Fake it till THEY believe you made_it

[Anonymous No.28489678]

How do I pretend I made_it and I'm living a comfy life, but in reality I'm dead? I want to lie to my parents.
In reality even if I became financially independent I'd still want to die.

I want to be born in a happy competent family, body, life since day 0. I'm a perfectionist. I even created my own mini religion in 6 months complete with the mentality. I do not want to be one of those millionaires who just throw money at their problems and are too incompetent to hold a relationship or ask a few clear questions. I make 4chan autists who hold a job at walmart, mcdonalds, game testing look ALPHA compared to me.

[Anonymous No.28489912]

>>28489678
how about you actually build a comfortable and good life?

[Anonymous No.28490681]

>>28489912
I'll take the "I can't" card for 200. Why waste my time on a fool's errand when I could just die and see what lies beyond?

[Anonymous No.28490897]

>>28489678
tfw no gw

[Anonymous No.28490931]

I died, was dope.. doctors brought me back. It's worth it.Send me your crypto first please.

[Anonymous No.28490950]

>>28489678
>>28490681
start browsing fit and work out, perfection doesnt exist but by improving your body you can get close

[Anonymous No.28490987]

>>28490681
completely understandable pov

[Anonymous No.28491167]

>>28489678
>In reality even if I became financially independent I'd still want to die.
why tho?

[Anonymous No.28491282]

>>28489678
Well, for starters you can go see a competent psychotherapist (not in USA, obviously, they are all scammers there).
You need to understand that the NORMAL state is enjoying life, and if you are not enjoying it, then you need to fix it.

[Anonymous No.28491392]

>>28491167
decades of decadent brainwashing left back only a husk of people - no identity, no boundaries, no goals, no personality, no ethics result in a meaningless existence, which is pain

death is only just an escape from that sharp unending pain - you do anything you can jsut to make it stop

[Anonymous No.28491593]

>>28489678
>perfectionist
KYS because we are living in a clown world

[Anonymous No.28492876]

>>28489678
rereading the whole statement I conclude the following

>I'm perfectionist
>to put in work is a fool's errand
conflicting idea No.1

>I do not want to ... throw money at .. problems
>I want to be born in a [perfect] family, life [without having to do anything for it]
conflicting idea No.2

>I don't want to be ... too incompetent to hold a relationship or ask a few clear questions
>I want to be [successful without the hard work part]
conflicting idea No.3

can you see the pattern?

[Anonymous No.28493501]

one of my favorite games of all time, the nostalgia is real

[Anonymous No.28493844]

>>28490950
I'd love to combine /fit/+/lit/ in one board and see you at each other's throats in a tsundere relationship till you both kiss. Of course /sci/ would smugly call you all faggots.

[Anonymous No.28493876]

>>28489678
guild wars was a really great game

[Anonymous No.28493909]

>>28493501
Yeah too bad GW2 sucked

[Anonymous No.28493910]

>>28490897
why did gw2 have to suck so fucking badly

[Anonymous No.28494796]

>>28492876
Once you're born right all that hard work comes naturally to you, you have to neither resent it neither be incompetent at it. You have to enjoy work, which is a talent in itself. You'll enjoy yourself even without money, naturally optimistic people are happy just to breathe. Others are naturally unhappy the moment they think and move out of the bed,
That bipolar back n forth "'will he, won't he" is what kept me alive for the worse. "You're just lazy, you have plenty of untapped potential and talent, you're not dumb you're just lazy".

Let me explain my POV. I was suppose to be born with 400k usds back in the 90s, that 400k usds could had been easily invested to make billions via the dot com bubble. But a retarded family member of mine took it and wasted it, money that was rightfully my mother's.

[Anonymous No.28495258]

>>28493910
They promised a refreshing experience from most MMOs with dynamic events like pre-searing/searing and instead we got another fucking WOW with tab-based combat, shitty parkour and the "dynamic events" were just a quest with phases 1->2->3 in the open world repeated at infinitum. You might as well play RIFT or Firefall for those "dynamic events", nothing dynamic and world changing about them. I was expecting the jade sea and echovald forest changing, I was expecting serious environmental and enemy changes. They promised the same bullshit with Factions with the guilds vs guilds and underdelivered, again.

[Anonymous No.28495624]

>>28495258
I bought into the beta and played the shit out of it hoping the game would actually get good but it never did ever. The dungeons were fucking boring as fuck just repeat shit then they banned people for using exploits to get around boring as fuck parts of the dungeons.
> guilds vs guilds and underdeveloped, again.
They didn't even have fucking guilds in the beginning shit was retarded as fuck.

[Anonymous No.28495972]

>>28494796
>hard work comes naturally
>you have to neither resent it neither be incompetent at it
>you have to enjoy work
>talent
>enjoy yourself without money
Now that's a handful of lies. Don't let them decieve you - hard work is always hard. You don't enjoy the work per se - you enjoy the success and wealth that comes with it, WHEN it comes (and usually you have to work A LOT before it starts to come back as profit).

You are unhappy not because you are a degenerate, you are unhappy because you are at the bottom of the dominance-hierarchy and rightly so.

You have the power to change some of the outcomes. You are not obliged to do so, but then again - it's your loss.

[Anonymous No.28496737]

>>28494796
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=txyGqaeAMbQ