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>be me
>had only binged once to have too many calories once in the previous 9 days
>go to work
>work
>work ended up feeling a bit demoralising
>saw some Staceys
>felt uninspired by the work
>was an ugly weirdo that nobody liked
>felt terror when seeing somebody at the same level as me being part of some pointless committee, since it means he'll probably get promoted quicker than me
>was hit by this major annoyance at the working world
>had this really clear feeling at the end of the day that I'd fail in my career and never get past the near bottom rung
>felt demoralised and bought lots of junk food on the way home and binged and wasted entire evening online and now I'm lying in bed, too tired to go to the gym

Feels bad. The last hour of work was suffused with major premonitions of total life failure. The patterns became solid.

I'm seeing the same archetypes in every job. It's uncanny.

The lower middle manager (just above me) male who is a nice and quiet guy, with abnormally good social success due to him being freakishly generic. Will seemingly reluctantly screw me over at some point.

The go getter assertive fast rising female manager who will act very nice and condescending towards me, before my autistness eventually tips her in to hatred and disgust.

The trendy and young female on the same level as me who's loved by everyone, has lots of high status friends ("the CEO who's mentoring me"), and pronouns in her email address.

The slightly older than young woman with that HR-ish American accent with a sheen of glib professionalism. Every time you interact with her actual work it's speckled with mistakes.

That middle managers (maybe your manager's manager) who tries to come across as friendly but has a seething intense hatred of me due to his vicious oversocialisation.

That middle ranking totally basic woman whose job is to make lists.

That higher ranking even more basic woman whose job is to make lists of lists and talk about everyone's kids.

>> No.50962804

>>50962721
>before my autistness eventually tips her in to hatred and disgust.
This has happened to me many times. Maybe you should do a start up. I'm thinking about doing one.

>> No.50962822

>>50962721
stop blog posting you fat fuck just stop buying junk food and go running

>> No.50964039

>>50962721
go back to india, poojeet London Frog

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>> No.50965708

>>50962721
This blog sucks. How do I unsubscribe?