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[Anonymous No.49721738]

I'm a 23 yo KHHV, functionally depressed, schizoid nice guy

I never developed own agency or can act out on my needs. I have anxiety and no friends or social media. Even picking up a sales job, traveling in a different country to meet peers, or joining a gym didn’t do anything. I’m forcing myself to do all of it but I am selfsebotating at every instance
Im living life with the volume being very low. Even if there were opportunities to seize on I would pass them on purpose

My life is living hell, how do I turn it around?

[Anonymous No.49721787]

>>49721738
That's just life in your 20s

[Anonymous No.49721791]

>>49721738
I'm curious did you parents arrange playdates with other kids when you were a child?

[Anonymous No.49721906]

same exact boat as you anon at 25. I think I've just accepted that once you reach your mid 20s you're basically just filling your life up with distractions for the next 50 or so years until death. I'm so set in my ways that I don't think I could become genuinely close with people like I did in high school ever again.

[Anonymous No.49721923]

>>49721738
Same here anon, except I'm 28 years old. Everything exactly the same, never even kissed and what you said about never developing own agency/acting out on my needs 100%.

Somehow I just learned to live this way, if anything you don't stick out anywhere and have your peace for the most part.

[Anonymous No.49721938]

>>49721738
Read books and develop a life outside of selling yourself and figuring out how to get ahead. This means having courage to do things that actually energize you. Figure out who you are, don't try to become some one.
Realize that value is this abstract and subjective thing and in this world everything is commodized, so taking back your time, happiness, and life is an act of rebellion.
If you view others as being worth less or more than you, then you will remain on this treadmill of trying to validate your existence until you die

[Anonymous No.49722034]

>>49721738
At 16 when you come of age and your balls are dropped and you're big enough physically you get the urge to fuck and procreate.
You also start feeling the lack of it both mentally and physically.
You pancreas doesn't work as good as someone that fucks. Its not so bad at 17 or 18 but as years go by your liver starts feeling it as well. If you eat processed canned food and drink soda and sugars your insulin regulation is fucked. Yoir kidney as well.
By the time you're 23 its been 7 years since you should have started fucking.
You lack balance and cortisol buildup is destroying your brain.
As a defensive action your brain is shrinking to make you dumber so you go and at least rape some woman.
Pay for a hooker to blow a load in her, pay all you got so she is hot and attractive to you. But don't get infatuated with her.
Move on with your life.
Your cortisol will reset, you glands will pump you test level will rise, your pancreas will churn out what it should, your liver will burn more toxic shit, eyc.
Use it as a springboard to jump start your life.
>>49721787
No it isn't.

[Anonymous No.49722305]

>>49722034
>Pay for a hooker
Why can't you just masturbate? I'm 38, I've masturbated for 23 years daily and feel fine.

[Anonymous No.49722399]

>>49722305
Only on biz

[Anonymous No.49722458]

>>49722399
nah seen this on fit and r9k and pol and v and tv its common throughout 4channel, im a 28yo virgin myself

[Anonymous No.49722497]

>>49721738
>My life is living hell, how do I turn it around?
Buy the dips

[Anonymous No.49722546]

>>49721738
Read

[Anonymous No.49722558]

>>49722305
What keeps you going? I'm a late 20s khv and I don't know how much longer I can go on for. My entire life is just work, work, work.

[Anonymous No.49722606]

Holy fuck either you're fucking bots or we're all in the same boat of autism

[Anonymous No.49722686]

>>49721738
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d5E2AQKuCyU

here you go, solved your problem.

[Anonymous No.49722728]

>>49721738
You need to get some pussy, Anon

[Anonymous No.49722773]

>>49722305
Based

[Anonymous No.49722889]

>>49721738
You know the meaning of agency, and you tried a few things.

Maybe it's just not you, what level of success are you trying to attain here? One you set yourself? One set by your family? Your close peers or Internet and general youtube degenercy?

Be yourself, and be happy :)

[Anonymous No.49722934]

>>49722305
Its not even the same ballpark.
When you jerk off you are basically grabbing a dick with your hand.
Its yours, but its still a dick.
When you fuck a fertile woman you summon the "subprogram" , universal one mind you, to procreate(fucker, woman) that can return a baby.

Fucking is a net beneficial function both physically and mentally. Opposite of cumming into a paper by your own hand.
Your mind knows.
Your body knows.
You can't lie to God.

[Anonymous No.49722950]

>>49722558
>work, work, work.
jesus christ just find a nice hooker with that money, dyor to find a noobie friendly one.

[Anonymous No.49723093]

>>49722934
sounds like you're an imaginationlet

every time I masturbate I am 100% fully convinced that I'm impregnating my beautiful wife with my rich seed, the mind-muscle connection is so pristine that in that moment it's fully realized both mentally and physically, I feel incredible and accomplished afterwards, tough luck for you I guess

[Anonymous No.49723427]

>>49723093
> I feel incredible and accomplished afterwards until I have to do it all over again!
Then when you get older, it’ll be too late and you’ll live in regret for the rest of your life.

[Anonymous No.49723436]

>>49721738
>selfsebotating
Kek

[Anonymous No.49723458]

>>49723427
>Then when you get older
I am 29 years old

[Anonymous No.49723552]

>>49723093
Your mind knows.
Your body knows.

[Anonymous No.49724314]

>>49723458
So you have about 40-50 more years worth of jacking off to do, statistically speaking. Sounds exciting..