Serious talk only. How's your mental health anons?

[Anonymous No.29602395]

Lots of rope threads lately.

Lots of normie fags here experiencing their first pink wojack. How's your copium?

[Anonymous No.29603061]

>>29602395
very fine and you ?

[Anonymous No.29603140]

>>29602395
i think about killing myself every day but that's just how it's been for the past 30 years

[Anonymous No.29603283]

>>29602395
its been worse.
at least now i got some crypto hopium

[Anonymous No.29603412]

>>29603061
good. I've seen red dildos bigger than this before.

[Anonymous No.29603461]

>>29602395
its shit
not because of crypto, ive been here since the day the board was created, im just depressed.

[Anonymous No.29603599]

>>29602395
Been stuck inside all year. Few months ago I started feeling pretty big depersonalization. How you doing fren?

[Anonymous No.29603612]

>>29602395
im alcoholic. making it ruins you if youre not forced to interact with the outside world anymore. profits begets neet.

[Anonymous No.29603652]

Just tidying the portfolio...

[Anonymous No.29603673]

>>29602395
All time low

[Anonymous No.29603846]

>>29602395
I went all in to APU coin.

[Anonymous No.29603865]

>>29603461
i hope the biz jeets, fudders, shillers are keeping your hopium alive anon

[Anonymous No.29604012]

>>29603599
I had that at the peak of lockdown. I started exercising and calling my mother duck more and it did the trick.

[Anonymous No.29604166]

>>29603865
thanks but i dont care for the market anymore.
i dont feel anything whether it goes up or down.
im just here for the memes

[Anonymous No.29604999]

>>29604012
Its horrible I dont wish this shit on my worst enemy. The mental health disaster after COVID is going to be absolutely insane. People were already suicidal and going mental before COVID now shit just got pushed to another extreme.

[Anonymous No.29605326]

>>29604166
the longer I'm in the game the more I'm turning like u

>>29604999
likewise. I can imagine purgatory even better than this.

[Anonymous No.29605449]

>>29603673
Hope you get some hopium anon. Exercise, get in contact with your loved ones, and detach from biz for 24 hours.

[Anonymous No.29607206]

>>29602395
After these last red days, I'm just glad I hold MARK, it has kept me sane.
I got myself some XFIT today in a private whale sale. All is good for me.

[Anonymous No.29608680]

>>29602395
sold everything for my mental health this shit was supposed to be fun. Losing all my gains in a day. NOT FUN

[Anonymous No.29609989]

Fuckin shit. Don’t have a life. I work 3 13.5 days on the weekend , and have four days off, but I’m with my toddler all those four days while the wife works.
Wife is being a total bitch lately and letting herself go
Kid is being an asshole lately and crying about everything.
I just want a fuckin day to myself. I’m literally going insane. First time in my life it’s been getting to me after doing this for 3 years straight. Depression finally has set in, and I’ve lost sex drive due to it. I don’t even know who I am anymore. But I have to act strong for my wife who somehow can’t keep her emotions in line, so dad acts like the good happy dad who fixes the family’s crises on a daily basis.

[Anonymous No.29610409]

I am getting crazy over the past 2 weeks. Blown 5k ada gains on leverage, I feel so much guilt it has driven me insane. I also feel like I deserve it, I simply don't have the skin for this game. Now I'm back being a clueless holder, praying I don't fuck up one last time not selling this dip.

[Anonymous No.29611335]

>>29602395
I started in crypto month ago saying
>ill put in $200 and if I lose it ill walk away
Now I've put in $1300 and straight up lost ~500 to scams and rugs. Then lost another huge chunk to gas fees on eth. I think I have the makings of a fucking gambling addict.

[Anonymous No.29611399]

I've started talking to myself out loud during the pandemic.

[Anonymous No.29611528]

>>29611335
Know when to hold em and know when to fold em

[Anonymous No.29612402]

Honestly considering pulling out of all crypto and just wagecucking it. I think I make pretty smart moves in trading and I've gained a decent amount, but the stress alongside my ADD aren't making my mental state any better.
People say crypto is like gambling, but it's worse. At least in gambling you know the outcome relatively quick.

[Anonymous No.29612746]

>>29602395
I've been struggling to sleep lately and have been awake the past 72 hours. Even when bitcoin was riding high I've been wide awake or waking up in a cold sweat. It feels like I've been completely drained of any life.

[Anonymous No.29612785]

>>29609989
hope you feel better anon. i can't imagine what having a child is like.
>>29612402
then just put consolidate to btc and forget about it.

[Anonymous No.29612788]

I've been schizo since 2003. I bought my first corn in 2016, traded up to 10 and lost most of it in the bear. I'm mentally and emotionally exhausted. I almost never sleep. I'm all in on GRT and 10% a shit coin. Go big or go home. Maybe i will make it, maybe it was all for nothing.

[Anonymous No.29613079]

made some gains but lost my faith and confidence in God, to be honest I was much happier when I thought God and I were close and I was so poor I didn't have enough money to keep my body at normal temperature in my cold house. So yes I have double feelings. God was everything to me, now it feels like our connection is severely damaged/broken and I don't think it will ever be restored. God has let me go through so many tough battles, 99 out of a 100 would have roped or died, God if you are there, I know I am a sinner but please make it alright with me.

[Anonymous No.29613329]

>>29602395
Not great desu, financial issues and health issues leading to an overwhelming feeling of despair but also a screaming voice saying "you must find a way to make it"

[Anonymous No.29613361]

>>29603140
true

[Anonymous No.29613460]

Honestly pretty good. Calls from recruiters on my Data Science applications have increased and my shitcoins except for RLC look healthy. I might make it in 5-10 years.

[Anonymous No.29613675]

I started this “crypto” thing about a month ago and I’ve made easy money. I want to kill myself because my wife is fat and stupid, and I am so exhausted by her.

[Anonymous No.29613749]

>>29602395
I'm gonna buy some rope this summer. I'm also gonna have to get a blessing liscence and find a marina.

[Anonymous No.29613857]

Highly depressed. Losing value of money in my mind.

[Anonymous No.29614020]

>>29612785
Thank you. I love my family. Having a kid is an endless source of happiness and love, and also an endless source of depression and stress.. all in one day

[Anonymous No.29614048]

Fine, actually. A nice, warm day bringing the first feel of spring, getting back to my work even if slowly and meme virus looking like the worst is now well and truly over has me feeling better than in a long time. Now I'd just need to restart regular exercise and some semblance of hobbies and things could be good.

Crypto is whatever. I'm not that fazed anymore. Even if it dumps a further 75% I'll still be up and I've held for years anyway. In many ways crabmarket is more comfy than the ridiculous bullruns, though bear market will suck. I've tried to look at my portfolio less, but I keep coming back to /biz/ a bit too much.

As long as there's a reason to believe tomorrow is better than today things are good. I don't really worry about making it, because I don't think I will ever reach a state where I could just stop striving for more and be happy. It's not just about acquiring more material wealth, though. Much more important is developing yourself, which I'm currently not doing quite as much as I'd like, but at least I now feel like I have the energy to make that effort.

[Anonymous No.29614096]

>>29613675
Same bro. Fuckin same.

[Anonymous No.29614249]

its shit, just want summer to come around.

[Anonymous No.29615413]

I don noyt feel so good doc
fast food binging, procastinating work like hell, sleepless nights because of this, no gf, no friends to hang out, stressing about charts going up or down
I did make more money and I dont have a hope besides crypto of making it

[Anonymous No.29615527]

>>29602395
rope threads are to demoralize you. they aren't actually real usually.

[Anonymous No.29615916]

i went on a date with the girl I have a crush on today and got turned down for a kiss goodbye. i am all in chainlink

[Anonymous No.29615997]

Not great, I entered crypto a week ago, my sleep schedule is fucked, I wake up at 17, go to sleep at 9 am.
I constantly reloading balance/market/biz
It is not good for mental health I am sure
Decided to step back, went full in LINK, will be holding, hopefully stop wasting my days mindlessly.
It seems like everyone is making it so it feels like you missing out so much but I am almost sure if I risk it several times I will go straight up to 0$ in my portfolio. I am poorfag student so even safe 2-3x in a year is not that bad, I guess...

[Anonymous No.29616184]

>>29602395
Was pretty shit in 2020 until November. I pulled out my money from bank portfolios and mutual funds, pulled out of savings accounts, and started buying stocks and crypto. My mental health has literally improved 4x since then. Still shit but a hell of a lot richer shit.

[Anonymous No.29616941]

>>29615997
OK here's a few tips:
>I constantly reloading balance/market/biz
Don't do this. Makes you more emotional. More emotional = worse decisions. Especially if you're just holding there's no need to torment yourself.
>Decided to step back, went full in LINK, will be holding
Good. Most people lose money swing trading. Just be patient.
>even safe 2-3x in a year is not that bad, I guess...
2-3x returns in a year is something people would literally kill for, and nothing providing that kind of return is safe.

[Anonymous No.29617313]

>>29602395
I’ve been driving drunk for weeks now
I had over 10,000 bitcoin at a dollar
I got a dui months back, I’m still driving and drinking
My ex gf I dated for months got engaged to a different guy a week after she was choking on my dick
I want to kill myself every fucking day, I should’ve been stupid rich
I fucking sold bitcoin for more drugs and alcohol, lost a shit ton leveraged trading. I am completely financially, spiritually, physically broke. First world problems I know.

[Anonymous No.29617456]

I'm in paid signal group, and while signals mostly working it is stressful as fuck, guy does not tell when to close or when to expect pump (like it's coming but it is in 2 hours or 2 days?) and i almost got liquidated, if bitcoin continued to go down i would get liquidated on long alt call. Stressful as fuck. Because i'm trading with money i kinda cannot afford to lose. Or close to it, half my money in BTC, and i throw around other half.

[Anonymous No.29617563]

>>29616941
Thank you, anon. Appreciate it
There are a lot of denoralising threads and stuff, shilling
I think it is definitely better to read sources by myself about tech and events in this space
However, easy money is very desirable and grabbing a shitcoin that some anon discovered would be a game changer. Though, I understand that probability is low
So I will probably just to stick to safer coins, may be even find part-time job so I can put a little more every month, accumulating with time

[Anonymous No.29617818]

>>29615916
bullish for chainlink desu

[Anonymous No.29617971]

>>29602395
I've been going through a derealization episode since atleast November I think, I've also been suffering from brain fog for over a year. I don't know nothing seems real or familiar anymore yet I know it is or is it? Haha maybe it's from quitting phenibut in December after being on it for 2 years, I'm only 20 yet I feel broken and stupid compared to my peers, I feel like a child

[Anonymous No.29618160]

>>29602395
not too bad, had a fall a month ago so it's causing some memory problems. luckily everyone is understanding of it and i manage to skate by with some more dough to my name
it's my first time being on the field (browsing since 2016) and i couldn't be happier throwing my money out into crypto

[Anonymous No.29618307]

>>29602395
Recovering from last intrusive thought bombardment, making fat gains from GME has taken my mind off the unending thoughts

[Anonymous No.29618335]

>>29602395
Got diagnosed with ptsd today. No fucks given

[Anonymous No.29618486]

>>29602395
My neck hurts, I can't stop shaking, and my depression has never been this low. Never felt this alive in my life.

[Anonymous No.29618767]

>>29602395
When all coins are hyperinflated it just makes me think where exactly is the real value of these coins...I saw the other day that DaFi protocol plans to curb these by creating syntethic assets, pretty neat idea though

[Anonymous No.29619037]

I keep missing the fucking moonshots. Every fucking time. In the last few days there have been three x2s at minimum that I've been looking at at the right time but didn't buy. I'm a joke.

[Anonymous No.29619044]

>>29602395
Getting mildly worse as we enter warm weather, when my scars are laid bare before the world. I'm an incredibly content guy overall, I'm just getting a bit of insecurity about my old blotches of burnt flesh and pink lines bordered by suture dots now that I'm not layered up in coats and jumpers. But I'll get over it, nobody really gives a shit in this country
>>29611399
Everyone should, it's a nice way to bounce around ideas

[Anonymous No.29619409]

Great, i got baptized and now the Holy Spirit lives within me, who can ever hurt me? God is good and my sins died with my old self and now i'm more alive than ever before. Take the Christ pill and be free

[Anonymous No.29619617]

>>29611335
nah i was like you when I first started in crypto,
just DCA into btc and eth you can't go wrong

[Anonymous No.29619924]

>>29619617
What about stuff like ADA, DOT, GRT seems also pretty promising in a long run and safe, may be also better for gains

[Anonymous No.29620189]

>>29602395

feels like im reliving the same day each day. work, eat, crypto, sleep. wondering when ill feel in love again, or feel real zest for life again

i make good money and things are ok at home. i just wish there were more going on for me.

[Anonymous No.29620968]

>>29602395
2 weeks been feeling like shit after selling 2 winners that mooned 100x combined. Its time to move on

[Anonymous No.29621801]

>>29609989
anon i feel you. Hopefully that kid grows up to be a true 4chan biz god and not the pajeets and fudders here

[Anonymous No.29621870]

>>29608680
>>29610409

just hodl anons

[Anonymous No.29621946]

>>29613675
>>29614096

divorce anons. it is an option.

[Anonymous No.29622117]

>>29617313
>ness and love, and also an endless source of depression and stress.. all in one day
anon. all i can say is fuck that bitch, try and get help to get sober, and come back to crypto with a wealth of experience. You'll make it eventually

[Anonymous No.29622235]

>>29618486
only up from the bottom op, just like the crypto market

[Anonymous No.29622258]

>>29602395
really good

[Anonymous No.29622402]

>>29602395
>Lots of normie fags here experiencing their first pink wojack
I'm here since early 2017 and my mental health is heavily declining ngl

[Anonymous No.29622671]

Not good desu
>armyfag so suicide is already like up 30% from base stat
>started with 1k and got up to 4k but cashed out 2.5k because I'm a scared bitch
>made 3x this run so far and it doesn't even affect me
>wife hasn't fucked me in weeks and I'm pretty sure she's cheating on me with jodi
>can't afford to leave her
>at least I bought 2 shares of GME at 40 for fun

[Anonymous No.29622990]

>put 25% net work jnto crypto within 1 week of starting to learn about it
>constantly running into obstacles
>always checking apps
>taxes are fucked
>gf says I seem distant and has been irritating to me
>refreshing /biz/ and BF until 3am have to get up to do challenging job at 630am

At least im only down about 10%

[Anonymous No.29623086]

>>29602395
my portfolio is going up and my mental health is going down because I live in a shithole
I'm still so fucking far away from freedom, the worst thing is knowing I made the right plays but I just didn't put enough money in

[Anonymous No.29623279]

Can't complain. Suddenly the world is very vibrant and colorful ever since I quit my job last week. I finally have time to study CS fundamentals and code again instead of being trapped in a wage cage doing a job that is mind numbing, soul sucking and mentally draining. Bought a new dip belt, so I'm doing weighted pull ups and dips again. My dad told me that if I ever bet on myself, I better bet the house, and that is exactly what I'm doing now.

[Anonymous No.29623484]

My mental health is pretty shit. I lost my mom to cancer earlier this year. Smoke weed everyday. I'm living that wage slave life and and dreading that I'll be stuck in it forever since I've got a mortgage. I have some crypto, but I feel like I've missed the boat on getting rich.

I feel like my brain just doesn't' work right anymore

[Anonymous No.29623517]

>>29622402
I've only been here a year, (been in 4chan since 2008 tho), and my mental health has significantly declined. I can only imagine 4 years of biz.

>>29622671
get another girl bro, someone that will wake up your mojo. And put half of your earnings on a long hold and forget about it.
>>29622990
Find a good HODL and leave 4chan and BF to once every 3 days only.
>>29623086
we've all been there anon. hindsight 101
>>29623279
brave move anon. also maybe try climbing you'll like it

[Anonymous No.29623567]

I went into smoke at 14, donut at 130, and cosmoswap before it rugged.

[Anonymous No.29623887]

>>29620189
it's really easy for crypto to take up a lot of your life desu

[Anonymous No.29624108]

The only moments where i dont wanna end it all are those moments when im cooming in your mother

[Anonymous No.29624845]

>>29623484
just DCA anon, you won't get rich quick like some of the whales and luxors here, but you'll make it with patience.

>>29624108
I finally have someone I can call daddy