (I haven't eaten fast food this year), mindless YouTube, etc. I feel the void creeping in somedays. I need to start a business or something.

[Anonymous No.54393290]

>>54392873

[Anonymous No.54393414]

Monster, at least it helps me keep my caloric deficit

[Anonymous No.54393444]

>>54393290
ty anon

[Anonymous No.54393534]

>all this thread and basically two mentions of alcohol
Wild. I guess maybe they're sick of talking about it.
Myself, I'll fast all day and then come home from work, slam 6-8 drinks, and eat a huge fucking indulgent dinner. Last night it was gyros and fries. I wouldn't mind but I'm getting fat. Doesn't help I moved to an office job from manual labor last summer but the bad habit stuck. Kinda hope that with the seasons changing I can lose some weight cycling this summer. Did Dry January and sobriety looked great on me. Didn't really lose weight but not having a sunken bloated pig gremlin face was great. I miss being proud of my body and not somewhat ashamed of it. I used to be cut, dude. I'll never be like that again but I just feel weak.

[Anonymous No.54393614]

>>54393534
Look up durianrider and get inspired
His shit works can personally verify.

[Anonymous No.54393713]

>>54389915
Escorts and caffeine

[Anonymous No.54393727]

>>54389915
a glass of pepsi after pt. before i was in a coma, nicotine gum and weed

[Anonymous No.54393786]

>>54393614
any particular videos you'd recommend to start?

[Anonymous No.54395284]

>>54393614
>>54393786
don't listen to that retarded, fitness guru grifter
if you're not up to doing your own research then you're ngmi, it's simple

[Anonymous No.54395669]

>>54389915
My biggest vice is that I can't stop stuffing my face with garbage food. I am a fat fuck.

[Anonymous No.54395750]

>>54389915
I don't any but don't have any money either

My life is boring

[Anonymous No.54395785]

>>54395284
yeah it didn't take long to see what was up with that guy. a couple of minutes of video. there's better cyclist youtubers that aren't.... like that.

[Anonymous No.54395814]

>>54389915
The third Saturday of every month I buy half an eight ball of the best coke I can find and have a productive weekend. Nobody knows but you.

[Anonymous No.54395964]

I've been unabashedly taking on new jobs regularly. I currently have 5 "full time" positions, all remote, all >$100K/year. I started doing this in late 2020 when remote work was exploding - I was already working remotely and wanted to take advantage.

I cycle through and do the absolute bare minimum possible to maintain the position. I've yet to get fired or caught, but I have swapped positions for one that pays more. 5 seems to be the max I can manage, 6+ gets too dicey. The thrill is crazy. Every day is a new adventure and presents new challenges. It's fun - like a game.

When I have enough for a house I'll drop off but I don't think I can ever go back to working just one job. Seems way boring. 2 at minimum. But if I can keep this up for 3 or 4 more years I think it will be enough to fully retire. I'm also not opposed to getting caught and fired - maybe get 2-3 months severance in that case. Then just start applying for a replacement.

Anyway yeah that's my vice at the moment.

[Anonymous No.54396121]

>>54395669
same fren, although i think what’s really fattening me up like a holiday goose is all the alcohol i drink on the weekends

[Anonymous No.54396410]

Quit smoking and drinking which was sapping me of hard earned money and motivation.

The biggest thing is just fapping. Since getting fired and become a neet I've become a coomer and hate it. Anything to distract me from my current shitty situation.

>>54390133
I'm such a simp for blondes. It kills me my entire friend group is either getting married or in long term relationships. I'm not into the idea of escorts/one night stands but at this point might as well get it over with.
t. 30KHV unemployed

[Anonymous No.54396862]

>>54396410

Escorts is quite different to one night stands. But yes, get over it friend. Just be sure to read on what you should do when the time for the deed arrives.

[Anonymous No.54396909]

>>54396410
One night stands are conquering a woman and getting her to submit to you.
Escorts are bribing women to pretend to not be disgusted.
There's a massive difference for your ego, also don't lose your virginity it's way overrated and if you never lose it you never get addicted to women which is the biggest time vampire and biggest pitfall to avoid.
qrd I'd be a multi millionaire if I had only kept my virginity.

[Anonymous No.54397456]

I'm addicted to commissioning Japanese artists to draw whatever I dream up.

[Anonymous No.54397514]

>>54389915
willingly giving money to people who hate me, apparently.

[Anonymous No.54397531]

>>54397456
how much does it cost to get something like this drawn? what's the turn-around time from request to production? thanks.

[Anonymous No.54397691]

>>54389915
>didnt buy btc back
poverty
>>54389983
cope
>>54390006
based
>>54390019
cringe
>>54390060
cope
>>54390065
eh
>>54390117
dangerously based
>>54390351
based
>>54390396
heart attack
>>54390570
chokes on curry
>>54391287
based
>>54391305
that's how I quit drinking altogether, but your weed is clearly shit
>>54391515
cringe
>>54391531
poverty
>>54391660
you must be 18 years old to post here
>>54392300
just grow it yourself
>>54392706
crigne
>>54392849
cringe
>>54392851
nothing wrong with any of that
>>54392866
based for being honest
>>54392873
based
>>54393028
that's not an addiction
>>54393059
AIDS
>>54393146
Doesnt work like that, you need to get a hobby asap, lack of it is the only reason you wasted time on that shit.
>>54393414
retard
>>54397456
based

[Anonymous No.54398440]

>>54395964
Any advice on how to do this without my current job finding out? Deactivate my linked in? I've wanted to do this for like 2 years but my current job rocks. I want the 2nd job to be my IDGAF coll3ct free money job.

[Anonymous No.54398493]

>>54396909
"Conquering a woman"
You sound like you read red pill shit. Women are fucking annoying why would I want to conquer them.
In the eternal words of my best friends dad who plowed every hooked during his 2 tours in Nam....
>you don't pay a hooker to come. You pay her to leave
Go ahead and keep co quering the retards anon. I'd rather use my free time to not have to be around women just to fuck them.

[Anonymous No.54398535]

>>54395964
I feel like I've read this pasta at least a handful of times by now. If this isn't pasta or larp do you think remote work is going anywhere soon? Are any of your jobs talking about moving to hybrid? As a wfhomo myself I'm worried about all the wfh FUD headlines these days but I usually laugh it off as jewish fearmongering clickbait.

[Anonymous No.54398593]

I spent 3 years couch surfing and staying in hostels in Europe and Asia because I don't want to work. Not surprisingly I ended those 3 years with $0

[Anonymous No.54398824]

>>54391515
>>54391660
just get a sugarbaby

[Anonymous No.54398896]

>>54389915
Icp

[Anonymous No.54398956]

>>54389915
>New Yorker
>Crypto
>...In NY
Yeah NGMI lol

[Anonymous No.54399853]

>>54397531
Costs and completion times vary a lot from artist to artist. I had one complete a 4 page mini manga for about $250 and it only took a few weeks. Another artist took nearly 3 months to do a single page (but he's popular and I think there were several other requests in front of mine.)

[Anonymous No.54400129]

>>54389915
op if you like sports betting you should check out my site, autobookie.com. if you dm me on twitter or email me, I'll give you some usdc to play with. I could use your help with testing/feedback...same goes for any other anons

[Anonymous No.54400184]

>>54390034
fill the void with jesus https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fVqegVN88tk

[Anonymous No.54400510]

>>54389915
asking biz for coins to help get me started turning my life around during the accumulation year before 2024. nothing too crazy like hard drugs, did weed before I sunk to rock bottom, then porn and video game addict who quit both cold turkey to lose weight and rejoin society to hopefully turn thrift store flipping into a small business inspiring the zoomers about it please it would help change a life 0xc09d1856D9fAcd1c362650451D53816213A4A962

[Anonymous No.54400611]

>>54389915
Alcohol, definitely. I'm trying to cut back, but there's also a part of me that gets so bored when I come home from work, and my energy and motivation is so zapped that I don't feel like doing anything besides playing video games or browsing the internet. Drinking at least helps me cope with how meaningless that stuff is by making it more enjoyable.

[Anonymous No.54400973]

>>54389915
PC gaming, I must have the best performance and graphic settings possible. Yes I did just in fact waste 2500 dollars on a new i7 13700k with RTX 4090 PC to play Harry Potter so I don't have to go outside and be social.

[Anonymous No.54401143]

>>54392536
no the black lace girls arent escorts. I have over 30k for emergencies. and im still accumulating, but i need to kick my sex addiction, dating was always boring, i hated taking someone to dinner when i know they fucked a guy from tinder instantly last weekend. and tinder is just fat girls with a lot of demands. i think i should practice abstinence at least until summer.

>>54392628
its hard to avoid porn, or anything triggering, i was walking in central park and saw 2 hot brazilian girls in shorts, it still isnt summer yet.

>>54392704
its fun, fucking a long the beat, it sucks when it reaches an ad break

>>54392706
i quit fast food, when i was 24, mcdonalds kills me now, i can never eat it again. started eating healthy to make myself feel good instead of sick, i think i got lucky. but the escorts are the hardest thing to kick.

>>54393713
ill add caffeine too

>>54396410
im 29, all my friends are either married or working towards it. the dating scene really sucked when you are close to thirty. i understand why old rich dudes go for younger girls. I dont recommend high end escorts, cuz you will get addicted, but if you are taking the plunge, my advice make sure she is from an escort agency from a big city, they never lie about their photos or use filters. just tell me where you are based at, my advice for newbies, Toronto is the best place for escort agencies, cheap for top shelf girls.

>>54397456
what site do you use to commission artists. im an artist as well looking to jump in to commission work

>>54398956
yeah im moving next year, got business here. riding it out until its over

>>54400611
Alcohol feels like the most common, also weed.
Advertisements, films, tv shows glorify it a little too much, especially for mpeople at a young age like 14 to 24. I never liked drinking, only did it at house parties where i was trying to hook up with girls. but look at me now, wasting money every week on escorts. i fucking hate it.

[Anonymous No.54401258]

>>54392379
How much do blonde young girls cost in NY? Asking for a friend in Toronto.

[Anonymous No.54401276]

i started playing 5/10 PLO online when covid started and went up 50k initially but then dropped 200k. even cashed out my roth ira for funds to play. pretty sure that was rock bottom for me. havent touched it in 6 months however. now i only have 25k in a 401k and 7k in savings. feelsbadman. but therapy and a gf help curb any desire to play

[Anonymous No.54402055]

>>54401258
in nyc, you get them for 400 to 500. toronto 250 cad which is 170 usd,
>toronto is well worth it.

[Anonymous No.54402113]

>>54402055
Is that per hour? What about overnights?

[Anonymous No.54402174]

>>54389915
I spend 80% of my income into compounding and end up eating ramen.
I eat worse than my parents' dog and live in squalor, luckily in a poor area without blacks and only mentally ill people and a few white trash. I have a somewhat high paying job, but I live and dress like I don't have any money, nobody would ever rob me or find any money on me - I use public transport and I even have a flip phone like some Hassidic Jew.
I buy a single lottery ticket every week just to have a chance at making the megamillion. I don't know when this will stop, how much money is too much?

[Anonymous No.54402183]

>>54402113
overnights is a lot, like over 1k, sometimes the girls stay over and just chill, especially if you got a nice apartment. with a balcony. i dont recommend overnights, too much money, and you are kind of stuck with, i only let 4 girls stay overnight with me, cuz we like eachother and it was too cold outside.

[Anonymous No.54402187]

>>54389915
>escorts
Same bro. Around 30k last year. Booze, drugs, champagne bottles, etc etc.

[Anonymous No.54402211]

>>54402187
Also thanks all the anon answering the same. Makes me feel better knowing I'm not the only degen

[Anonymous No.54402216]

>>54390133
I had once an american gf like this but always came in her mouth.

Life wasnt that great then but I had that, now I sit here making more money and thinking wtf happened.

[Anonymous No.54402285]

>>54393059
Is cocaine worth exploring as a 38 year old? I’ve never tried it

[Anonymous No.54402294]

>>54402216
worst thing about having a gf like that, is all the orbiters. or worse they become concert groupies.

[Anonymous No.54402305]

>>54389915
>I spent 1000's on high end escorts this month, im trying my best to stop myself, but im into threesomes, its so easy getting them delivered to your condo, i need help,
you are lucky, they refuse my business

[Anonymous No.54402320]

>>54402285
not really, it just makes you awake and excited, i always labeled it as a hot girl drug, it makes you skinny and sex more pleasurable.

[Anonymous No.54402340]

>>54402305
they have to get familiar with you. but its a blessing in disguise.

[Anonymous No.54402347]

>>54402294
> Orbiters

I live in latam and guys were asking her number in front of me.

Left her cos she just started uni in BsAs and I had fallen for the australis WH visa, plane tickets bought.

I thought that was what I wanted in life. Tol late I realized I should have stayed with her, or brought her along and breed.

[Anonymous No.54402366]

I spend about $300 a month on weed. It's my main vice. Trying to cut back to less. But I think it helps me be frugal in other areas and also has many non monetary benefits.

[Anonymous No.54402423]

>>54389915
>music; studio gear, instruments, software, hardware
>I am the only one who likes my music

[Anonymous No.54402467]

I buy aged spirits. I have a 40 year old dalmore and lots of 30’s and 20s for legavulin and laphroig and Macallan. I don’t even drink it. Just tuck it away somewhere. I maybe buy a 50ml of some mass produced if I want to taste something. Also wine cuz it gets the bitches wet. I’ve got Lafite, Margaux, and some petrus tucked away. For hoes I give the cheap shit like decoy or if I like her some grand cru.

[Anonymous No.54402591]

>>54402366
checked,
weed has been advertised to me as the best thing ever, when its just a simple thing, i never understood why people treat it like the best thing ever, alcoho too
>Im still a loser sex addict though

>>54402423
only have 1 guitar and pirated ableton with other plug ins, theres always an easy way anon.

>>54402467
can you resell them, is there a market for old spirits?

[Anonymous No.54402608]

Escorts

[Anonymous No.54402623]

>>54401143
Dating at 30+ is a nightmare. It was hard before it's now impossible since fired
>"i understand why old rich dudes go for younger girls"
Getting the attention of younger girls isn't an issue, some are even hot but damn do they don't like the idea of commitment, EVEN when they bitch and moan they're tired of being pumped and dumped.

[Anonymous No.54402632]

I'm addicted to cash.

[Anonymous No.54402639]

>>54402467
>dalmore
Oh shit nigger what are you doing

[Anonymous No.54402651]

I commission art of my waifu. I don't want to think of how much money I have spent

also as of recently I have been buying bionicle sets that I used to have when I was a kid.

[Anonymous No.54402701]

>>54389915
Trips to Vegas, I don't gamble I just eat.
Nothing fancy either, mostly sushi, Eataly, eclairs from the Wynn.
Also Vermouth

[Anonymous No.54402763]

>>54402608
Im surprised im not the only one
>>54402632
arent we all
>>54402623
it surprised me at 25 when i noticed girls do hit the wall very early, and they still ask for too much.
I never thought i would grow up to be the lonely escort guy.
>Im really ashamed of myslef
>>54402651
the bionicle thing isnt bad, feels like you are building something you enjoy. not wasting money on drugs or alcohol

[Anonymous No.54402787]

>>54402701
and tacos el gordo

[Anonymous No.54402792]

my vices are I like good honey and meat, and I'll spend maybe about $100 on weed in a month.

[Anonymous No.54402798]

>>54402763
they're kind of cool to display too. debating on looking on facebook marketplace or something to see if I can find a good display shelf to get for them

[Anonymous No.54402819]

>>54389915
sugar
caffiene

[Anonymous No.54402926]

>>54402792
100 a month aint bad, it sounds like its not draining your money away
>>54402798
it just sounds like a fun hobby, i waste money and blonde college girls. trust me i envy you
>>>54402819
what kind of sugar? candy? soda?
I drink coffee 3 times a day, it helps with my job, and helps with sportsbetting. if caffeine and sugar is all you are struggling with, i heard its the easiest to kick, the withdrawals will just make you crash.

[Anonymous No.54402968]

>>54389915
Fucking porn man. I got rid of cigarettes, then alcohol later on, but porn i still struggle with. Been trying to kick the habit for close to 10 years but still at it, and it's really a hindrance.

[Anonymous No.54402992]

>>54402701
>>54402787
Also Xanax, like big time

[Anonymous No.54403024]

>>54402763
I call it playing by DiCaprio Rules. Unfortunately I've been on the online dating game for years despite how shit it is and yeah you start notice a lot of these party girls go to hard. They start to look worn down, lifeless look behind their eyes and worse still is the outrageous demands. It goes two ways! Why would I settle for 30+ when there's a steady stream of college girls every year.

What's most insulting are the games. I'm 30, I know what I want and I'm always upfront but a lot of these girls will try to be coy about relationships until its too late.

>lonely escort guy

I wouldn't beat yourself over it. Another anon said it best why bother with the song and dance when you get straight to the matter at hand. Just like people need their method of coping so do you, some people have weed others need to bust it to MFF threesomes to enjoy life.

[Anonymous No.54403075]

>>54393534
I did the exact same thing. Fasted all day then drove to McDs drive through after work. ate and drank until I passed out. I eventually got to almost a bottle of vodka a night over the course of a year

I did it 5-6 nights a week then somehow stopped overnight

[Anonymous No.54403090]

how do you bros go about finding escorts in a city? lets say I live in charlotte. where would i look?

asking for a friend

[Anonymous No.54403111]

>>54403090
tryst

[Anonymous No.54403141]

>>54402968
I quit smoking cigarettes at 20, the worst thing about porn, its advertised everywhere.
>tiktok
>instagram
>twitter
its just softcore porn, or interviews of clout chasing pornstars. girls mention onlyfans every two seconds, its hard to kick, especially the ones that glamorize it.

>>54402992
I tried xanax, never was in to it. i heard its mostly used in porn shoots to help pornstars film. makes you think that most porn films people watched its of girls high on something just to finish the shoot.

>>54403024
the worst thing is, it destroyed women for me, especially in new york, every girl has a price, and every girl has a better option than you. a good friend of mine is going through a divorce after 3 years, and he has a kid.
I view them as pointless, feminism really destroyed them, they dont even realize it.

>anyway its 10 pm here in NYC
Im really fighting the urge of getting an escort.

[Anonymous No.54403180]

I'm addicted to escorts and massage girls - but more specifically converting them to fwb. Not because the money is a problem but it's not fun when they call you because they are horny

[Anonymous No.54403191]

>>54403090
>>54403111
I dont trust midwest "independent" escorts, tryst is over priced, and most of the girls are white trash hags, or ghetto bitches, it wont be fun, they usually have to many rules.
like "no doggy, no cowgirl, dont smack my ass"
not worth it man.

[Anonymous No.54403194]

>>54403090
It's called eros dot com
Glad to see this thread is still up, read it almost all day and I had a colonscopy today so shit sucked. My IBS legit feels like it's killing me .
Weed is a tough one to quit. Porn I do t care for except image galleries. I guess I'm old school in that I just want pictures of naked chicks. No dicks. Super addicted to video games and collecting old retro systems and games. Drinking is a tough one to quit but this IBS shit has me looking at alcohol with disdain. I like the occasional cigarette like 1x a month.

[Anonymous No.54403216]

>>54403191
I banged a tranny from tryst, so maybe it's good for that.
I already have a hot gf, so I didn't look for girls

[Anonymous No.54403217]

>>54390006
Lmao same. Got fucking annihilated my first couple times back at least

[Anonymous No.54403233]

>>54403141
Exactly. I remember when I quit smoking, everybody and everything around you encourages you in that direction. I just did a bit of research on why smoking is bad, and there's millions of articles telling you why smokes are literally worse than Hitler.

Now for porn, it'd a different story, between the "sex positive" bullshit, the redditors and various flavors of faggots telling you to embrace it... I want to think I'm better and i know better than the normals, but at the end of day the way it's seen and judged by society still affects you. At least it does for me, and that makes it hard to get the necessary encouragement when you're at a weak spot on your way to relapsing.
Tldr how tf do you get strong enough to quit this shit

[Anonymous No.54403243]

just move to Toronto

[Anonymous No.54403280]

>>54403141
That's brutal but its the sad reality of our generation. I turn 31 this summer and I think I'll be a hermit going forward. It's soul crushing putting yourself out there and never being enough for these girls.

I don't think I can stomach another series of early awkward dates for things to not go anywhere, at least you escort anons are getting some relief.

>>54403194
>>54403090
I'm traveling to see friends and family for the summer and I always thought to just make a dummy profile on apps like Tinder/Bumble, etc would that not work?

[Anonymous No.54403300]

>>54392323
Passionless sex is terrible

[Anonymous No.54403319]

>>54403233
Porn for me has only been an issue when I'm bored and depressed. Anytime I've got something occupying my mind I'm not as much of a coomer but since being fired and dumped all within a month of each other it's been hard bros.

>t. became a were-coomer, the moment its night I'm just beating that mfr like it owes me money, howling into a pillow. I am not at a good point in my life rn.

[Anonymous No.54403327]

>>54403280
Dude why even bother with Tinder. Just use Eros. You're going to have to do the hoops with girls on Tinder. Just get an escorts number from Eros, then get IG or snapchat to send you live pictures. Then you have her come to your hotel room. Leave the envelope with cash in the bathroom. And you're golden

[Anonymous No.54403337]

>>54393534
Dropping alcohol will be the best decision you ever make. I used to drink every day. Now I only have a few every couple of weeks with dinner at the pub. I haven't been drunk in over a year. I don't miss it at all. I feel amazing when i wake up in the morning. I had forgotten what feeling well rested was like

[Anonymous No.54403342]

>>54403300
Low test wrote this post. You sound like a woman saying you need passion. I guarantee your dick will work even when your pathetic beta male attitude wont. Don't bump the post count with your very very gay responses

[Anonymous No.54403357]

>>54389915
aren't those things illegal in new york?

[Anonymous No.54403370]

>>54403194
i hope youre doing well after the colonoscopy, i avoided the things that are damging to your health like smoking, drinking, and drugs, but pussy is my ultimate addiction. ive slept with over 40 women this year alone. NYC during the winter gets real boring and lonely fast.
Eros is full of scams as well, there is an escort agency in every city, you have to look for it, they go through whatsapp or telegram, some new ones use discord. you have to find it, and be careful of scams.

>>54403216
why pay a tranny? i thought grindr was free for that stuff.

>>54403233
Im weak anon, im slowly building the strength, i started this thread after fucking two escorts. its not even a full day yet, and i feel like browsing the photos.

[Anonymous No.54403397]

>>54403370
>i thought grindr was free for that stuff.
Because she was hot and 18, most of them on Grindr are large ugly crossdressers. This one was petite and feminine for a dude.
Cute cock too

[Anonymous No.54403402]

>>54403357

[Anonymous No.54403444]

>>54403397
>she

[Anonymous No.54403456]

>>54403342
You've either never had sex, never had sex with an escort or never had sex with someone that actually wants to be there. My bet is the first one. Anyone who's done all three knows I'm telling the truth. Improve.

[Anonymous No.54403505]

>>54403456
we understand anon, the escorts are never passionate sex, its just hardcore fucking, thats what i want when i order them, i like making them my little whores, making ones spit on my dick and inserting it inside the other one.
>but i need to quit, it always feels like a mistake

[Anonymous No.54403519]

>>54403505
god she's perfect

[Anonymous No.54403583]

>>54403456
You are literally wrong on all 3 counts. Try again low test silly billy.. touched a nerve with you I see. That sensitivity is also a mark of your low T

[Anonymous No.54403624]

>>54403370
Thanks bro. They confirmed I don't have ass cancer just flaring up like a motherfucker. I would literally give all the savings I have to cure myself of this shit. It's good you take care of yourself. I thought I was too but I also think stress of family/kids/economy and work are wearing me down. Everything is so fucking expensive now

[Anonymous No.54403679]

>>54403194
Quit seed oils and alcohol. Right fucking now. ~ t. Ulcerative colitis fag

5 ASAs did nothing for me and felt like it made my condition worse. Quitting alcohol alone stopped my 3 year long flare up, and quitting seed oils removed absolutely all feeling of bloating. Been off meds for a long time and have never felt better

[Anonymous No.54403726]

Food apps even though I eat once a day.
Middle shelf beer and cigarettes before bed.
Feels like small allowances for grinding my face off.
Bleeds the shit out of the bank tho and I'm exhausted.

[Anonymous No.54403940]

>>54403624
thats also another fear. stress, you can be the healthiest man alive but stress can flare up a bunch of diseases.
family alone makes me angry, i retired my parents but have 1 brother and 1 sister that dont care at all. i pay for everything and they complain and drain my money for useless things.
after the pandemic they became lazy and only care for themselves. family is my biggest liability.
>also the escorts.

[Anonymous No.54403948]

>>54391287
>Bocchi the 4channel
Stay

[Anonymous No.54404141]

>>54389915
cigarettes and anabolic steroids

[Anonymous No.54404146]

>>54390117
Based anon. I am also big on making gains that's why I trade futures on exchanges and stake assets for passive income, currently waiting for staking to be implemented on the Skyjack NFTs for more opportunities

[Anonymous No.54404162]

>>54391287
damn really nice you got any socials or email?

[Anonymous No.54404196]

>>54389915
How do I get rid off this escort addiction? I literally lost my gf of 3 years because of it

[Anonymous No.54404283]

>>54389915
I was spending $10k a week on hookers, coke, weed, alcohol, opiates, and adderall
Then I ate 14 grams of psilocybe natalensis mushrooms and smoked enough DMT to blast off and I’ve never touched another drug since

[Anonymous No.54404288]

>>54404196
mine started at 27, because all the girls in my dating scene play too many games and aged like crap. i was sexually frustrated ended up taking the escort pill. its really hard anon.
had one gf during my addiction, they still dont know, they never knew that i ordered girls over when they are at work. its just too easy its really hard to kick.
>been looking at pictures right know
Im really struggling,

[Anonymous No.54404290]

>>54390555
~24 is probably max you can still return to college without being way too old to fit in
Unless you look especially young. But most do not

[Anonymous No.54404302]

>>54391603
You’re trying to move out so you can buy hookers? What a fucking faggot NGMI

[Anonymous No.54404322]

>>54389915
Ze pump. Not a vice. I quit weed and porn. Got back into snowboarding and now addicted to be aesthetic as possible.

[Anonymous No.54404537]

I am addicted to solitude and tranquility. I have let my love for NEETdom destroy my life. Not pretending to enjoy socializing among ormies costed me a career path which is a significant financial cost. Now I have to figure out other ways to squeeze more money out of this fraudulent system to keep living.

[Anonymous No.54404601]

>>54403300
I have lots of passion for hot young girls. Fucking my girlfriend is a chore at this point.

[Anonymous No.54404749]

>>54404601
and hot young girls are really cheap. its crazy how young they are. i fucked these 2 19 year olds, they told me they were excited for Rolling Loud. one of them has a minecraft tattoo.
it seems like it was only yesterday when minecraft took over the youth, now they are old enough to get fucked by a 29 year old loser like me.

[Anonymous No.54404777]

>>54403233
they discourage tobacco cuz it's actually good for you in moderation
porn's encouraged cuz it's bad for you
duh

[Anonymous No.54404958]

>>54404302
Well not necessarily hookers, maybe worded that sentence badly, just never got opportunity to let loose with buddies or bring a girl back home something like that, parents were(are) super strict.

[Anonymous No.54405010]

>>54404601
Wait, your girlfriend isn't hot and young?

[Anonymous No.54405016]

>>54404749
>29 pbitd
>literally all coombait
Okay well this is a nice fucking bullshit off topic thread, go fuck yourself spammer.

[Anonymous No.54405174]

>>54404162
None at the moment, my speed and end results are still unstable, trying to streamline my process and style. I'm happy you're acknowledging my stuff though thanks

[Anonymous No.54405302]

You guys all need Jesus unironically. And no fake copouts like Protestant Jesus that expects literally nothing from you

[Anonymous No.54405312]

>>54391603
You know you can just go to their place right?

[Anonymous No.54405314]

>>54404196
Started at 18, in my 30s now. It's for life.

[Anonymous No.54405338]

>>54405314
I really hope not, i need to get rid of this addiction.

[Anonymous No.54405353]

>>54403624
If your """IBS""" is severe to the point you have diarrhea and it makes you sick with pain and you have it every day, you have Clostridium difficile.

Source: have been dealing with this demonic cunt bacteria for 5 1/2 years, making life absolute hell.

[Anonymous No.54405378]

>>54404288
do you have sex with a condom? whats the point of paying to fuck with a condom, condoms suck

[Anonymous No.54405440]

>>54405378
yes, i dont want an std or kids from a whore. but the pussy is so tight, im not lying it feels like it pulls my dick every stroke.

[Anonymous No.54405477]

>>54389915
>Defeatism

I don't drink or do drugs and been cutting down on cigs heavily and try to work out every other day and eating healthy but I still just feel like shit.
I physically can't get up in the morning, and even if I have nothing to do on a given day my heartrate hangs around 110 bpm.

I just want my energy back.
I have ambition but at this point it's more of a parasite than a virtue. If I could at least go a week without thinking about killing myself I would be unstoppable.
I hate life and the only way to escape it is an ungodly amount of money or a bullet to the dome.

[Anonymous No.54405577]

>>54405314
Fuck

[Anonymous No.54405861]

>>54404196
>literally lost my gf of 3 years because of it
Because you got caught or because you were bored with her

[Anonymous No.54405871]

>>54405861
Both. I started seeing escorts 2 years and a half into the relationship because I was bored, but one day she came home earlier than usual wanting to surprise me and I was with 2 Thai girls

I don't want to remember this. I actually loved her but I was slave to my sexual urges and I was making bank with crypto so I thought I was a king and could get away with everything if I had money.

[Anonymous No.54405879]

>>54389915
There is no waste of money if you enjoy what you bought. Saving money is a meme, jewflation will eat any savings you have, you might as well just spend all you're money on your vices or invest all of it as soon as you get it.

[Anonymous No.54406397]

>>54405477
checked,
I understand your pain, just remember you can travel wherever you want, why not try hawaii, life is a lot easier than you think especially if you are single without any dependents. try something you always wanted to do, like i dont know sailing or something,
it just sounds like you lack motivation, it happens especially when you get close to 30. my advice dont take life too seriously and set a goal, there has to be something you always wanted to do.

>>54405577
checked.
Im fighting, quitting cold turket, not making pussy control me.

>>54405871
I know the feeling, The Wolf of Wall street feeling, thats what i call it, but i only mess with Blue Chips.

>>54405879
its not a waste, its more of a self control thing, it feels like im a slave to my sexual urges, i understand you should live life to the fullest, but i always feel shame, and left behind for some reason. this thread was meant to evolve mentally, we are all here to make money and invest, but whats the thing thats kind of holding us back from becoming better people.
I dont know about you guys, but if i talk to 15 year old me, i would hate that i became addicted to escorts.

[Anonymous No.54406501]

>>54396909
>Escorts are bribing women to pretend to not be disgusted.
lol. she's already disgusted with herself, you have very little to do with it. also this is some mutt bullshit that doesnt apply to most civilized places.

[Anonymous No.54406509]

>>54396862
>Escorts is quite different to one night stands
yeah escorts are better in all respects

[Anonymous No.54406523]

>>54402183
lol paying 1k for an escort is completely pathetic and i say this as a whorist. have some fucking self-respect.

[Anonymous No.54406572]

>>54406501
you will be surprised, some of them dont want to leave, as long as your not fat and ugly, they sometimes ask if they can stay over
>I never do, cuz i feel like they might rob me
be careful some of them want a captain save a ho

>>54406509
escorts are always great. one night stands sometimes involves crazy bitches.

>>54406523
i agree, 1k is too much, but still i spend 500 to 600 on threesomes.

[Anonymous No.54407116]

>>54406572
You are talking anon. I just booked flights to pattaya with Alternate airlines with crypto.
>Going to get laid and fuck them badly.kek
>Fuck
This trip is going to be so good for me relaxing.

[Anonymous No.54407204]

I am prescribed Klonopin. I’m only supposed to take it if I’m going to be in a stressful social situation. But sometimes I take it when I’m just sitting around at home.

[Anonymous No.54407225]

>>54390060
>it's a jewish trick to keep goyim lazy and stupid and it worked
Yes it's the Jews fault and has nothing to do with the fact you're a dumbass.
Learn moderation. You can enjoy most things without it becoming a problem.

[Anonymous No.54407227]

>>54403679
Bro thanks for the input. Seed oils are everywhere how do you escape them? I've kicked the liquid jew especially whiskey. Do you find tobacco affects it too? I miss the occasional pipe night or ciggy
>>54403940
Dude my family stresses me out like no tomorrow. I've literally just had to cease contact with some of them because they find things to be angry at even when I've committed no wrong doing. They say things like "I feel like you don't care about me or anyone" and it's all their internal bullshit when never once I have I even said damn you or I hate you or anything od the sort. My family is full of narcissists who always find a way to make it about them. I am one of those types where growing up I felt a duty to do what they wanted despite it making me miserable. I've had an epiphany of sorts during this 3 month span of shitting blood and realized I need to cut everything negative or stressful out of my life.
Good thread bros. Surprised it's still going! Appreciate the good vibes and support in here

[Anonymous No.54407228]

>>54389915
Hooked on kratom
>krat boosts about 6 to 7 times a day at 2.8g clips
Hey, it's an honest living. I have enough to last me for a few years in case SHTF as well
I wouldn't be able to navigate life if it weren't for that

[Anonymous No.54407273]

>>54389915
i don't have one since i'm an europoor, the only thing i buy it's a pack of biscuits once in a week(i have a full time job), fucking a prostitute it's a luxury
i lost all my saving on crypto so i live paycheck after paycheck

[Anonymous No.54407312]

>>54392817
>Goes to great lengths to block all pornographic associated websites
>Still posts here

[Anonymous No.54407381]

my vices make me money

[Anonymous No.54407395]

>>54389915
Booze, cigarettes, cooming and weed (although I sort of get that
>for
>free
so to speak)

Escorts.... let's see em anon. Link to profiles.

[Anonymous No.54407766]

Ok so im 25 now. My vices are gambling and cooming. First i started with porn, then did hookers, then massage girls and now back to porn. (after a while the novelty wears off with doing hookers/massages) It doesnt matter what way you bust nuts you will always feel a bit empty afterwards, but porn is free and u dont pay some foid money. I never took a single drug in my entire life tho that shit is for normie cattle. (did try weed and alcohol but never liked it)

[Anonymous No.54407860]

>>54407766
>never took a single drug in my entire life tho that shit is for normie cattle
Statistically, it's not. A true normie can't tolerate much outside it's pay piggy pen. Lightning must be kept subdued to avoid them becoming startled.

[Anonymous No.54408567]

>>54407116
Enjoy anon. Don’t get addicted though.

>>54407227
Family is an annoying. Especially the ones that refuse to grow up. I wish you the best anon.

>>54407381
How so?

>>54407395
I’ll post one photo. I’m still fighting the urge.

>>54407766
Never did AMps only because of cameras. And I’m afraid of being stuck with an old fattie.

[Anonymous No.54408699]

Fucking women off of tinder / bumble / dating apps
I've had girlfriends and that's my main goal but I'll buy the premium subscriptions sometimes and then hook up with women if they're interested
I guess kind of a coombrain except I actually experience it. Lately I've been getting more control over it and not hooking up even though I easily could. Making an effort at turning a new leaf
Wagmi anons

[Anonymous No.54408800]

[Anonymous No.54409412]

At the moment junk food and craft beers.

>tfw use a beer rating app
>every beer I drink and "check in" is different from the last
>want to stop drinking at some point but my entire social circle revolves around it

I don't usually drink during the week but I can't tell you the last time I woke up on a Saturday or Sunday not hungover. Also porn like once a week or so but can't seem to stop it, even if it'd not very often

[Anonymous No.54409666]

>>54403194
I need to get my IBS checked out. The only thing that’s helped me at all was Metamucil. I had diarrhea for like a decade straight before I drank that stuff.

[Anonymous No.54409716]

>>54390006
thats called being an addict

[Anonymous No.54409774]

Oh, is having one beer or glass of wine with dinner a day too much? I know any amount of alcohol is bad but I like having a drink with dinner. I haven’t been drunk in years but a nice ipa just hits the spot. I definitely smoke a little more weed than I should but I’ve switched to mostly a 3:1 Cbd/thc vape which prevents me from getting too high.

[Anonymous No.54410040]

>>54389915
I love shopping and whenever I'm on the CryptMi app, I find it hard not to buy anything because of the discount that its card offers on every purchase made with it

[Anonymous No.54410075]

>>54391603
Incalls, anon. Look up "incalls."

Also if you want to do outcalls, you know you can get a hotel room, right? Half the reason hotels exist is because of hookers.

[Anonymous No.54410177]

>>54389915
>whats your addiction/vices?
Violently dicking down feminine twinks. I've done it dozens of times. Seeing their small, unmasculine bodies quiver and eyes gloss over as I destroy their assholes is a huge adrenaline rush

[Anonymous No.54410222]

This off topic fucking spam thread full of coomer porn is still fucking up holy shit mods you're fucking shit at your job I know you'll b& me for saying that but it's true and also proof you don't do your fucking jobs.

[Anonymous No.54410240]

>>54396909
IDK why anyone would even want to "make it" and not fuck women. If you castrated me and I became asexual, I would be perfectly content making minimum wage and living in a pod and playing vidya until I die. Unfortunately, I am cursed with testicles that drive me to want to make money so I can get women.

[Anonymous No.54410348]

>>54403337
>used to drink every day
How do you do that? I want to try being an alcoholic, seems like a great time. But the hangover inevitably makes me not want to drink for at least a couple of days before I finally get another drink. How do you get to a point where you're drunk most of the time? I'd like that.

[Anonymous No.54410514]

>>54410222
We need to double their pay

[Anonymous No.54410598]

>>54389915
Got linked to this thread from /adv/

I'm surprised you said around 400-500 for a decent looking girl in NY, I would have expected prices to be more expensive

I'm in southern california and don't bother fucking escorts in california

I drive 40 mins down to tijuana and fuck a girl like pic related for $125 for an hour, girlfriend experience and all that

It's a straight up hack desu, my most recent one was a 19 yo girl I fucked, almost came in her desu

I get tested every couple months and have gone raw and creampied girls, my last test was last friday and I came back all clean, I've always come back clean

I'm latino and speak spanish, also late 20s, I stay lean so the spanish is easier to break the ice and just chat with the TJ girls, I also go down to tj for looksmaxxing related shit, got my teeth whitened, got buccal fat surgery, and there's other shit im planning

Tijuana is like Night City from the Cyberpunk Series really, I don't bother with the redlight district brothels but I started there

Now I just fuck escorts from agencies and the private telegram groups I'm in

[Anonymous No.54410920]

>>54403280
It's crazy that the girls are still that picky in NYC given the absurd gender imbalance. Isn't it nearly 60/40? And when you talk about 18-29 year olds I'd have to guess it's even more than that.

[Anonymous No.54410937]

My vice is that it’s very hard for me to commit long term to anything and I cheat on almost all my gfs. I’m addicted to the thrill of the hunt and end up knit picking every gf in my head until I can justify why I should dabble outside the relationship. I think I’m scared of being “stuck” even though almost all of my gfs have been great. I have been in therapy and have even tried ketamine therapy but have yet to really rid myself of this demon. I’ve taken it far enough where I’ve even had 2 gfs at the same time. One time it went on for over a year and was incredibly exhausting. Idk how I did that.

[Anonymous No.54410984]

>>54404290
Undergrad definitely. But what about grad school?

[Anonymous No.54411107]

>>54410598
Could a blond gringo with basic-intermediate spanish do Tijuana without getting beheaded?

[Anonymous No.54411129]

>>54389915
not too many these days; haven't been buying liquor that often anymore, accidentally quit smoking 3 weeks ago cause i've been to lazy to get more. sometimes i splurge on music gear, but that's infrequent (once or twice a year, then i just trade for other gear). i live a lot more frugally than most people. some weeks i don't buy anything at all.
>>54410348
it's not a great time. alcohol is an extremely shitty drug. if you think it sounds fun being an alkie you're genuinely retarded
>t. was drunk at work most of the time during 2020 and started going on benders again last year
this shit sucks and i'm not even a severe alcoholic, just a dumbass who goes overboard too often. if you blackout too many consecutive days your sleep schedule is ruined and you can't sleep unless you drink whatever amount of alcohol. takes weeks or months to recover, depending on how long you've been doing it, which makes it even harder to abstain because you're going to be so unspeakably exhausted all day every day that you'll probably wind up falling off the wagon again just so you can sleep through the night. not to mention it's gonna shred your throat if you do it for years. and the digestive issues.
i don't want to know how much worse it can get

[Anonymous No.54411176]

>>54410598
>i test clean

the point is for them to get tested so they dont infect you

[Anonymous No.54411194]

>>54410222
Checked. This thread is being sponsored by Big Escort.

[Anonymous No.54411209]

Porn and masturbating. not money wise but costs me hours of my time.

[Anonymous No.54411263]

>>54390019
I quit a month ago. It's so fucking brutal, I don't recommend it. If I could do it over I wouldn't quit, but I can't go back now after suffering so mightily. Vape is 1000x more addictive than cigarettes.

[Anonymous No.54411276]

>>54411107
Yea, there's a bunch that go every day/weekend at the redlight, whites, negros, asians, etc.

>>54411176
I imagine they do but that's the whole reason I get tested just to be sure

And the girls I go raw with ask me for results

[Anonymous No.54411282]

>>54411209
Dopamine dump zaps motivation. Motivation = money. Fapping is costing you thousands.

[Anonymous No.54411289]

>>54389915
Carbonated or fermented drinks like kombucha, coffee, tea, etc. Whenever there's an interesting can I pick it up. It's like the only safe enjoyment I have at the moment. Too bad it's $4-7 a pop. Doesn't seem too bad compared to inflation now though. I've tried every brand you can imagine, traveled to local breweries across SoCal, and nothing beats my first kombucha (pic rel) and one obscure brand from San Diego I cannot remember. Most are so watered down and overly sweetened. GTS is the only decent storebought imo. Think as much as I've spent I'm just gonna brew my own, My honey/ginger mead turned out pretty good.

[Anonymous No.54411336]

>>54411289
What a faggot. I bet you were duped into buying pic related because it has a le whoa crazy hardcore name. Kill yourself.

[Anonymous No.54411405]

>>54411336
It's just canned cabonated water... I buy from small companies for unique flavor combos that inspire my own drinks at home. The tiny premium is worth the experience. I do the same for going out to restaurants and then learning to cook what I've enjoyed at home. Seethe elsewhere.

[Anonymous No.54411418]

Competitive online video games (FPS, moba, etc). I took a break from them for a while and honestly my brain and speech felt like it was slower. Now that I'm back into them, my speech clarity and enunciation has improved. I think they have some benefit for the brain for sure.

[Anonymous No.54411505]

>>54411336
I bought this thinking it was an energy drink because I can’t read

[Anonymous No.54411951]

>>54409666
Trips of truth. IBS sucks man. I hadn't had a single problem on 10 years. Then the stress of the holidays and some other shit brought me down hard

[Anonymous No.54412038]

>>54389915
Escorts for me as well. It's crazy how hot some of them are and they'll lick your ass and suck your balls for like $350. I can't stop and its ruining my financial life.

[Anonymous No.54412449]

>>54410598
Mexico's border towns are the holy grail of escorts for me, people are missing out

[Anonymous No.54412493]

>>54412449
For me, it's High end French Canadian escorts. Usually around $300, but can be up $600 for the top tier.

[Anonymous No.54413032]

>>54410222
Checked. All of these coomers are setting themselves up for a life of regrets. Also if you haven't landed a girlfriend by college you will probably never get married or start a family, all the good girls (i.e. wife material) get taken off the market QUICK and usually never return.

[Anonymous No.54413174]

>>54389915
Vyvanse. Best drug to stay focused and get stuff done, low addiction probability, and great way to control binge eating.

Make sure to cycle it like 5 days on 2 days off and take NAC on days off.

[Anonymous No.54413383]

>>54395964
how do you do your taxes

[Anonymous No.54413394]

Literally porn ITT that's been up for 15 fucking hours.

[Anonymous No.54413405]

>>54398440
I just act like I don't keep my linkedin up to date and have deleted other social media that may link me.

>>54398535
Not pasta. I don't think so, I work in software engineering and the companies I work with are remote-first or remote only. One is having a company meetup coming next month tho so I'll just take off from the other jobs in order to attend that. I worked remotely pre-covid so it all feels normal to me.

[Anonymous No.54413413]

>>54413383
No idea what you mean. It's not illegal to have multiple jobs lol

[Anonymous No.54413424]

I’m boring, I don’t have any

I could become a multi millionaire tomorrow and my life would not drastically change

[Anonymous No.54413450]

>>54413424
Actually I used to be into findom, I guess that is a possible weak point for me

If I got sucked back into that world I guess it could be an issue, but my real world responsibilities have become so significant I don’t have time/energy/desire to go down that road, even if I wanted to

[Anonymous No.54413819]

>>54402285
if you easily get addicted, just don’t

[Anonymous No.54413945]

>>54411282
I've been a coomer for a decade.
I'm 28

[Anonymous No.54414127]

Massage parlors. Better than escorts for me, even only getting a happy end. Even no happy ending but jerking off in front of her is better for me than escorts.

[Anonymous No.54414313]

>>54402285
Not really, because you don’t know how you’ll respond in terms of addiction, for me coke is pretty boring and something I can do a handful of times per year. Whereas my girlfriend would do coke every single day if it was possible/feasible

Everyone is different. I guess you’ll belong to one of two camps, like me who can take it or leave it and it doesn’t find it amazing/pleasurable or you’ll be in the camp that thinks it’s the best thing in the world, all reason and sense leaves your body and you’ll spend hundreds in a single night and be ringing your dealer for more at 6am because you don’t want the feeling to end

In my mind there is a long list of other drugs far ahead of coke that are worth experimenting with first

[Anonymous No.54414336]

>>54402285
And I can’t explain how it feels to the obsessive/addictive types, but for me there is no real pleasure or euphoria in it, I just become super awake and obsessive, with terrible attention span. I sit shitposting and getting into arguments on 4chan and Reddit, whereas when I’m sober I don’t even post

(I’m on coke right now)

[Anonymous No.54414371]

>>54389915
>delivered to your condo
you will get robbed retard

[Anonymous No.54415327]

>>54405871
Verified retard.

[Anonymous No.54415714]

>>54412038
Its bad anon, and im horny 24/7. i went todays without fapping or calling an escort. trying to reach august at least. Im trying my best.

>>54412449
never been to mexico, but im too afraid of it, heard stories from tijuana, sounds like ill just move there.

>>54412493
those are my go to, I like skinny blondes with sexy french accents. but again im quitting cold turkey.

>>54413032
im living in regret, had a gf in college, she was hot but aged terribly, friends of mine that married early, hate their lives or gotten divorced. i dont condone the escort life style, i envy my friends who are in long term relationships, but i never thought itll turn out this way.
>i never thought id be an almost 30 whore addict.

>>54413394
porn is awful, i dont even watch the new stuff, im nostalgic for the girls back in my highschool days, its funny theres enough porn thatll fill the ocean. i avoid porn but use it sometimes so i dont call a girl over. but that almost never works.
being a sex addict isnt normal. :(

>>54413945
ive been a coomer since i was 13, i blame easy access to porn.

>>54414127
never trusted them, always felt like there would be a camera somewhere. or worse you end up with an old fat asian lady.

>>54414371
I live in a nice building, with a door man, nice old black dude, he always hypes me up when he sees the girls, i tell em their from tinder, the girls are high end, i dont deal with ghetto or white trash girls, they exist,
Agencies>street pimps
Agencies sometimesmake it up for you if a girl doesnt do good service.

[Anonymous No.54415813]

>>54415714
I call bullshit that you're getting a girl that looks like that to fuck for under 1k in NYC.

[Anonymous No.54415902]

>>54415813
I actually can, you would be surprised.

[Anonymous No.54415965]

>>54402591
A bit late to reply. It's not the best thing ever. But I don't really have a sober life to compare it with. I think for me it's just ok. Plenty of down sides.

[Anonymous No.54415985]

>>54415902
The going rate for a very average looking independent girl is like 400-500. Actual hot independent girls go for 800 minimum and usually 1k+. You can see this for yourself easily on the sites mentioned in this thread.

Now, you're telling me that a hot girl who is going through an agency which undoubtedly is taking a cut, is taking less than half of that? Why? That just sounds like bullshit.

I'll be surprised if you can actually prove it somehow. I'm in NYC too and would probably give them my business if what you're saying is true, so get working on that referral discount buddy.

[Anonymous No.54416735]

>>54415985
sorry man, im not posting the Whatsapp here. I dont trust "independent' escorts, they always have a handler around. I stick with agency because you uber them out of their place to your building. you dont have to believe me, but good luck to you.

[Anonymous No.54416736]

Yea, I expected the prices for hot ny girls to be 600-800

Fuck, honestly I'm blackpilled and wouldn't ever pay that much

I fucked pic related raw in Tijuana for $200 and this is the highest upper end, she's $150 and raw was another $50

She rode my like no tomorrow almost made me cum too quickly

Normally though I'll pay $100-125

I fucked a girl next door looking one for $130 for an hour and she let me hit it raw

[Anonymous No.54416773]

>>54416736
Im too scared of STDs, condoms are a must, even for regular hook ups, I only do it in NYC because its convenient, Im not a sex tourism kind of guy, just get 2 girls when i travel for business. Theres nothing pulling me to Tijuana except for fucking escorts.

[Anonymous No.54417087]

well im addicted to Catgirl bag that will be listed on MAJOR ex. Binance?

[Anonymous No.54417120]

>>54389915
my addiction is watching youtube videos. It costs me nothing in terms of money but a fortune in terms of time

[Anonymous No.54417166]

>>54417120
depends on what kind of videos. if its from general interest like film essays, music history, i understand, if its something wasteful like pornstar interviews or stupid fake pranks. then i agree

[Anonymous No.54417205]

>>54417166
Just normal stuff not degeneracy or dumb shit like vlogs but still I sure my watch time must be over a 1000 days at this point

[Anonymous No.54417228]

>>54408567
Spending crypto to travel is worth it and it's simple these days. Just like the anon I also wanna book a private jet with AK private jets.
>will load the jet with hot babes
>strip
>fuck and what not.
I wish this happens.

[Anonymous No.54417268]

>>54417166
>>54417120
I kinda get where he's coming from. I get sucked in to mechanic videos and old retro game deep dives (on history and lore of game dev).
Off but on topic my IBS has me ready to eat a fucking bullet

[Anonymous No.54417475]

>>54417228
Nice plan you got there anon. I have a similar plan to book a private Resort in Fiji with Raiwasa Resort in crypto. My gf is gonna join me.
Kek....I am excited.

[Anonymous No.54418135]

>>54417268
How do you get IBS?

[Anonymous No.54418276]

>>54410598
Any private telegram groups you can rec for europe

[Anonymous No.54419216]

>>54389915
>>Escorts
I'm addict to femdom escorts liteallry last week I was with one who smothered me with her pussy for an hour stirght

[Anonymous No.54419229]

>>54419216
never went down on an escort. but i had a big titty escort rub her giant tits all over my face, suffocating me.
>10/10 think of it fondly

[Anonymous No.54419355]

>>54419229
it was the hottest thing because she kept dripping her pussy juice over me and I was hoped up on stimmfucking

[Anonymous No.54419687]

>>54419355
checked, i dont like femdom, more into being a captian of a threesome. one girl is not enough anymore.

[Anonymous No.54420063]

>>54415985
Not him, but everyone inflated prices like that. You’d be surprised at how many “hot” women will do anything for half the price, especially since they usually suck at spending. It’s not them thinking they are losing half of what they can make, it’s them thinking they can do this for less than they are advertised because they can just fuck another guy later. Plus, with everyone worried about getting #metoo’d escorts are really riskier now, so nobody wants to cough up 1k and then get sent to jail over a false allegation.

[Anonymous No.54420364]

>>54420063
why spend a lot on one girl, when you can find a hotter girl for way less, thats why i avoid "independent" escorts. they think they are worth a lot more than they are.

[Anonymous No.54420846]

>>54402285
its good but pretty 'meh, good 30 minute buzz with your throat feeling like its about to close. really good at bringing you back from blackout drunk too

[Anonymous No.54420868]

>>54390379
ive only heard of wagies offing themselves. real rich people know they can get back up. and have heard tons of stories of some rich guy losing it all and then making it back

[Anonymous No.54420888]

>>54389915
Weed is my vice, I smoke about 4 grams a day costing me £160 a week. Can any anon genuinely help me with a strat for cutting down/stopping, I'd definitely owe them one. I'm able to scrimp and save in all other aspects of my life, but the fucking weed man fuck!

[Anonymous No.54420931]

Escorts but I never fuck them, I just get a massage and jerked off. I work too hard in the week already as it is

[Anonymous No.54420936]

>>54420888
Buy the left over leafy crumbling stuff nobody wants at the bottom of the bag, can get it for a cheap as £1 a gram still gets you high but doesn’t taste as nice

[Kellie Flores No.54421046]

>>54420888
weed is a Degen docile negro drug, try cutting it out anon hit the gym and get on stimulants/steroids, feels great to be white,big and lean<div class="xa23b"><span class="xa23t"></span><span class="xa23i"></span></div>

[Anonymous No.54421178]

>>54389915
Test

[Anonymous No.54421179]

>>54398824
>just get a sugarbaby
jesus fuck no. thats stupid as shit. you mean have an entitled young whore in my house? no. no. no. I fuck hookers in my car or hotels. end of story.

Not having some fucking whore around to criticize my tidy minimalist apartment when she lives in squalor and filth. before you know it there will be a black man in your apartment putting your toothbrush in his ass.

get some fucking standards.

[Anonymous No.54421361]

I've seen around 40 escorts in the past 4 years - wasted a lot of money but no regrets. Some really exciting sexual experiences gained. My addiction came from filming them , love watching back our fucks. Also from seeing how far I can push them to deepthroat me. Something undeniably addictive about filming young submissive escorts getting fucked in their pretty faces. I then edit the clips into compilations and watch back for the little details i missed in the moment. The filming aspect is the bit that draws me back, otherwise I'd probably rather coom from porn. But to have my own rough porn collection feels like a coomer investment.

[Anonymous No.54421569]

>>54390065
>addicted to baboon faced, ugly junglechinks.

lol, lmao even.

[Anonymous No.54421670]

>>54418135
No clue bro. I don't even know if I have a family history of it. This has happened to me on 3 separate instances in my life now. 3 very different periods but one thing they all had in common was stress. Stress about life or money or relationships. I'm trying hard as fuck to be zen and get my stress down but it's hard when you have kids to raise, mouths to feed it creates a pressure of sorts. That plus the family shit I mentioned. I'm on a mission to prioritize my health no matter what it costs

[Anonymous No.54421677]

Getting drunk at the bar

[Anonymous No.54421715]

>>54389915
>internet
literally just the internet. smoked cigs for 2 years stopped cold turkey never felt a craving. same with booze, never have felt like i "need" a drink. dont care about porn either

[Anonymous No.54421920]

>>54420888
Try LSD. You can order online risk free because it's odorless.

[Anonymous No.54422003]

>>54418135
I used to have very bad IBS but it mostly cleared up now. I *got it* after I ate a very bad duck dish that fucked me up good. Some IBS cases are induced by one food posing episode that damages your guy. That is what the Doctors told me anyway.

Stress ect can cause it, but I don't think that the case for me at all.

[Master No.54422039]

High quality sushi

[Anonymous No.54422182]

>>54389915
Ahhh, I wouldnt call it an addiction or vice. But my worst habit is if I am at home, I just lay in my bed on my phone. I will get home from work, go straight to bed, lie down until dinner, finish dinner and go straight to bed

[Anonymous No.54422947]

>>54393534
Yeah, I started doing that shit in the military. Gained like 30 lbs in a one year. I got a lil chubby, noticed and now I only over indulge once every two weeks. Down 15lbs. Alcohol makes me want to eat more, making me fat af. Fuck alcohol, but I still drink clear tequila when I wanna feel something. It's still poison, but I don't feel like absolute shit with it.

[Derrick Wagner No.54422996]

I constantly hook up with Japanese women in their 30s via Tinder. Nothing is better than Japanese pussy and the way they submit and moan is incredible.<div class="xa23b"><span class="xa23t"></span><span class="xa23i"></span></div>

[Anonymous No.54423164]

>>54389915
my biggest vice is i take advice from retards. checkem

[Krista Cain No.54423185]

>>54422996
I know it’s April fools, but I really want to believe AI is this based<div class="xa23b"><span class="xa23t"></span><span class="xa23i"></span></div>

[Anonymous No.54424254]

>>54420364
I do agree with you there. Independents charge way too much for what they are worth. I would never pay that much.

However in my experience "agencies" are really just pumping out ghetto trash who are fucking 10+ guys a day each. And that's why the price is so low. Never heard of any agency with actual hot girls that will come to you and do mutli-hour GFE without charging a fuckton.

I tend to opt for sugar babies as a more cost efficient way of getting my nut. The same type of girl who is charging 500/hr on the independent site with tons of rules about what you can and can't do to her is taking 300-400 for an entire evening of fucking with no limits. I generally don't get the hottest girls in the world, more like 6s and 7s than 8s/9s/10s, but it's way better than an escort experience imo. You actually have to talk to them and pretend like you're treating it more like a date than a service though. So if you don't want to waste your time and effort on that then I wouldn't advise.

[Anonymous No.54425502]

>>54420364
>42 posts
>every single thot pic is mid and stale reposts
What a shitty collection

[Anonymous No.54426702]

How hard is it to get an escort?
How to avoid getting arrested? Can you just ask for sex or do you have to code pharse it?
Pic for attention

[Anonymous No.54427441]

porn
gambling
weed
caffeine
depression

[Anonymous No.54428060]

>>54426702
To avoid getting arrested literally never say anything or imply anything that equates sex for money. For example put the money in a birthday card in the bathroom. Just write happy belated birthday in there or something. It's very trade craft. I will let OP chime in but it's a lot like a dead drop in the intelligence community. You likely won't encounter an undercover though. That's more of an on the corner thing

[Anonymous No.54428210]

>>54428060
Could you arrange the services over messaging,whatsapp ,etc or is it bad form? They have the services on their page but I feel asking for them is where the actual evidence is

[Anonymous No.54428235]

>>54428210
Definitely arrange it. Just say you want like a full body massage or something. They read between the lined very easily. They might even have their own obvious code of terms when they contact you

[Anonymous No.54428738]

>>54389915
Too much food, I cope by offsetting it with walking everywhere doing push ups inside but I know I'm going to balloon sooner or later.
I need to avoid sugar, I feel withdrawal syndrome like 3 days in whenever I try to quit eating so much food.

[Anonymous No.54429379]

>>54411289
Synergy was so good back when it had 0.5% alcohol. It was removed off the market for a copule years and came back.. just doesnt have that full crisp anymore. They are worth it but i dont buy them anymore.

[Anonymous No.54429453]

>>54389915
I once lived with my older brother for a year while I worked at a job and he never made me pay rent (for that year at least). I should have had 20-30k saved up from it, but instead I bought shit endlessly on Amazon. Aquarium supplies aren't cheap either. I had a bunch of random pets too. I can't stop buying stupid little things on Amazon, it fills my void.

[Anonymous No.54429462]

[Anonymous No.54431158]

>>54390555
>>54404290
t. 30 year old 2nd year pol-sci degree, everyone in class is a 18 year old retard with the gayest zoom-zoom ideas its so kek. im very youthful looking, jared leto esque and cool and mysterious. i just want my degree and starting working up the totem poll

[Anonymous No.54431203]

>>54419687
Do they let you take pics? I'm a sucker for pics.

[Anonymous No.54431340]

Stupid amount of escorts. I wish I had the $ back

[Anonymous No.54431437]

>>54405477
insulin resistance/poor liver function
dr berry, jason fung youtube

[Anonymous No.54431449]

>>54389915
I'm self employed and I waste too much time reading faggot shitposts on /biz. /passes the talking stick.

[Anonymous No.54431480]

I have absolutely no vices.
I am 100% addiction free.
Now as a rare person like this, let me explain to you why this is BAD.
Addiction and desire are very intertwined, thus I have no desire to have/do ANYTHING, whether bad or good. Thus I'm a loser with no money who does nothing. I sleep most of the time.

[Anonymous No.54431487]

>>54407204
arent you worried about withdrawals/seizures?

[Anonymous No.54431496]

>>54407228
also arent you worried about withdrawals and seizures?

[Sean No.54431502]

>>54390117
Same and weed and I used to eat out too much

[Rodney Mora No.54431530]

>>54390057
>Ibiza mixes
You’re buying male escorts?<div class="xa23b"><span class="xa23t"></span><span class="xa23i"></span></div>

[Anonymous No.54431566]

>>54413450
what a faggot vice

[Anonymous No.54431602]

>>54410920
>It's crazy that the girls are still that picky in NYC given the absurd gender imbalance. Isn't it nearly 60/40?
53/47. 60/40 would be nuts, but I don't
I'm a white dude living in philippines right now. The size of my soft harem is massive.
A true stone cold player can be working 3 girls minimum, if not something like 10+. These are all girls that could just have a bf, but are in a soft harem instead. What ratio do you need to "fix" 5-10 girls coalescing around every local chad?

[Anonymous No.54431619]

>>54410937
>My vice is that it’s very hard for me to commit long term to anything and I cheat on almost all my gfs. I’m addicted to the thrill of the hunt and end up knit picking every gf in my head until I can justify why I should dabble outside the relationship. I think I’m scared of being “stuck” even though almost all of my gfs have been great. I have been in therapy and have even tried ketamine therapy but have yet to really rid myself of this demon. I’ve taken it far enough where I’ve even had 2 gfs at the same time. One time it went on for over a year and was incredibly exhausting. Idk how I did that.
are you like me and had a barely present father.
like maybe he funded your life and education, but basically taught you nothing about building something like a healthy relationship?
If you're like me you can't commit to a career (even if you have one), location, girl, lifestyle, etc

The best I can offer in a short text box is to think about what's enough for you and know that commitment can be freedom from this chaos. It'll let you focus on what is important and let you go deeper.
Exploration phase is OK, but our one human life won't come close to being able to explore it all.

[Anonymous No.54432308]

>>54409412
>want to stop drinking but my entire social circle revolves around it
i had this problem too. so i quit, thinking i'd replace booze with something else, but it didn't work and i've been a hermit for like 3 years now.
tried many different flavors of church, tried nerd games (dnd, 40k). it doesn't really work. i was in a pool league and disc golf group, that was fun but most of those guys work together and have known each other for like decades. volunteering is the best way to meet people i've found, but i still don't really share interests or outlook/worldview with most of them. i'd move to someplace else in a heartbeat but i'm stuck here for work. and so i exist in a limbo.

[Anonymous No.54432317]

>>54410040
i'm addicted to kratom, caffeine, nicotine, shitty junk food/sugar, and used bookstores. also i have a collection of tarot cards. i notice some compulsive behavior with buying the cards and used books, but it's like...$40 or less per month on either, usually, so i can afford that. the smoking and junk food are what worry me desu.

[Anonymous No.54432352]

>>54410240
man i spent my entire late teens and 20s having sex with all kinds of women, now i'm 34 and meaningless sex doesn't really do it for me anymore. in fact, i generally find it pretty depressing because i just see so clearly how the person i'm with isn't treating themselves very well...our culture has really fucked women up, especially young girls, they have a very unhealthy view of sexuality picked up from a young age and constantly reinforced. it's a real turn-off. now i just want someone that i connect with on a spiritual level, where sex is a sacrament. once you've had the good kind of sex, and worked on yourself enough that you're not just trying to get your dopamine circuits firing, it's hard to go back. like i got tuned to a different wavelength. i'm probably just getting old and my dopamine is cratered from seasonal depression and sedentary living so my T levels are flatlined.

>>54410348
>seems like a great time
lol!!

[Anonymous No.54432372]

Every one of you here have the same problem. It's all in the subconscious mind.
Calling something an addiction or justifying why you want it doesn't matter. I don't care if your life is boring or if your lonely. It's all just the same issue expressing itself in different forms.
It's not being whole and at peace with yourself and not healing any traumas you have.
There's tons of books and lectures to help with this but the easiest place to find answers is in Joseph Murphy's classic book The Power Of Your Subconscious Mind.
You're just wasting time online anyway so go to Youtube and look that book up. Listen to the first 10 minutes of the audio book now.
Master Key Society has the best version of the book on YT.
10 minutes. Do it.

[Anonymous No.54432373]

>>54411194
i think it's bots. or else this is the first thread in the history of 4chan where the majority of posters list their main problem as having too much sex, lol.

btw, the biggest addiction of all is 4chan. i was addicted to heroin for almost a decade so trust me when i say, quitting this place is harder than quitting heroin.
>see you tomorrow

[Anonymous No.54432392]

>>54412449
all the whoremongers in this thread should save their money for a month or two and buy a ticket to southeast asia.

[Anonymous No.54432433]

If you spent a considerable large amount on weed or any money at all on prostitutes you should kill yourself

[Anonymous No.54432450]

>>54431496
senpai once you've been through heroin/fent withdrawal, kratom WD is child's play. acute WDs are the easy part, the first 3-5 days or whatever (anyone who says kratom WDs are bad simply hasn't done actual drugs). it's the longer term post-acute WDs that get me every time. after a week or three or a month or even three months i'll pick it back up, just once every few days, then once a day, then i'm back to 3-4 doses a day.

ultimately it's dopamine. i have a dopamine-shaped hole in my brain and i frantically try and fill it all the time. at least i'm not alone- 99% of the population is the same, and we all fill it in different ways.

hopefully a solar flare comes and knocks out the internet for a few months, gives us all an enforced dopamine fast.

[Anonymous No.54432587]

I collect nazi silver coins, spend all my paychecks on stocks and crypto (50/50 split). Spent 3000€ on hookers last year, then got a new gf and came to the conclusion I just want to be alone, abstain from cooming and stack assets. Have a year old son too so want to spend more time with him, not try to please women. I'm ok with driving my old shitbox and wearing 5 year old clothes.