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[Anonymous No.54144511]

Im turning 24 yo. Up until 17yo I just coasted through life with complete parental neglect.
Over the years I got diagnosed with ADD, but I also have very hard social anxiety and OCD

I refused to be medicated and realized I can basically alleviate 90% of my symptoms by working a sales job even tough I suck at it
This allowed me to talk with girls, etc..
Basically I realized I can create realities for myself and bend it after my will. I imagine I will sooner or later end up being intimate with a girl, talking and being in physical proximity with them. I play this through with my head and it loses a lot of the appeal. Because I achieved other things, and none registered with me positively for a longer time
I thought money would make me fulfilled. I made $150,000 and lost it all again. I outgrew the need to drive around in supercars at 22.

What is there out there? Never in my life I couldn’t imagine planning for more than 1 year. I can’t imagine being 34 yo or 44 year old…

[Anonymous No.54144523]

Learn how to take responsibility for your life and actions

[Anonymous No.54144549]

>>54144511
the only worthwhile thing is coming closer to God.

[Anonymous No.54144586]

>>54144511
>posted from an iphone

[Anonymous No.54144606]

My sister said she got diagnosed by professionals that she have OCD.

I tell her she's not and those "professionals" are trying to make money out of you. Believing that you have this condition is like saying "i dont have control over my life n body because of this condition". Imagine actually believing that lol.

>Parental neglect
Yea it's their fault, and you can blame them. But you have to forgive them too. They're not perfect. I got abused by my parents too. But after i grew up. I noticed that they're the same as me, imperfect, trying to /makeit/ one way or another. I have forgive them but never forget, as a lesson to teach my sons.

You dont have OCD or ADD. If you believe this, you'll never change and keep making excuses on why you wont talk to girls or get a job.

Just trying to look out for anons.

[Anonymous No.54144625]

>>54144511
test

[Anonymous No.54144795]

>>54144606
> you wont talk to girls or get a job.

Can’t you read I have a job and talk with girls now
Again I always tried to not subscribe to these conditions and their labeling. But I also have to acknowledge that I am in fact different than others because getting a job and getting a girl is innate to others and they do it effortlessly

If I would go back to my NEET ways, which was my default state and maybe still is, I have to make daily steps to be able to bear day to day life in a way that I am getting to being functional again

Having to do all these things makes the appeal for me go away. I can’t afford to let lose, if I want results I had to be rigid

[Anonymous No.54144943]

>>54144795
You fucked up when you decided to go after things from this angle because you're about to get (you) after (you) telling (you) that difference does not exist, that everyone has it tough (without any objective reference to that toughness - as if it's possible), that you can get rid of your problems and more by drinking whole milk and doing bonesmashing for a year. As for the main topic, I don't think this is the kind of change that can come from within and you will likely be unable to start directly experiencing life (hence planning for a period of time longer than 1y) until something major simply happens.

[Anonymous No.54144977]

>>54144511
tl;dr NOBODY GIVES A FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK JUST GO KILLLLLLLLLLLLL YOURSELFFFFFFFFF FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGOT

[Anonymous No.54144983]

>>54144511
>Basically I realized I can create realities for myself and bend it after my will. I imagine I will sooner or later end up being intimate with a girl, talking and being in physical proximity with them.
Absolute schizo
Start reading Russian romanticism before it's too late

[Anonymous No.54145084]

>>54144983
How is that schizo?
I just realized that things need active steps and you need to practice
Before I thought I am not worth it to get a girl, now I can assure myself I’m worth enough because every human can just interact
Your beliefs restrict or enable your life

[Anonymous No.54145102]

>>54144943
>until something major simply happens.

I thank you for your response
What do you mean tough

[Anonymous No.54147063]

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[Anonymous No.54149014]

>>54144511
Become a magician and create your perfect reality anon
You can do it