Finally made it... but am depressed

[Anonymous No.29248367]

I made over $5 million. I achieved the dream everyone on /biz/ is after. But I feel empty. Money doesn't solve your problems friends. Not the way you think. It makes a lot of things even worse. You don't have anything to build to anymore. To look forward to or dream about. I never knew how sad it would feel to make it big and all your dreams came true. Anyone can relate to what I'm saying? I feel it's something that you have to experience first before understanding.

[Anonymous No.29248451]

>>29248367
You need Christ.

[Anonymous No.29248516]

>>29248367
No. Every day is a constant worry for how I'm going to make payroll at end of month. Sometimes I have to take no lay to keep my business running. I want your problems instead of my problems.

[Anonymous No.29248553]

>>29248367
if you’re going to be a big ol faggot about it I’ll take it off your hands

[Anonymous No.29248559]

>>29248367
send it to me

[Anonymous No.29248596]

>>29248367
Jesus has been the answer all along anon.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJFOXC1S6cQ&t=

[Anonymous No.29248604]

>>29248367
Kek, not my fault you're depressed op.

Money would solve 90% of my problems

[Anonymous No.29248663]

>>29248367
go fuck yourself

[Anonymous No.29248681]

>>29248451
this 100%

get saved nigger:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xUO5o4YmTbA

[Anonymous No.29248685]

>>29248367
tools are used to solve problems, now you have to use the tools you have

[Anonymous No.29248744]

You can also give half of that to me, then you have your life you used to have back

[Anonymous No.29248749]

>>29248367
Donate money, be generous, find a hobby you enjoy doing. Just stop being a whiny bitch and find something to do with your life

[Anonymous No.29248758]

>>29248367
Do you fap all the time?

[Anonymous No.29248828]

>>29248367
I've ruminated on this a bit, hypothetically. I feel as though I'd be the same as you. I'd see the numbers but I'd feel numb to it. Right now, even with my sub 100k gains, the only enjoyment I get is giving to others. The bad thing is I can't just give to people I know lest I want leaches, and I know I don't want that. I just give bigger tips on occasion, buy someone else's meal, whatever. But the anon mentioning Christ is definitely right.

[Anonymous No.29248848]

You finished skyrim
There is no new game plus
You have max score gg
Now go find fun sidequests
>But it's forever skyrim

[Anonymous No.29248907]

>>29248367
So make 50 milllion then

[Anonymous No.29248912]

>>29248367
>money doesn’t solve your problems
Fuck off kike

[Anonymous No.29248923]

>>29248367
lmao how retarded are you? When I hit 8fig I cashed and now I won’t ever have to work again.

It’s a fucking blessing, and my investments and dividends are fucking paying for my month long trips I go on whenever I want to Japan to bang escorts.

Albeit I can’t do shit these last couple months cause of the Kung flu but whatever

[Anonymous No.29248954]

>>29248685
Yeah he should use a screwdriver when he needs a hammer. Money can't fix everything.

[Anonymous No.29249036]

>>29248367
>>29248828
I mean hey, I'll always take some start-up help for my future suicide stack, probably I'll mess up and lose all the money though...

[Anonymous No.29249039]

>>29248451
this. also since debt is no longer an issue go live your life

[Anonymous No.29249051]

JIDF demoralisation thread

[Anonymous No.29249080]

>>29248367
>Money doesn't solve your problems friends.
Nigga if I had $5 million dollars literally every single problem I have today would be gone

[Anonymous No.29249095]

>>29248367
Larp.
Also do this

[Anonymous No.29249101]

I made 700,000. Did I make it? Sold 30,000 link at 20 bucks for 600000 and bought in to Eth and Bitcoin, ADA and Civic. I'm up to 700000. Yes I know I missed out on Link going higher but I only paid 17 cents a token back during the ico. So it is what it is. I've been depressed for three weeks now over it. Thought Link was going back down to 17 bucks. I am DIVERSIFIED now at least with 5 btc, 140 eth and 100,000 civic tokens and etc etc. But I'm at 700,000 and feel like I didn't make it.

[Anonymous No.29249102]

>>29248367
Paypal me a mil, that way you will be doing s good deed fren

[Anonymous No.29249103]

send me your money then bitch

[Anonymous No.29249122]

>>29248367
I think $10000 would fix my depression real quick. Yes I said $10k

[Anonymous No.29249156]

>>29248367
Get a hobby and start a business retard. If I had $5mil I would buy some property and train BJJ/MT full time. Some land with fruit trees and well trained dogs. A nice kitchen and a patio. Life doesn't have to be hard, stop being an ungrateful faggot.

[Anonymous No.29249176]

>>29248367
send it to me
3QLTxiwYjCWD33MEt2BsR96fwH7MUP2RE7

[Anonymous No.29249184]

>>29249095
Also rollan

[Anonymous No.29249191]

>>29248367
Money isn't my goal, freedom is. Once I have enough money to not work, I'll have more time to pursue my hobbies and other interests. I'll still have goals, just not financial ones.

[Anonymous No.29249214]

>>29248367
Start doing shit or kys.

[Anonymous No.29249226]

>>29248367
Travel, go see friends and family, try new foods, and if you're single try new women. Money is a tool to help build your life but isn't what gives it meaning anon.

[Anonymous No.29249251]

>>29248451
I thought we are above this medieval shit.

[Anonymous No.29249259]

>>29249103
Get aids

[Anonymous No.29249269]

>>29248367
Money is not fulfillment, it is the first step on the road to it
You have freedom now, find something you enjoy and work towards that

[Anonymous No.29249270]

RIP thread.

[Anonymous No.29249279]

>>29248367
0x223256c8D9fC5171d4cD0bA1c14db8998A9d6393

[Anonymous No.29249284]

>>29248923
How did you make it? All crypto? Everyone I see that made it usually did so via LINK.
>>29249101
You may not have "made it" but you can avoid working for someone if you're smart with your money. That's pretty much all I want, to not have a boss.
>>29249095
Rollin

[Anonymous No.29249302]

Imagine being a finance obsessed hate spewing biz browser and you still consider yourself a man of god. You morons truly lack self awareness

[Anonymous No.29249310]

>>29249251
Christ is forever.

[Anonymous No.29249343]

>>29248451
fpbp

[Anonymous No.29249349]

>>29249095
def some boomer level roulette

[Anonymous No.29249368]

>>29249310
Agree. These people need Jesus.

[Anonymous No.29249414]

>>29248367
Unironically convert to islam. Maybe you need something which gives your life meaning. If you just live a degenerate consumerist nihlist lifestyle you will feel like shit.

Other than that start a business with something youre extremly passionate about. For me that would be game development.

[Anonymous No.29249416]

>>29249095
rollin

[Anonymous No.29249446]

>>29249251
>I thought we are above this medieval shit.

[Anonymous No.29249464]

>>29249302
>>29249251
>let me tell you about contradictions of your faith

[Anonymous No.29249474]

>>29248367
Thats because you have nothing you actually want to build with the money. Use one Million and build something that fullfills you. For me its a little Farm with an Animal shelter. Doesnt matter if it makes any profit since the interest from the 4 millis keeps me rich. Nobody believes money itself will make you happy. But what you can do with it has the power to do so

[Anonymous No.29249487]

>>29248367
you're a faggot OP
if 5mm didn't solve your problems you're beyond help

[Anonymous No.29249497]

>>29249095
>>buy a smoking jacket
>>buy a bottle of liquor
>>say no to a woman telling you to do something

This shit is obviously made by a 15 yo boy that gets picked on a lot

[Anonymous No.29249522]

>>29248367
>You don't have anything to build to anymore
I really wonder how people can say this.
If I had 5 million, I know exactly what I would do. Focus on my language studies, try to get good at art, music, learn how to cook really well, get some enthusiast hobby.

All the stuff that I can't do because work is eating all my time, not because I don't have money.
It's not about buying expensive things, but about having the time to actually spend your day how you want.

[Anonymous No.29249546]

>>29248367
I've made less than 3k in a month, nothing compared to other anons, but everytime I see the numbers go up I feel hopeful for my future. Money is about freedom, you sound like a hollow person with no ambitions or desires if you honestly believe you can't improve your life with millions of dollars.

[Anonymous No.29249572]

>>29249095
rollin

[Anonymous No.29249606]

>>29248367

enjoy all of your pajeet and third world begger replies to this thread

[Anonymous No.29249615]

>>29248367
>. Money doesn't solve your problems friends.
Maybe not your problems, but it would solve mine just fine. Shut the fuck up pussy

[Anonymous No.29249702]

>>29249284
14-18 saved 20k, got into eth ltc on the huge run and then had multiple 3x-4x from shit coins like tron and verge and raiblocks aka nano of now

Dumped into tether before crash, then dumped all 400k into chain, rode chain up to 22 and then the next play was just all in uniswap.

Now I’m out for good

[Anonymous No.29249705]

>>29248367
You've made it. You now have the financially security to pursue your own objectives.

[Anonymous No.29249710]

>>29248367
Got ok wealthy (and lost it in 2008). Money makes people "more. " it doesn't fix your problems or make you happy, but it amps up who you are. Generally, people who "make it" are dicks (b/c you kind of have to be to win a zero-sum). They become mega dicks. NIce? Philanthropist. etc..

If you want to fix yourself, don't run from it. Battle your demons OP. Get fit, see a shrink, do whatever. You just spent x years looking for a silver bullet. You know there is;t one. Enjoy your oceans of free time to do the hard work and look inward at the scary shit and clean it up. Or walk the worse path and devote your life to ONLY making money to keep your mind busy and die with regret. GL.

>Did this and was happy with a few hundred in checking than I had been with 200k. Then I had to start to make the money back because being poor fucking sucks.

[Anonymous No.29249724]

>>29249546
>Money is about freedom

Sorry to tell you anon, but no it's not. Money is about slavery.

[Anonymous No.29249842]

>>29249251
Hahaha idiot

[Anonymous No.29249883]

>>29248367
I completely sympathize with you OP. As a good Samaritan, I'm willing to unburden you from the immense weight of this newfound wealth. Just send it all to me and you will feel rejuvenated.

[Anonymous No.29249888]

>>29248367
I felt the same thing last bull run when I got into 6 figures. You need a goal in life and a sense of struggle. A mission. You don't want to ever feel like you've completed that mission either because then what will you have left to do? I was pretty depressed after making 6 figures so I can't imagine how you feel, anon. Hang in there, find a new life mission, maybe start helping people? Pick up a new hobby or set a higher financial goal now. You need a reason to live.

[Anonymous No.29249921]

>>29249095
Half the shit on here is retarded or from the 1800s
Roll

[Anonymous No.29249943]

>>29249251
Faggot.

[Anonymous No.29249951]

Take a third world country by force

[Anonymous No.29249963]

>>29248367
>Money doesn't solve your problems friends
>It makes a lot of things even worse

This is a lie that they tell the poors

[Anonymous No.29249988]

>>29249921
>drink a beer in the shower
I'm homeless, how the fuck do I do this

[Anonymous No.29250016]

>>29249095
rollll

[Anonymous No.29250025]

>>29248367
oh POOOR YOU

[Anonymous No.29250047]

>>29249251
that's gonna be a yikes from me

[Anonymous No.29250058]

>>29248367
Literally find a quality woman, start making babies, make more money, and build your legacy. It's not a "cross the finish line and stop" kind of game.

[Anonymous No.29250061]

Everyone be hatin on OP, but he has a point.

I am halfway there, and I feel nothing. Yes, I have had times in my life where I was poor and had to live without electricity for a couple of days.

But then I got to a middle-class existence, got wife and kids and a flat and all that before crypto.

Well, now I am halfway to "making it" point and I am still depressed. Because neither money nor wife and family will cure you if you are empty inside.

I have ADHD (I know, butt end of a lot of jokes) and that caused me no end of conflicts in life. I got it under control somehow but I still don't know what a life with fulfilment feels like. And it's unlikely I ever will.

I can't just say "fuck it" and move to China to live there for 10y due to family. Same for acquiring a Jap GF. Same for paying some poor sherpas to pull me up till I am standing on fucking Everest.

There's no moral to this sob story: no, being poor isn't more "pure", being rich isn't bad somehow. But then again, all those of you who believe that some $10k or 100k will solve their problems got it all wrong.

OP, you suck big dick because you got more money than 99% of humanity and while you wallow in self-pity, others are dying of hunger, getting raped or dismembered. You suck, but so do I.

[Anonymous No.29250127]

>>29249702
Jesus, can you trip and post your next calls

[Anonymous No.29250193]

>>29249310
>>29249368
What for? Jesus ain't taking away my lack of goals.

Just pretend-believing in some mythical being is for suckers. You'll die just as hollow as I do, and there's no afterlife.

[Anonymous No.29250234]

>>29248367
get a wife. compromise, lower your standards a bit. the rest should come easy.

[Anonymous No.29250243]

>>29248681

[Anonymous No.29250284]

>>29248367
i dont invest to make money for spending i just like seeing the numbers go up.

try donating to charities and helping less fortunate might help you feel better and give purpose

[Anonymous No.29250298]

>>29248367
You can feel fulfilled by making others happy. For example, you could make me happy by gifting a fellow retard some crypto coins :)

[Anonymous No.29250321]

>>29249251
There is no difference in mankind from year 3000 BC to 2021 AD. Jesus Christ is forever.

[Anonymous No.29250329]

>>29248367
You're an idiot to think making the money was the dream. Money can be exchanged for goods and services. Buy some land and see a patch of the earth molded into your dreams. Plant a vineyard and make wine, or a forest to make a nature reserve. Now you don't have the timesink of paying bills, you can show your true creativity. If you never had any I guess you do have bigger problems than the poor.

[Anonymous No.29250352]

it's just the beginning. now that you have no more impedances, the world is at your feet anon. build a farm. become self sustaining. marry an immigrant and make her happy. then fuckin dump that bitch and go hard on heroin cause thats the shit.

[Anonymous No.29250386]

>>29248367
I know this feel anon. I'm early thirties, just exceeded £2M net worth.
And yet I can never get over the abuse and bullying I suffered as a kid and in my twenties. I can't stop ruminating on it. I feel like I'm irrevocably tainted, broken forever. I found out I made £500K overnight earlier this week and couldn't even bring myself to get out of bed. Any normal person would be ecstatic. I couldn't even summon up the motivation to eat.
I think I'm going to leave the money to my good family members and kms. Anyway anon, I get it, you're not alone.

[Anonymous No.29250546]

>>29250386
bro, you're rich start paying a clinical psychologist

[Anonymous No.29250552]

>>29248749
This. Give me 10k OP you will feel good, its peanuts to you but lifechanging to me. I'll put them to good use.
t. living in third world shithole

[Anonymous No.29250581]

>>29250321
Go fuck yourself with your goat-fucker ideology. Religion has never saved anyone. Christianity is the ultimate wet towel dogma.

[Anonymous No.29250592]

>>29250193
loser

[Anonymous No.29250626]

>>29250061
>those of you who believe that $10k or 100k will solve their problems got it all wrong.
Then you don't remember what it was like when you were broke. It's easy for you now to say that money isn't everything, but when you have barely anything left each month after rent, food, and bills then you have no means to work on "fulfillment" or inner peace or any of that shit because you're just living in dread of some unexpected expense. Even if nothing else money buys you time and space to work on yourself without that hanging over your head 24/7

[Anonymous No.29250654]

>>29250581
I'll pray for you, unironically. You sound angry and in need of love. I hope you find it one day.

[Anonymous No.29250679]

>>29248367
I’ve made $1.5M and I’m all in GRT so I expect it to grow by a few multiples from here.

I definitely understand OPs point, I can already feel that this money won’t solve many problems for me. I’ve had a pretty terrible life up until this point and I want to think this money will free me from the crushing inaction I’ve had throughout my years. But I don’t expect it will. Maybe if I buy enough women it will kickstart me.

[Anonymous No.29250710]

>>29249095
fook it

[Anonymous No.29250721]

>>29250386
Right? Getting bullied in school fucks you up like nothing in life.

I could be happy that my daily swings in wealth probably are bigger than the yearly wage of those who tormented me back then, but what's the point?

[Anonymous No.29250724]

https://exchange.pancakeswap.finance/#/swap?outputCurrency=0x21f2d04191cc95718ebdb166c53ef8b8e5f21dea&inputCurrency=BNB

[Anonymous No.29250738]

>>29248451
based and Christpilled

[Anonymous No.29250767]

>>29248367
Start a company and do something with your life faggot.

[Anonymous No.29250796]

>>29248367
It's time for a giveaway

[Anonymous No.29251022]

>>29250127

if I didn’t cash out I probably would’ve stayed in for 1-1.5 months max

crash is coming

inb4
> muh iNsTiTuTiOnAl investors
> its DiFfErEnT this time

No it’s not different this time, and all this added traction is just going to sink the ship all over again

[Anonymous No.29251029]

>>29250386
Please don't kill yourself anon. You are loved.

[Anonymous No.29251127]

>>29250767

People on here always say this shit, but starting a company in this economy is more risky than ever. Best to put your funds in defi pools, live off the interest, and use your money to improve your life/family/community.

[Anonymous No.29251157]

>>29248367
My dream is not to be rich. My dream is to not have to work for people I cant stand for the privilege of making just enough to constantly worry about money all the time. You have 5 million bucks, how often do you worry about money? Constantly, right? Stop it. Live your life. You can afford to now, dumbass.

[Anonymous No.29251361]

>>29249310
>>29249446
>>29249464
>>29249842
>>29249943
>>29250047
>>29250321
Didn't realize this place is infested with low IQ rednecks. Earth is flat too, right?

[Anonymous No.29251376]

>>29250386
You're rich enough to get help and have an incredible life. There are billions of people living insect-like lives in horrific poverty. Face your issues with therapy or art or exercise or something. You get one shot at life and if you fix your mental health you'll be in a pretty good spot.

[Anonymous No.29251406]

Yes. It goes away. It's not money it's that you met your life goal. You just need new life goals and the feeling will come back.

[Anonymous No.29251422]

>>29251022
Checked, gonna take profits thanks

[Anonymous No.29251460]

>>29250626
Yes, you are one of the few here who get that money at least alleviates one of the heaviest burdens there are: having to worry about 100 different financial drains that are still necessary. There was a time I cherished every Friday afternoon because no more bills would come in, no one would ring to collect and so on.

Here's the thing though: that time leaves a lasting impression, just like the bullying in school did. Or the girls that would only fuck the chads, not me. That is some kind of "trauma" that just won't go away again later. I never need to worry about unpaid bills again. I never need to worry about attraction or whether I will be able to hold my kids.

I am too fresh a millionaire to really have grasped the implications, but I left the existential dread phase long ago and yet, I still don't find inner peace, ya know? Maybe, if things go my way and I can kick the wagey cagey, I have more peace of mind to work on healing, IDK. But I still feel like an empty shell without a goal or knowing what to do with my time & wealth.

Good luck to you anon - I still know how much poverty bites. May you be better off soon and then know what to do with yourself.

[Anonymous No.29251531]

>>29249095
roll'd

[Anonymous No.29251580]

>>29251361
Just some samefagging moron who hasn't outgrown his Christian upbringing.

[Anonymous No.29251630]

>1 post by this ID

[Anonymous No.29251832]

If I had 5 million I would buy up an entire side of street of houses. Rent them all out and put the profits directly into Crypto. Once I got my next 5 million I would buy up every house on the other side of the street. I would then cancel all my rental agreements, move every single one of my family and extended family into those houses and live the rest of my life out as KING of the family.

[Anonymous No.29251867]

>>29249095
Lets do this, op find peace with yourself. You have to be in touch with your self.

[Anonymous No.29251934]

>>29251580
um most of these are me

[Anonymous No.29252002]

>>29251832

Based

[Anonymous No.29252069]

>>29251361
>>29251580
Reddit tourists go home. This is a Christian board.

[Anonymous No.29252122]

>>29249095
Rolling. Hope I get fight a wild animal.

[Anonymous No.29252134]

>>29249251
you must go back

[Anonymous No.29252198]

>>29249095
Still voting hillary

[Anonymous No.29252202]

>>29248367
Why do you make this LARP thread every other day?

[Anonymous No.29252448]

>>29251361
youre gonna shit bricks when you learn about the holocaust too

[Anonymous No.29252449]

>>29250546
I've been seeing psychologists for six years. It doesn't help. I've literally begged for electroshock therapy to wipe away the memories, but they wont give me it.
>>29250721
It's the bullying as an adult that really got me. I desperately tried for years to change myself and fit in, so it's not like I can just chalk it up to being a 'weird kid'. I'm a pariah.
>>29251029
Thanks anon. I genuinely love biz bros. I tried to give back by shilling XCM and PRQ before they went big. I was here on xmas day trying to steer desperate anons onto the right path.
>>29251376
Yeah, it's not that simple. The only thing I've ever really wanted was friends and a place in the world. I have absolutely no material desires whatsoever. And I'm constantly beset by the most excruciating memories, every waking second.

[Anonymous No.29252588]

>>29248367
share a bit anon? youll make other anons life better

[Anonymous No.29252718]

>>29252588
sharing is gay

[Anonymous No.29252768]

>>29248367
Find something else to achieve. Can be big or small.

[Anonymous No.29252843]

>>29248367
Donate money to help save animals, my dude. As men, we often feel depressed when we feel like we aren't valuable to those around us, even when we have otherwise comfortable lives. The Anthony & Trissa Napoleon Foundation does amazing work with animals, and Dr. Anthony Napoleon does AMAZING work regarding the way that the shadow elites use weaponized psychology to harm us, the masses. Consider even a small donation; you will soon be riding a wave of karmic goodness, even if you don't believe in it. https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/napoleonfoundation

Also, a link to the first few chapters of the Dr.'s book, "Shadow Men: An Encyclopedia of Mind Control": http://drnapoleonbooks.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/08/shadowmensample.pdf

[Anonymous No.29252867]

>>29252449
the only way to break the cycle of emotional abuse is to become hyper violent and aggressive to anyone who would wrong you
you actually are right, and everyone around you is wrong. things have gone too far and you must force others to conform to you, as they forced you to conform to their perverted ideals that are causing you psychic pain

[Anonymous No.29252880]

>>29252449
>Yeah, it's not that simple. The only thing I've ever really wanted was friends and a place in the world

I will be your best friend for 1 million dollars. Promise.

[Anonymous No.29253023]

>>29250386
Some kids bullied at school get their revenges through school shooting.
And some others happen to turn millionaires or even billionaires after school... and use their fortunes to get their revenges their way (looking at that particular billionaire)

Now, you have the money to punish whoever ruined your live without using violence. Karma always come back to the assholes. They deserves it!

[Anonymous No.29253148]

>>29249095
I liked where this was going until it said "beer drinking man", that's a very superficial and stupid thing to judge on whether someone is a man or not. Then of course I take a look at the possible roles and a lot of it is fucking stupid, and it's the type of beta male trying to be alpha male consumerist bullshit out there. Want to be a real man? It's simple. Stand up for yourself, be straightforward and honest, speak loudly and clearly, don't bend your beliefs to avoid conflict, find a woman, fuck said woman, have children, provide and protect family as much as you can. Join and/or create a group of similar minded men. Avoid the feminine traits and mannerisms that the media/academia try to mold you with. Shit like whether you have a beard, smoke or don't smoke, or whether you wear flannel vs graphic t-s are really the least important things on being a man. However, there is SOME truth to the "dress for success" quote, so dress like a man and you'll be more inclined to act like one.

[Anonymous No.29253256]

>>29248367

If $5 Million doesn't help you, send 10K to me so I can pay my student loans and maybe you will know you have made something good

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[Anonymous No.29253330]

>>29251460
You know what, I guess I didn't think of it that way. God bless anon, good luck to you too.

[Anonymous No.29253442]

>>29252448
In regards to the world being flat vs round, I honestly think it's round, there's experiments you can do at home that show it's round. But yes I agree about the holohoax and pretty much everything else with yhou.

[Anonymous No.29253533]

>>29253148
Nicely written. Found this on /pol/ a few years ago

[Anonymous No.29253556]

>>29248367
nice larp

just buy some land on the outskirts of a very small town live a humble life and go to a local cafe and read and youll make friends and youll be fine

[Anonymous No.29253590]

>>29253023
i think this will cause more harm. this passive aggressive bullshit is what ruined OP and many others.
getting your revenge leveraging your position from the top down is only going to hurt unintended targets further down the pyramid.
If I remember correctly this was one of the themes in The Count of Monte Cristo
OP has the power now to take a verbal stance and physically fight for it if needed, he doesn't have anything to lose. If you make it and dwell on the things OP does, while caring about losing a fight out of fear of physical harm, you didn't really make it.
OP needs to just let it go and move on, or use his new position to force others to his moral standing.

[Anonymous No.29253713]

>>29252449
>I desperately tried for years to change myself and fit in, so it's not like I can just chalk it up to being a 'weird kid'. I'm a pariah.
I feel you so much, fren. I tried to fit in (OK, as a kid) and due to my impulsive personality never did. Tried to change, no matter.

Here's what I learned: not everyone fits in, but that's no reflection on those who don't. We are just different, doesn't mean we are below the rest. Doesn't mean we are above them either.

I found that a couple of medications (Pregabalin in moderate doses or preferably Venlafaxine if I had no use for my sex life) can indeed change my coping capabilities. Not totally, but it's different. Apart from that, it's just doing what I like without seeking external validation that helps. For me, it's hiking through woods, listening to strange music or shitcoining.

Godspeed, bro, I hope you can fork a path off the mainstream that lets you find peace of your soul. You aren't alone, there are literally millions of us who were abused and have difficulties coping.

[Anonymous No.29253770]

>>29248553
Exactly right? Me living in my third world shit hole, even 5k is life changing for me. I wish I had money to solve MY problems, stop being a faggot with a weak consciousness.

[Anonymous No.29253806]

>>29248367
Buy some land, start building things by hand. Our bodies are build for physical labor, now that you've achieved comfort start living life. Travel, meet people, just go on a road trip around your continent.

[Anonymous No.29253921]

>>29249095
Roll

[Anonymous No.29253925]

>>29248367
Thats what happens when all you do is sit infront of a screen and never accomplish anything in life, never improving or building skills, never doing what you really want to, just mindlessly wasting away your time watching tv, play games, smoking weed etc.

[Anonymous No.29254052]

>>29248367
>You don't have anything to build to anymore.

Retard, build yourself. You can't buy a good physique, or being educated. If you're such a failure just give me the money and I'll show you.

[Anonymous No.29254090]

>>29253925
i guarantee OP does not play vidya, smoke weed, or watch any TV

[Anonymous No.29254166]

>>29249095
Roôlįńg

[Anonymous No.29254334]

>>29251361
>Earth is flat too, right?
Yes. Wait until you hear about the mud floods

[Anonymous No.29254392]

>>29249095
Rolun

[Anonymous No.29254413]

>>29253442
No there aren’t. What, are you going to say the toilet flushing proves the Coriolis effect? Kek

[Anonymous No.29254420]

>>29249095
Test

[Anonymous No.29254431]

>>29249095
rollin'

[Anonymous No.29254487]

>>29248367
>I never knew how sad it would feel to make it big and all your dreams came true. Anyone can relate to what I'm saying?
no. I would enjoy worry free life if i had this summ of money. I'm jealous.

[Anonymous No.29254607]

OP, get some XMR and buy yourself some tabs of acid from a dnm. with this amount of money, and being aware that you are in a position that there is practically NOTHING in this world you cannot do, let the drug take control, open your mind and when it ends continue with whatever wisdom you've learned

i swear it will help you

[Anonymous No.29254697]

>>29254090
That doesnt matter, the point is hes probably “wasted” his time and now has zero skills or aspirations to work towards. Once we achieve our goals, we need to create more goals to climb, to continue growing and live a life well lived. Its great he has 5 mill but i see this thread every day and its clear that outside of investing, they dont really have anything to focus on, with the stress of bills and needing money gone it becomes even more apparent in ones life that there are goals missing from their life.without any goals theres an empty void with a person that cant be filled until we find a purpose.

[Anonymous No.29254744]

>>29248516
>Every day is a constant worry for how I'm going to make payroll at end of month
yet you are ignoring other issues by hyper focusing that your mind will wander to if you don't face this same issue. I can see where OP is coming from.

[Anonymous No.29254844]

>>29249095
roll loll
also if dubs BNB hits $400 tomorrow

[Anonymous No.29254906]

>>29248367
move near me and be my friend

[Anonymous No.29254951]

>>29249095
Rawls

[Anonymous No.29255051]

>>29248367
Go to korea and eat some delicious street food and shut up.

[Anonymous No.29255148]

>>29254844

[Anonymous No.29255394]

>>29252449
"Nah taking revenge is wrong, you're better than this OP don't do it"
I exactly what bullies says to everyone they punched/slapped down to cut off the chase, or a psy would tell you to keep you mentally sick for the $$$

Revenge is a trait that exists in the smartest animals on this planet. Dolphins, Elephants, Tigers, Crows, Whales... This trait doesn't exist for nothing.

Being bullied and having the money to take revenge without violence is a boon of fate.

Pride stolen by bullies, can't be traded for that fake knockoff pride they throw off as a bone that is the "i'm better than them" narcissism trap.

"Oh yeah, i've been humiliated beyond recovery, but now that i'm rich i'll let it go. i'm better than that" So not only the bullied validate himself into staying WEAK, but he keep it like that througth a NARCISSISTIC mental trap!

In fact, doing nothing validate them even more than when we were poor and powerless.

[Anonymous No.29255409]

>>29254744
This captures it pretty good. Once the lower 4 steps on the Maslow pyramid are tended to, you slam right into a brick wall (or, if you have some introspection, you always suspected it is there) by discovering that the daily hustle had masked your inner void. The fifth step on the pyramid is the hardest and is honestly somewhat independent of the others in that spiritually enlightened people can master it without mastering the others. People like OP - or me - we have nothing on that step.

[Anonymous No.29255464]

>>29248367
Cool, give it all away then.

[Anonymous No.29255583]

>>29249095
Just aped in thanks

[Anonymous No.29255647]

>>29249095
Roll

[Anonymous No.29255795]

>>29249156
Sounds boring

[Anonymous No.29255842]

>>29248367
you are such a fucking faggot, money would LITERALLY solve every single problem i have or would ever have. FUCKING RETARD. im hopped up on coffe and so fucking mad.

[Anonymous No.29255847]

>>29251022
>crash is coming
Yeah but that's a good thing, three years to accumulate and then we all can make it.

[Anonymous No.29255865]

>>29249101
You did make it, if I had that money, I would travel the world, go to school for fun, learn real estate fir an "ugly old person" career and flip houses for a living, like wtf???


I would keep a harem of lovers in my house and I would make a PornHub account of them, as a fun way to make money. I would learn gardening and painting. I would learn skiing and hangliding. Then go back to my harem of pet lovers for comfort. Pay back my parents. Bail out my friends.


Wtf is wrong with you and OP?

[Anonymous No.29255963]

>>29249251
Go
Back
To
Reddit

[Anonymous No.29255975]

>>29249156
But what about the three girls who live in your house and make porn with?

[Anonymous No.29256010]

>>29252867
>pic

[Anonymous No.29256020]

>>29248451
This, unironically.

[Anonymous No.29256078]

>>29254697
This. Its why the elites do so much fucked up shit

[Anonymous No.29256116]

>>29251361
Imagine not understanding the value of metaphysical truths

[Anonymous No.29256159]

>>29249095
roll

[Anonymous No.29256198]

>>29248923
kys you fucking reddit spacing larper
this is the second thread you have come in and started lying
post proof or fuck off

[Anonymous No.29256333]

>>29249095
Yolo

[Anonymous No.29256358]

>>29248367
Do you have a family? There is no greater thing on this Earth.

[Anonymous No.29256376]

>>29249095
Rollin

[Anonymous No.29256413]

>DON'T HAVE TO WAGESLAVE
>DON'T HAVE TO LISTEN TO MANAGERS NAG AT YOU FOR SHIT THEY CAN DO
>DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT BEING EVICTED
>DON'T HAVE TO STRESS OVER MONTHLY BILLS OR FOOD
>CAN TRAVEL AND EXPLORE

FUCK YOU OP

[Anonymous No.29256416]

>>29256333
Kek, i just landed a summer job and signing the contract on monday lmao

[Anonymous No.29256721]

don't fall for the (((christian))) shills. they don't have any answers

[Anonymous No.29256746]

>>29250061
You fuckers either don't have money and express your fantasies through 4chan comments or are complete idiots who never experienced being poor in the first place.

[Anonymous No.29256762]

>>29248451
Amen

[Anonymous No.29256807]

If money can’t make you happy you need to do some soul searching and probably seek therapy. Or give me some

[Anonymous No.29256835]

>>29249095
hmm

[Anonymous No.29256839]

>>29252449
>XCM and PRQ
which one are you in the tg?

[Anonymous No.29257390]

>>29249095
Psh

[Anonymous No.29257675]

>>29248367
Nah fuck that, I get a sense of dread when I think about work on Monday and get depressed when I see my pay check at the end of each month.
There is so many things I would like to do but cannot afford and don’t have time due to work.
I simply cannot believe having the money and time to do whatever is depressing. You are an utter, utter failure if you have that opportunity and waste it.

[Anonymous No.29257934]

>>29249095
Cringe

[Anonymous No.29258318]

>>29248367
ezpz, just send me 99%, then you can look foward to building fuck you money again on the 1% left and you have a purpose that might make you less depressed again. win-win in my book

[Anonymous No.29258351]

>>29248367
you sound like a faggit

[Anonymous No.29258558]

faggot

[Anonymous No.29258563]

>>29254607
the only good advice in this thread

[Anonymous No.29258797]

>>29248367
3K3k9eoiCvk2367beJQo9YdCAkrxxgdPts
here op 500$ in BTC and ill show you the true meaning in life.
I'll warn you it's not a pretty one but it is wholesome in a way.

[Anonymous No.29259085]

>>29249095
holy shit, this chart was made by a #1 troll and those newfags here take this serious
>skip your next shower
>piss somewhere in public (not a public toilet)
10/10 fucking lmao

[Anonymous No.29259318]

>>29249095
Rollers

[Anonymous No.29259467]

>>29249095
roll

[Anonymous No.29259568]

Go do a course full time or part time at CC or Uni
Meet people muck around learn something

[Anonymous No.29259713]

>the amount of people that can't even imagine such a state of being
You are less, you are pathetic, and you are dangerous

[Anonymous No.29259791]

>>29248367
Where do you live op one of these anons will be your friend

[Anonymous No.29259807]

>>29248451
Amen

[Anonymous No.29260131]

>>29249095
rolly rolly

[Anonymous No.29261497]

>>29252867
no no no why is this so accurate

[Anonymous No.29261510]

>>29248367
why are most people unable to have interests and passions, or even ambition

[Anonymous No.29261568]

>>29249095
this is so fucking gay

[Anonymous No.29261695]

>>29248451
God Bless

>>29248367
Build a Church

[Anonymous No.29262179]

Hmm, you could financially unburden me, we could become friends and share aspects of our lives together, conversate, grow as human beings and you would know that you did something good.

Look in to financing cat shelters or getting a pet, I'm sure it will do you wonders OP because animals and cats especially are great companions, even if you have all of the money you could ever possibly need.

[Anonymous No.29262347]

>>29248923
Based. With money I can travel whenever the fuck I want. Japan for a week? Sure book it. Florence? NZ? London? PNW? Colorado for skiing? Literally just pick a flight and pack a bag.

I can build my dream recording studio and make albums when I’m not traveling. I can learn how to paint and finish my fantasy novel. I can go to conferences on VR and AI and longevity/life extension and invest in promising startups. Go to concerts and sporting events like champions league and nba playoffs.

Most importantly I can start a large family and send my kids to good schools and universities, coach their sports teams when they’re young, be a huge part of their lives instead of a sleep deprived zombie having to work myself to the bone for someone else and then spend a couple hours a day with my own family.

Money gives you all of this shit, if you’re depressed it’s because you made money itself the goal and not a means to self fulfillment.

[Anonymous No.29262390]

>>29254413
No, but for instance I live in an airplane heavy passover area. When it starts to get dark outside because the sun is setting, the airplanes that are high on the sky are glowing bright because the sun is still hitting them, because the earth is curved and starting to hide on the other side of the curvature, while the airplane remains impossibly high (elevation wise for a building or mountain) and thus is still hit by the light. I am a big fan of long distance shooting and I have to actually calculate the curvature of the earth when I'm shooting at something past a mile, even at a mile the deviation is 8 inches. Gyroscopic tools that one can create can also show you that earth is round. Look, I'm no fan of modern science and if it was ever revealed that the earth IS in fact flat, it wouldn't surprise me, but all the evidence one can do at home, and that many people have done for thousands of years, points to the earth being round.

[Anonymous No.29262442]

>>29248451
amen and awomen

[Anonymous No.29262508]

>>29254697
OP is literally brainlet tier. Imagine having all this money but not even trying to do the most basic thing of recreation and starting a family. Of course he'd have to figure out a way to hide his money however, just incase, but that's part of the struggle of life. Finding a suitable partner to have children with, reproduce, and create more warriors of what is right to counteract the degeneracy in this world.

[Anonymous No.29262581]

>>29262347
Couldn't have said it better myself. You'd be surprised just how many brainlets there are out there thinking that money itself is the ultimate goal. It's not the money that's the goal, it's the life that the money can provide.

[Anonymous No.29262795]

>>29248451
Facts

[Anonymous No.29262838]

>>29249095
give me your worst

[Anonymous No.29262874]

if money makes you feel depressed then give it all to me that way both of us can be happy

[Anonymous No.29262980]

>>29249095
Roll

[Anonymous No.29262991]

>>29249095
roll

[Anonymous No.29263085]

>>29249095
99 get

[Anonymous No.29263128]

>>29249095
roll

[Anonymous No.29263129]

>>29263085
fuck i hate chemistry

[Anonymous No.29263162]

>>29248367
I know I might get some flak for this, but fuck you OP. You're over here stressing when you literally have $5 million. Either give me your money so I can be happy in your place or get the fuck off this board and live your life.

[Anonymous No.29263164]

>>29248367
Have children.

[Anonymous No.29263411]

>>29248367
>Be millionaire
>Have immense resources at your fingertips to power your dreams

Anon, this isnt the end, it should be the beginning. You unironically seem to be depressed. Go see a CBT therapist and consider taking SSRI medication. Take good care of yourself anon, okay? Wagmi fren.

[Anonymous No.29263494]

>>29248451
first post blessed post

[Anonymous No.29263588]

How many times did you get rekt, anon? I am at the start of my journey and have had a few kicks in the nuts that have really wiped my gains. Happen to you?

[Anonymous No.29263741]

>>29248367
Buy real estate

[Anonymous No.29263794]

>>29248367
I relate to you 100%. I finally hit 7 figures net worth last week. I was excited when it happened but the novelty wore off after a day or two. What is my next goal? $2 million? $5 million? When I hit $3 million, I'm thinking that I might quit my job and travel the world for a few years. But I know that will probably get boring after a couple of months.

[Anonymous No.29263809]

>>29248451
Ahhhh
.science has disproven christianity.

[Anonymous No.29263874]

Sfaw.org

[Anonymous No.29264036]

>>29252449
You have such a beautiful soul. I can't really do much to change your opinion on yourself - you will need to do that on your own. What changed my path was being able to be happy in my own company. Even though from time to time I do want for the company of others, I got tired of having to be the one to initiate everything, so I learned how to love spending time with myself, and working on goals I set myself to. I might give up, I might groan about them, but I commit to them because I know I should do right by my favorite person in the world: myself.

The moment you don't yearn for company all together is when you know you've made it emotionally. Your most favorite person to spend time with, and get to know, will be you.

Read enriching literature. Find a spiritual path to follow, but don't worry. Do it at your own pace. You spend the most time with yourself, might as well learn to love that person, right?

God bless, anon. You've made it financially, and that will allow you to progress towards your emotional and spiritual goals. It may not be tomorrow, but so long as you work hard, you will get there someday.

[Anonymous No.29264306]

>>29248451
Amen

[Anonymous No.29264320]

>>29252449
Listen bitch! That pain you feel? That moment you feel sorry for yourself? Fuck that. Fuck your feelings. Fuck the people that make and made you feel like that and just live your life. Pain? Emotional pain? Fuck that. Ot's like the pain you feel when pumping iron. No pain no gain. You keep PUMPING. No, FUCK that. YOU PUMP HARDER. That's how you learn and grow. Deal with the pain and learn to overcome it. FAKE IT TIL YOU MAKE IT.
Depression is mostly a hormonal issue (usually based on learned pattern or drug abuse). The only real mental issue (wrong wiring of the brain) that is physical is psychosis. All else can be treated/reconditioned. Healthy food and the will and work. Stop being sorry for yourself and start standing up for yourself instead.Fuck the haters and doubters. You made it this far and are far more succesfull than the vast majority of humanity.

[Anonymous No.29264610]

>>29248367
>find christ
>get wife
>have kids
>find a hobby you love
>live where you want to, leave the house more

these are the things that make people without 5mil happy, ill assume you didnt have these and thought money would make up for them?

[Anonymous No.29264752]

>>29248367
> buy mansion
> invite biz to it
???
> profit

[Anonymous No.29264882]

>>29249095
roll

[Anonymous No.29264896]

>>29248367
Give me 100k so I can live the life you cant.

[Anonymous No.29264939]

>>29248451
Fpbp amen

[Anonymous No.29265075]

>>29249095
rollin

[Anonymous No.29265165]

>>29249095
>call 911 and say "I'm alpha as fuck" then hang up

[Anonymous No.29265296]

>>29249095
roll for man

[Anonymous No.29265298]

Pay me to be your friend, I'm very genuine