>It's hard to describe, unless you've experienced it yourself. Summer of 18 I had hit rock bottom and was ready to kill myself. Crippled by social autism I had no way of earning a decent living, and loneliness was suffocating me. Just completely done with life and was thinking about plans to do it as cleanly as possible. There was no anger or sadness left in me, I had made my peace with it, I knew I'd do it before the end of the summer after tying up loose ends. I remember going for a walk one night, my mind wandering, stumbled in front of a church and while I'm not religious, I was taken by the beauty of the architecture, and enjoying the perfect summer night breeze, there was a moment there where I asked myself if life wasn't worth giving another chance. When I went home that night for some reason I decided to go on biz, I thought if I'm gonna try this life thing again but more daringly, I should try learning about crypto because I knew about btc and eth years ago but didn't do anything because I didn't understand the crypto space. My biggest fear was being scammed, due to not being able to discern what was legit and what wasn't. My intuition recognized the obsession around link meant it was legitimate and I put the few savings I had into it. I spent the whole summer educating myself and going down the smart contract rabbit hole. Must have read hundreds of threads on the archive during that first week, it was mind blowing. The sheer scope of it all, the endless implications. Like this group had found the biggest secret in the world, but no one else was seeing it because it was hiding in plain sight. To this day it still feels surreal seeing how biz was 100% right and way ahead of any other market participants. If you had done the research you knew it was the guaranteed outcome. Now I'm financially secure but I think the autism and cult around link is what kept me alive, it's just so exciting and I want to be there to see if it succeeds long term or not.