TL;DR I am pretty sure I triggered a life secret by reducing everything in my life to absurdity.

[Anonymous No.49444825]

So about 2 hours ago I had what I would name to be a literal life-hack or life changing experience ( in a very bullish way)
Not in a good spot either financially or socially, etc. Im just water level on all of them, balance them without even knowing I do. I lost most of my savings to slots in the last couple days , completely aware of what im doing . I impulsively had a day or two to regain myself and not touch anything that doesn't make me happy.
To keep it short, first day I went to play tennis with an old friend. I have practiced 8 yrs in grade school but dropped it in hs. Never touched a tennis racket since until now It made me happier than i have been since i really can't remember. That's when the tought that I am in full control of my life came to me and I felt genuine safety and happines in my .. soul? felt like this
and today i realised i fucking loved writing shit in high school so thats why this is my first post here.
REALLY curious if this happened to anyone here in any form.
east european lurker from like 2015? talking

[Anonymous No.49444850]

>>49444825
OP what the fuck are you talking about?

[Anonymous No.49444853]

>>49444825
so what happened was you like played
tennis and forgot how much you
loved tennis??? What are you trying
to say m8 how is that a life hack

[Anonymous No.49444860]

>>49444825
Also this is /biz/ because there is no way in hell this will not be profitable over time.

[Anonymous No.49444889]

>>49444825
>Anon takes acid for the first time

[Anonymous No.49444906]

>>49444825
thats not absurdity, thats reality. the absurd is the current state of the world

[Anonymous No.49444940]

>>49444853
Yes I fucking loved it and didn't even know at the moment. I dropped out of it because of the decision my mom made that school was way more important and i was failing to get the grades needed for her standard of high school.
I know this is dumb of her because i was easily becoming chad but i dont blame her i feel like i needed to get the more "painful" road because it disciplinated me, about life.
Also sorry for bad grammar and things but im pretty drunk

[Anonymous No.49444956]

>>49444906
Yes . Makes so much more sense.
>>49444889
Love acid but that's not the case here

[Anonymous No.49444968]

>>49444825
Where does reducing everything to absurdity come in here?

[Anonymous No.49445047]

I also hold 200k luna because i just because I always loved the memes. Come to think of it I should've treated everything in my life just how i treat memes and video games , go for the maximum level of satisfaction just involve ethics. ngl this feels cringy now that i say it but also feels good knowing that this is the only place where some other degen may have had the same schizo exp i had

[Anonymous No.49445071]

Dxm trip 2002. Half way through my psychonaut your of trying every drug I could get my hands on with my best bro.
We're lying down in a clearing in the forest looking up at the sky and it all clicks for both of us. Like pic related except internalized on a soul level that was unquestionable truth. It doesn't matter, why waste time being angry about anything you can't change. It's all personal perception. Etc etc. Wasn't just an epiphany that wore off with the drugs though, had 3 years of this solid zen state. Never got angry if someone was driving slow in front of me, if I failed at something, nothing. Totally unshakeable. It wore off eventually but I can remember 5hat feeling still. It's possible to just rewire your mind and live your greatest life.

[Anonymous No.49445076]

>>49444968
Bait title really i overpriced it just felt like the closest word to what im meaning idk

[Anonymous No.49445098]

OP you should leave before someone induce you to doxxing yourself
>Inb4 he does it anyway

[Anonymous No.49445180]

>>49444956
>>49445047
Knew it schizo drug addicts.
Cope all you want, but the drugs you fags ingest are just a toxin used to keep predators away from plants and mushrooms. You're literally being fooled by a mushroom.

[Anonymous No.49445194]

>>49445071
Exact same realisation , same points about only hurting yourself through literal "bad vibez yo" and just go do what you love most bcuz it's very possible(if you truly love it and it's not just goybait for your lifeu)

[Anonymous No.49445246]

>>49444850
kek this what is he rambling about

[Anonymous No.49445285]

>>49445180
Weed is almost everyday use, with recent breaks.
Anything else if it's a special ocasion. I live a very happy and succesful life and have a good wagie career I see now that you may think im a gambling addict i just stumbled upon them 5 days ago while in a terrible condition mentally and got rich and broke withing 5 days lmao .
I otherwise always lived a very happy life and always felt the warmth of God (God is you and you is God seethe if you think anything else)
Also my childhood idol and current stain on my brain is steve o so i think i should thank myself for this as it's meme timeline now

[Anonymous No.49445303]

>>49445246
I'm literally praising kek

[Anonymous No.49445322]

>>49445285
Okay I now can confirm that you are definitely on a trip right now.
T. university researcher on psychedelics

[Anonymous No.49445366]

>>49444825
enjoy the high OP i hope it lasts

[Anonymous No.49445487]

>>49445180
>hurdur mushrooms trikd you
Your christfag is showing.

Likely the agent to the genesis of our species is bad because this retard is scared.

>>49444825
OP, what did you do today.

[Anonymous No.49445496]

>>49445322
well research some more nigger cause it's only weed and 2 sixpacks of beer it's east eur here so it's not that easy to just get schizo shrooms like you probably suppose it is to .

FUCKERS im reading comments saying that im high on schizo stuff it's really not the case I just felt sort of like a literal player or sport or idk high and for the first time im sure im gmi. Why do drugs have to be the cause of all toughts like this nowadays i wonder..

[Anonymous No.49445548]

>>49445322
>chekd
Will my 3-4g daily weed habit become an issue later in life as a 6'4" 230lb male given I started later in life around 25. Asking for a friend....

[Anonymous No.49445618]

>>49444825
very based. absurdism is the highest form of mental escape from this clownworld.

[Anonymous No.49445640]

>>49445487
Today i purchased this picrel badboy from a guy i knew that sold them SH and paid around 10$ for something 20-25$ and almost never used. I know it's not much but it's exactly what i managed to pull out from the devil slots and decided im gonna do something good for me with them.

[Anonymous No.49445658]

>>49445618
escapism reached such absurd levels that it ended up mixing with even more complex things, such as business or even existentialism, the metaverse is literally the worst sin we could have done.

[Anonymous No.49445671]

>>49445322
>I'm LITERALLY an EXPERT, I'm a UNIVERSITY RESEARCHER on PSYCHEDELICS
You're a dumb faggot is what you are. University is, 99% of the time, adult daycare for retard niggers like you.

[Anonymous No.49445719]

>>49445548
I think you are the only one who knows the answer to that. The more you trust your gut the more powerful your intuition becomes(big seethe for /x/ nonbelievers i know im about to rustle some walking robots). Im just happy to share the truth with some of you today because i have 2 days off and felt like sharing something on the chin after so many years of lurkin /b/ and /x/ ( only 2021 + for /biz/ )

[Anonymous No.49445739]

>>49445640
You're gonna need to restring it if it's older than a year or 2. That'll be 10 bucks

[Anonymous No.49445777]

>>49445548
Most people typically develope a dependency to weed after long time use and in my personal experience become unbarable to be around if they aren't on it.
In an extreme case probably psychosis.
Recreational you'll be fine, but you have to make it a reward just like anything in life .

[Anonymous No.49445828]

>>49445658
some people have already started to use them as services, we are doomed

[Anonymous No.49445842]

>>49445180
Cope

[Anonymous No.49446040]

>>49445739

Oh yeah and also this.
I got it restringed by sellerbro when i got to his yard because he was a genuine bro with a similar story in his youth. Little Things like this are what make me more determined than ever to do it.

ik im bragging abt my life right now but this is the perfect place to do it. my beautiful life just got beautifuler ))

[Anonymous No.49446094]

Im also gonna pump this until easternbros wake up
jannies pls dont delete a post like this can be the best someone has to see on /biz/ to finally get their shit togheter and pursue their REAL, HEALTHY dreams.

[Anonymous No.49446249]

>>49446040
Sounds fun, but I think you're going to burn out this enthusiasm by Friday. Find a project OP. You have a lot of energy without a suitable outlet from my shallow readings over here.

[Anonymous No.49446286]

>>49444825
80 IQ poster

[Anonymous No.49446323]

>>49444825
that's called Law of Attraction my friend.
Almost every successful business man believes in that.
/x/ has daily threads on it, it's worth reading Reality Transurfing by Vadim Zeland. Should be a link in the daily LoA /x/ thread.

These techniques can be directly applied to business and investing. I've used them with great success actually.

[Anonymous No.49446337]

>>49444825
You’re having a manic depression episode because you lost everything or close to everything on slots.

In other words your brain is trying to cope. So it’s flooding your body with serotonin before it tells you to off yourself.

[Anonymous No.49446371]

>>49444825
>I am in full control of my life
Based and finally red pilled

[Anonymous No.49446394]

>>49446337
No he just finally took responsibility for his actions. Kys you faggot jew.

[Anonymous No.49446564]

>>49446249
I really don't feel like it right now but anything can and will happen. We'll see. Also what do you mean by "suitable outlet". I have been succesful in all the oportunities that have presented to me. I loved festivals in my hs years and have 3 music festivals that have my name written somewhere in their credits and their checkbooks. I just fell in a bad place because i thought i found true luv and it bit me in the ass hard, had to get back up by myself and learn to learn from things.

>>49446286
You're maybe getting that impresion because of my bad to non existent poster ettiquete. I get it now that I re-read some of this crap but it's sincere

TLDR both of you am not dumb or underprivilleged im just drunk nhigh af and happy to finally feel that i have something i really care about to work on. I couldn't care more for any comments on this. I honestly appreciate the input.

[Anonymous No.49446785]

>>49446323
wagmi /x/bro , i just felt like a post on /biz/ might have more chances to get noticed by someone who actually needs to see this.

>>49446337 made me kek. it's not my first rodeo with loss of big money and it's probably not the last . I'll manage easily just like last times. I have more than 1 friend and i meet them all outside of discord, which I think is more than you can say about anyone trying to fud on this blessed thread.

[Anonymous No.49447782]

>>49445285
Tell us more about Steve

[Anonymous No.49448256]

>>49444825
So I should play tennis?

[Anonymous No.49448479]

>>49444825
Erm jannies another /x/chizo has got out again

[Anonymous No.49448511]

>>49445180
Oh yeah so toxic it reignites brain pathways and encourages Neurogenesis, curing people of negative thinking patterns and many modern mental illnesses such as anxiety and depression.

Please, for your own sake, do not take these highly toxic substances at risk of death. Sincerely, the government

[Anonymous No.49449155]

>>49447782

enough said, just read book from picrel and you gmi by default .

>>49448256
if you missed your chance just make sure you get your kids to practice it from young age. Golden /biz/ opportunity.
>>49448479 Yea im back on /x/ now. been a fun morning here . see you all in the manifest general you vincents.

[Anonymous No.49449166]

>>49448511
also checking this fact-pilled fren

[Anonymous No.49450633]

>>49449166
Check likewise fellow intellectual

[Anonymous No.49450777]

I believe this is called a manic episode

[Anonymous No.49450816]

Life-hack: play tennis.

[Anonymous No.49450821]

>>49444825
Anon realises doing positive things makes him feel positive. Fr though happy for you anon, I know how you feel right now. Don’t get too excited and chase the good feelings but continue to take small steps each day. Godspeed brother.

[Anonymous No.49450840]

>>49444825
life is enjoyable and beautiful when you focus on making your day to day activities inspiring. Stick to tennis. You don’t have to do it on a schedule but try and add tennis as a day to day activity. In highschool you probably didn’t have much freedom. You’re an adult now, which means you have the right to stand up and go wherever you want, at any time. If you get the inspiration, GO OUT AND DO IT.

[Anonymous No.49450848]

>>49450777
trips of truth. OP seek help.

[Anonymous No.49450887]

>>49445071
My first shroom trip I brewed tea with my girlfriend. Had the most passionate sex of my life. I felt like i was 9 yrs old throughout the trip. concluded with me kicking my highschool smoking and fapping habits. Haven’t jerked off since then but smoke on the weekends now.

[Anonymous No.49450939]

>>49445071
>i fried my brain
>it took 3 years to feel emotions again
why would you admit that

[Anonymous No.49450953]

>>49445548
idk what kinda reggie you smoke but 3-4 gs is too much. I started smoking in higschool when my friends would offer me weed. Once i graduated i started to buy and flip my own packs. This was the period when i was smoking the most heavily. Probably about 3 gs a day MAX, at my worst point. I will confidently say that nobody should be smoking more than 1-2gs a day. Once you get past that point your tolerance will snowball and you’ll be smoking “3-4gs a day,” no you’ll be smoking like “6-8gs a day.”

[Anonymous No.49451165]

>>49444825
Reci odakle si, majmune.
Also, you have just been deprogrammed from chasing (((fiat))). Welcome to the real world.

[Anonymous No.49451167]

>>49445285
>>49445071
you might have glimpsed the first stage of enlightenment

[Anonymous No.49451195]

>>49444825
Bro I am way too high for this thread. What the FUCK are you on about OP

[Anonymous No.49451220]

>>49444825
Good morning and please take your meds

[Anonymous No.49451230]

This is probably because you figured out you can get a good hit of dopamine and serotonin without flooding cortisol through your body. You also have lasting effects from that.
Chronic gambling unironically makes you fat, ugly and goblin like. The constant elevated cortisol levels accumulate and cause symptoms from cushing syndrome.
You should enjoy more sports and more wholesome activities instead of fucking yourself in the ass through programmed theft machines. Even if you win big, you know you will put it all back through again.

[Anonymous No.49452544]

>>49445842
What a dumb fucking pic anon, really not funny and I'm a druggie