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But my girlfriend broke up with me and life feels meaningless. I don’t know what to do in life anymore, I just don’t have any direction and I am really fucking depressed. I have like $80k in crypto and $25k in a Roth IRA but I am the most miserable I’ve been in my entire life. Food, alcohol, weed, music, banging tinder hoes, nothing means anything to me anymore. Nothing brings me joy. Money doesn’t mean shit if you’re all alone :(
>>27888836there are billions of women to choose from just find another. more pics of her tho
>>27888836WHERE BOOBA
>>27888836I get it man I'm sick af and had high hopes of making it big someday till I found out I was sick.Life is what you make of it friend, try to enjoy your health while you can and that you have some money women will come and go.
Small breasts
They came from reddit
Dump more pics op
She looks tasty, I wonder what her meat tastes like?
just imagine milk coming out of those nips with your child in her
>>27888836Try to avoid alcohol while your depressed, get some coffee try to find a new show or movie to watch and not think about stuff for awhile.Your caught in a negative energy loop it's easy to get stuck in.
>>27888836shut the fuck up and fist yourself
>>27888836I would suckle those nuckles if you “hear” my “chuckles”
>>27889003source?
>>27888974I hope you die soon :D
>>27888836Send ETH to me and your gf will return
>>27888836was she a hapa with daddy issues?
we have this stupid larp thread 5 times a week. men arent actually this pathetic these days, right...?
>>27888836Cool blog post, did you get lost on your way to plebbit?
>>27889143Me too dude believe me.
>>27889112I would chew on her stinky vajene
>>27889112
>>27889112Umm pusy
>>27889112any without the bitcoin face? how many dogecoins to unlock?
>>27888836Find god... or if that isnt your thing, begin creating your own god
and I fucking staked all my ETH on kraken like a retard. Fortunately I’m like 85% BTC at this point.
>>27889112Like staring into the abyss
>>27889112That nasty pussYou can do better
>>27889171
>>27888836i'm sorry anon. breakups always suck no matter what. the important thing is to move on, and in the future don't let a relationship dictate the direction of your life. you should have goals, plans, etc. completely independent of women; women are just a complement to your life. when you think this way, somewhat paradoxically, women are attracted to this, and you'll have both success and a good relationship
you're 20, you'll meet someone else lol
>>27889195Lol perfect pic
>>27888836Move on. She is probably already getting railed by some fat cock chad by now while you sit sulking like a female. Man the fuck up.
>>27888836acquire a hobby that doesn't require technology, gardening or writing or readingexercisevolunteer at your local animal shelter if you want to meet women who aren't trash
Bitcoin face stays y’all are some perverts
>>27888836Life was always meaningless. Acquire as much money as possible and spend it on more money.
>>27888836>>27889112>no bholengmi
>>27889295Yes looks like she’s used to opening up if you ask me
>>27889016Asking the real questions here. Cannibal gang rise up
>>27888836watch conkers bad fur day. the whole thing to the end
>>27889253oh its just redditors makes sense thanks anon
>>27888836the feelings will fade. Don't flaunt your wealth too much and you'll find a nice girl. It will be ok.I had to deal with this shit totally broke and nothing to console me and I turned out alright.Don't be a pussy.
>>27889112>>27888836More plsThis is the highlight of my Friday night
invest in Christ. Hes specifically interested in the hopeless
>>27889016>shethats a man.
>>27888836God I love small breasts
You will never get over her but that’s just something you’re going to have to live with
I have my shit together though on paper - I’m fit, have money, debt free, will land a pretty sweet finance job after graduation, but I would trade any of it to be with her. I even told her about my crypto $$ - she didn’t give a fuck. When she met me, I didn’t have my shit together, I had a fucking cracked iPhone 5s and $1000 to my name, and I have all my shit together on paper but it doesn’t mean shit. I have no meaning or purpose anymore
>>27888836i know asian boobies when i see them
>>27889408i prayed to god and became a christian and he totally fucking destroyed my lifeFUCK GOD with everything i have. i fucking hate god so fucking much
>>278888360x223256c8D9fC5171d4cD0bA1c14db8998A9d6393
>>27889366feels
>>27888836Learn to ride and buy a motorcycle. Not even joking. Shit was exactly what I needed when I split with my last girl.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WbT3XrhAEyk
>>27889408unironically the way
>>27889112>brown nips>burnt slice of ham where vagina should be>coin faceyou can do better
>>27889384I especially like the 11k upvotes for it, you can almost hear the collective crying.
Don't kill yourself.. without giving me your coins, fag..
Well yeah, with the state of women these days, unless you pick very very carefully, all pre-25 relationships are going to end. Build up the money for your wife, whom you'll likely meet at 28-32. Unless you're too embittered by the fact that so few women over 20 are virgins that you refuse to marry, which I understand.
>>27888836When you’ve fucking made it OP (which you are gonna do), just play “Gives You Hell” on repeat for a week straight. I buried my emotions into crypto shit, made enough to make it, and regularly listen that shit and then go into her wage slave job and just glare at her in the fucking face, knowing that she feels incredibly pathetic.
>>27889445can't believe they're still giving out fucking finance meme jobs when so many people are unemployed
I don’t want to kill myself or anything and I wouldn’t do that without spending all my money first but still, god damn. You think you have it all figured out but nothing in life means shit.
>>27889408Based
>>27888836I have little to no crypto, no gf, and as of recently no job. Yet, I stay happy. If I can be happy, then I believe you can too anon, even if you have to struggle for some time with it as I have too. Just because youre lonely, does not mean you are alone in this. Youve made it this far, I believe in you, even if you dont. You will make it one day, that is a promise.Now then, show more pics of your ex's tiny tits.
>>27889569Based and AllAmericanRejectspilled
also she had a body count of 2 including me, she was literal Asian submissive wife material, not a slut. Where do you girls like that in the US?? You can’t
>>27888836I get it man. Been there. This is a pivotal moment in your life. You have the choice to be a victim and blame this girl for how your life feels meaningless or you can use this time to level up. I highly recommend getting a therapist, starting some sort of training routine, eating right and some sort of outdoor hobby like hiking or surfing. The therapy is literally an hour a week where you intentionally work on you in an emotional/self care way. The other things are about building willpower, holding yourself accountable and connecting with yourself. Also read some weird books like unfuck yourself, the power of now. Alot of it is bs but you will find some nuggets there. It takes time but you will start to see yourself growing and becoming more you and not some codependent, immeshed turd of a man. At least it worked for me.
>>27889556How many rich crypto fags kill themselves every year and their families are too dumb to even know they had wealth
>>27889143Kys
>>27888939ThisYou will find another friend. Just try to find other activites to do besides crypto or you will end up with vain cunts in your life.
>>27889112That’s a man
I am about one mental breakdown away from moving to Vietnam or some shithole Asian country, getting a motorcycle, living off of pennies, and becoming a sexpat fiend. I might just do it.
the definition of not having a real problem. some people are hungry, or can't get the medical help they need, or are traumatized and stuck and unable to get themselves out of the holes they're in by no fault of their own. fucking hell, if you have a roof over your head and steady income you have fucking everything.
>>27889800Are you Asian
You'll find someone eventually anon, just don't flex your wealth to wamen. They'll use you for it.
>>27889408Question do christians still hate catholics? Or is that old school irish catholic vs protestant crap?
I do eat right, I am fit and outdoors pilled. I’m not happy though and I don’t know what the fuck in life will make me happy again though.
>>27889800is vietnam shithole tier? I was thinking of money there for work, but I don't want people to think I'm a sexpat
>>27889800Why not Thailand?
>>27889802Literally me lurking with an uncurable from of lymphoma and penniless.ontop of years of trauma lol.Some people will never really struggle.
>>27889445She can sense you are a little bitch I could sense it from your first post, get your shit together as a man. Money and success won’t do shit for you with women other than attract gold diggers who will cheat on you and divorce you for half your shit if you are dumb enough to Mary them. >>r9kIs where you belong.
if a girl is what your happiness was attached to, then you weren't happy to begin with. take time to explore yourself and learn new things/ find new hobbies
>>27888836you need an actual hobby, I've been there too. Been baking, learning guitar, looking into growing tomatos indoors in a space bucket. WAGMI
>>27888836This anon, I'm 25 and make 115k a year working at a very prestigious hotel that pays for pretty much all my living needs, but its in the middle of nowhere... I haven't had any luck finding a partner and its been a year and a half. I was banking on new hires to meet this year but covid definitely fucked that up... Lonely and rich for another year I guess :(
im not Asian but I have a fetish for the ***hot*** Asian girls - the 8s 9s and 10s. I don’t think it’s possible to find an American white 8 9 or 10 with a body count under 5 and isn’t bat shit insane honestly. I do like banging American girls though because they are literal whores
>>27889676try Chinese next time. better looking nips than viets.
>>27889962Do you ever bang guests?
>>27889905Honestly, he cares too much. Women don't want men to be over caring like a woman. They may claim that is what they want but like many things, it is the opposite.
>>27889974OP more pics pls ;( For research purposes
>>27889800
>>27888836...is this child porn OP?
>>27888836sauce?
>>27888836So sick of you fags getting on here whining like girls with a bunch of money in the bank. Lose it all and see if you're still inventing shit to bitch about.
>>27888836jannies on /biz/ really just dont give a fuck, do they?
she’s not a fucking viet she is Taiwanese. I would never date a southeast Asian who wasn’t at least like 90% Han
>>27889962a prestigious hotel in the middle of nowhere lmao nice larp faggot, hotels are shutting down everywhere even manhattan and yet you say you make 115k in a hotel in the middle of nowhere?
>>27889974SHe left you because you are are weak and pathetic. On top of this you purity spiral when you have no right. You fetishized her as well. Ngmi if you don’t get over it. If you are mixed race stoo smoking weed it’s ruining you
>>27890075Literally is a thread about crypto OPs pic related even has crypto on it faggot
>>27888836give me your keys then kys its that easy
>>27890075I got warned today for making a wsb thread lmao!!!I love the jannies/mods here
>>27890075this is /biz/ we paid them off only board that can get this done
sex gets old. cultivate friendships.I have a good group of bros, we crossfit, mountain bike and climb together. awesome weekends. i went through a period in my life where i was alone. its made me cherish my friends and family
>>27889469a father who doesnt love his son doesnt discipline him. a spoiled brat sees correction as punishment. iI dont know you or what happened but I know you made the wrong choice friend.Proverbs 12:1King James Version12Whoso loveth instruction loveth knowledge: but he that hateth reproof is brutish.
First relationship?
>>27889976thishonestly, if you're not trying for the big three, why even bother?
>>27890081funny you think that is 90% Han looks like poop colored nips
I know sex gets old and it’s meaningless, I banged a slut yesterday but I was bored uninterested and not happy, it’s fucking meaningless if you don’t love the person. She was my best friend in the entire world and the best friend I ever had. And now we don’t even talk to each other.
>>27888836How do you meet girls bros....
>>27889112This is horrendous, big meaty pussy and weird nipples. Stop drinking, eat well, work out and you will be over her in a few months you're going through love withdrawal anon
>>27890290Idk anon how do you
>>27889143you have to go backretard
>>27890090Lake Louise mofo, its a huge ski destination and we're thriving
>>27889407
>>27889469You don't want to fess up to your sins.
>>27890318It actually made me smile lol my sick sense of humor appreciated the :D
honestly I might return to the church. I grew up in a good red pulled Protestant church, but I saw my dad use it as such a cope because he struggled a lot in life and my mom who pretended to be a Christian and was such a bitch to him and all of us. I want to believe in Christianity but I don’t think it’s real I think it’s cope but fuck it maybe I should do it
>>27889856we dont hate catholics themselves but they are a political power more than a religion. Rome never actually fell and their practices are completely psgan and contrary to scripture i.e. pope is supreme authority
>>27890318Yikes, my dude. That’s not very inclusive.
>>27888836That's a man
>It actually made me smile lol my sick sense of humor appreciated the :D
>>27890285Never had a girlfriend so I don’t relate. But I hope you feel better. Do some growing up and next time, maybe have a bigger vision than being best friends. If you weren’t going to marry her, this was probably for the best.
>>27890209god is a woman and you won't see heaven
>>27890311>doesn't slap her at the endwasted
>>27888836I'll take the b8 m8Don't be a nigger, save as much of it as you can. The rest invest in a single game of roulette
>>27890307Her nipples are great STFU kill yourself you faggot. Sucking on them was my favorite hobby, she could have an orgasm just from me sucking them :(
>>27889856There is a history of protestants and catholics not getting a long and its actually very interesting. It's the reason there are memes like the Irish not being white, and its also why the KKK original burned crosses. It doesn't really exist much anymore, probably because of religion getting smaller so there is more of a force to get along, but yeah. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anti-Catholicism
>>27888836I'm not all alone anon. You could give me your money and it would make me happy.
>>27890360get well soon anon>>27890371eat shit
>>27890366kid, you'tr literally just young and can't handle yourselfat least you fucked her, and maybe fucked her pationatelyTake your money, take time off, go travel, workout - then come get back into the game at the end of the summerpussy
>>27888836Make a profile on a more meaningful dating site and find another super special hole. Shill next you next shitcoin btw.
>>27889762No u
>>27889895you're the guy? I'm really sorry bro. do read that "mass murdering doctors" book by terri davis newman on amazon. i've no affiliation to her obvs and don't know anyone with cancer, but i could just hear she was telling the truth as she was experiencing it herself.i don't have cancer so i won't pretend i'm rock bottom, but my whole life is just suicide fuel if i just write about it. chronic pain, incurable autoimmune shit, work-related trauma from a job i might have been a little too desperate to keep under a real sociopath in hopes of making it out of this hole (ofc it didn't work out). just always wrong place and time, would have been perfect if only timed during quarantine so i didn't waste hours commuting and not sleeping in my car (it could be done remotely, he was just a complete fuckhead that never showed up to work). obviously pulling stuff like that worsened my already precarious health and i just can't recover physically or mentally - crypto feels like the last bit of agency i have left because any mistake will be on me, even if i don't win. anyway i rambled enough but try to stay away from these brag threads, they don't make you feel better, and he's probably going to an suicide at around 40 when he realizes easy mode is over.
>>27890413I felt bad for you for about a split second, that ended when you kept gloating, sorry I don't like being mean in my condition but your personality is pretty trashy man.Fix yourself nobody wants a broken human.
>>27890399>is a womankek guaranteed this poster I'm replying to has the smelliest pussy known to man
Broke up with my high-school sweetheart who was also my best friend when I was your age. You'll get over it but it'll take a while. I never found love like that again though, but I stopped giving a shit.
i started dating my gf when she was 18, her body count was 7. granted she was a 8.5/10 but still. we dated for 6 years before i broke up with her. she never really got rid of her slutty behavior even though we were a couple.
>>27889469"God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble.”For the Lord sees not as man sees: man looks on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks on the heartHe doesn't make you a Christian. The impetus is on you to accept Christ.
>>27890501cope
>>27889112I had a few asian gfs and know enough that if her pussy is blackened like this she's a used up trash woman who has been with 100+ dudes
>>27890408Roulette is retarded on a risk adjusted basis, you have to pay short term capital gains tax on your winnings, you kill your self if you lose. Literally buying and HODLing Bitcoin for a few months will get the same money with no tax but the point of this post is that it’s fucking meaningless if you’re miserable and heartbroken
>>27888836Money mean shit to me, like food and services can you give me some paypal is anything4money. Please
>>27889112And you’re sad about losing this girl who probably got pounded out by the entire offensive line in hs? Look at the loose ass pussy
>>27889676>Asian submissive wife materialNGMI you will produce Elliot Rodger offspring if you browse 4chan and marry an Asian woman.
>>27890479Yeah I'm that guy lol still lurking for some reason, I'm sorry dude I fucking hate the human condition of being sick, I loved being alive in this world but I wouldn't do it again.I sincerely hope you dig yourself out and your problems aren't as bad as you think.(They probably are not minimizing I just want people to be healthy and happy)
>>27888836OP you can do better with that girljust go to japan and find some 30 yo NEET gf that games in an internet shop.
REEE Reporting this thread for OP not delivering more. MODS.
>>27890538stinky minge confirmed thanks roastie
>>27888836if my gf sent me nudes, id break up with her
>>27890311idk... idk....
>>27890479And I haven't had a chance to read much, I was feeling better for about a day then crippling pain nonstop since been sleeping a lot.
>>27890540lol no, she didn’t lie to me in our relationship, and she was terrible at BJs when I met her which is a pretty good indicator
>>27890641have sex, cracker
>>27889743Fuck that’s a good question.
>>27888836surprised she'd break up with a guy of such high character that he immediately runs to 4chan and posts her nudes, she made a good choice
>>27890413Guaranteed you never once gave her an orgasm you little bitch of a man
>>27890673Asians and blowjobs man, lol that comment redeemed you a bit, man they really do suck and not in a good way.
>>27889112bro...
>>27890001yeah I have but no one that meant anything, its pretty common here. Lots of middle aged woman come here with their girlfriends. They drink and it brings out the dormant college slut they used to be, especially being surrounded by those college girlfriends. Its very obvious most woman don't care about their husbands later in life and only stick around for security..
>>27888836Kek
>>27890658i get it, it's the last thing i want to do when i have issues. one of my issues is severe migraines, when i have it i'm throwing up uncontrollably all day and seizing up from the pain. those days are mostly blank in my head except for the mess i leave because any little movement, or even thought, makes it worse. started to develop high blood pressure from the pain it's putting me in. seen doctors about it for a decade or so but they can't help.sleep plenty, drink lots of water, avoid sugar and carbs if you can. it's good that you're able to at least sleep, it is recovery in its own even if only temporary. best possible thing really.
>>27890366everyone has fake christian relatives who stain peoples idea of it. look into peter ruckman. he was the most based preacher of the last few generations
>>27890122"Purity spiral" Roastie cope I presume
>>27889800Do it.>>27889875Vietnam is even worse than the worst islands in the phillipines, it has two good regions (Saigon and SOME of Hanoi) and the rest is an open air whore house mixed with an unregulated industrial zone.
>>27890794Migraines are the worst luckily I don't have one right now but they have more than once made me contemplate ending it.Hot baths and heating pads always helped with my migraines, heading pad on the neck helped enough to fall asleep.
>>27890540LOL gtfo virgin
Damn the chronic pain and cancer and poverty posts are helping me put my life in perspective. I’m a privileged fuck who needs to power through this and come out stronger. I wish everyone well and good luck to everyone here, life is rough.
>>27889800Based, do it, the older white establishment here has turned their backs on young white men.
>>27890849I'd only ever look for work in the good parts. I can get plenty of jobs in other places, so it's not like I'm going to settle for herding water buffalos in some mine filled forest
>>27890957Jannie get you?Sorry didn't mean to depress just like giving a bit of perspective, it could be much much worse.You'll get a better girl believe me I thought I fell in love about 10x.
>>27890680Dilate
>>27890957this pic actually looks good damn you fucked up some other man is gonna pound that now
>>27890325>115k canadian dollars before canadian taxes>"rich"
>>27890673You know OP I was shitposting before but I want you to hear this and take it to heart: losing a love hurts like hell, when it happens it's hard to imagine anything worse because it feels like part of you has died. I've been through it and it sucked, I felt awful for months because some people just aren't built to accept personal losses easily. I can also tell you that the only way to come back from losing part of yourself is learning and most importantly learning to be intact as a person. The church stuff has already come up but reading about god and reading the bible helped me a lot in the worst parts of my life. Losing the person who I thought would be my soulmate isn't the only thing that it's helped me with either, it got me through a genetic disease that crippled me for two years as well. My point is that this isn't the end and stuff can get better for you. You're in my thoughts.
>>27891040god doesn't real
>>27888836If you're banging tinder hoes you're not alone though. Do people really just stick it in then the girl leaves like 20 mins later? Do you never hang out after? Do relationships never develop?
>>27891069Poor guy lost access to a quality axe wound with dark labia resembling shit stains. Being single is like positive price impact.
>>27890680 thank you for reminding me that my ancestors were the ones cracking the whip on old farm equipment like yourself now get back to the field stinkyflaps *cracks whip*
OP let me tell you something. WOMEN ARE NOT WORTH IT. Yeah it'll suck the first few months. You'll drink it away, you'll get high to make it go away, you'll want to drive off a cliff in your BMW. But after 2-3 months you'll forget the bitch. I was making $15k - $30k / month in 2017-2018 on my ecommerce biz. Then I met a fucking whore, and she rinsed me. I lost my entire business, trying to please her instead of focusing on my money. It is so hard to make my business back now, but I have to do it. I had nothing left. I went from making stacks every month in my sleep selling shit to Australians, for way more than should have been legal, to getting my car repo'd, owing $5k in credit card bills, and losing 2 years of my life.Stop reliving the past. Get over the bitch. Stack your money. You'll find a new girl. You're 20, I'm 25, you have much more heartbreak to go man.
>>27890366It’s real brother. If you read the Bible and believe in Christ you will see what happens when he knows you, and you will feel him striving with you.
>>27889482Unironically this. All my divorced friends got bikes and are happy af
>>27891142He's right, my first love fucked me up for years, don't let it consume you now that's easier said than done but know it's temporary and the longer you dwell on her the harder it will be, and she probably doesn't feel that same way (Harsh I know) but women I find are not actually as emotional as men deep down.
>>27888836You lucky fucking bastard. You hit the jackpot twice! Enjoy your meme money without a boring hag leeching off of you.
Get a load of the oneitis on OP
>>27890957You can come back from this OP.>>27889895I know that feel. I have a defective copy of STAT3 that allows my immune system to run wild in my body and it made my life hell until I found a doctor who knew how to treat it well enough that I wasn't wasting away.
>>27889856Just shitskin muttanglos mad that celtic chads and sudetenland chads chose the right path.
>>27888836Your gf is a whore and you’re a piece of work for sharing her pics
"have sex" he typed, surely this would floor his opposition!!
>>27891142Thank you so much for your heart felt response man. I am sorry if I have been a jerk or rude to anyone here, I am just a completely heartbroken and miserable person who is desperately trying to claw his way out of darkness and trying to get back to a functional happy life. I think I will go back to the church (if they even have that with COVID) and get Jesus pilled and hopefully find a way out of the darkness. This experience and COVID and a bunch of close people to me dying has just crushed my psyche and fucked me mentally, even if I can put on a happy face around my friends and be successful on paper
>>27891222no your ancestors were getting shit on by gorillas and turning into penis giraffe
>>27891262Sounds similar to what I have, x-linked lymphoproliferative disease.Male only form of basically uncurable cancer, every time I'd meet a woman my body would attack me, basically immune system is shit and degrading rapidly my X chromosome doesn't work as intended.
>>27891187gubmint doesn't real eitheryou still pay your taxes though, scared little goy
>>27890680If you called me cracker to my face I would fuck you up. What a hypocrite
>>27888836TITTIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>27891201After banging a 9.5/10 you were in love with for 2 years, a 6.5/10 who’s banged 30 dudes doesn’t mean shit to you. Sometimes I leave after one round, sometimes I respond to emails during sex, I literally do not give a fuck about this bitches or sex it’s all meaningless
>>27888836I mean if you found love you can find it again.I'm 27 and I've never had a girlfriend. Have no idea how to navigate a conversation to lead to something intimate. At least you have that skillset.
>>27891222That’s not what cracker means.
>>27891383sick argument i agree>>27891402no you fucking wouldn't, fatass. LOL
>>27890125It’s a safe for work board and OPs pic is nsfw you fucking queer. With your logic, OP could post cp but as long as he’s talking about crypto he’s fine. Pussy ass bitch.
>>27889143I get the whole>this is 4chan, we can be edgy as much as we wantbut randomly wishing death upon a dude you'll never met nor will meet in your life just makes you pure garbage. And yes, 99% of people here are garbage, but you're a special kind of POS person. One that will never be loved because of his rotten attitude. Go tell others to kill themselves some more, I'm sure it'll make you feel better you utter degenerate lowlife scum.
>>27891316She’s not a whore she’s slept with 2 guys including me and both were in super long term relationships and I am absolutely a simp oneitis piece of work you’re correct sir
>>27889469“wah life hard”fag, if it was easy there would be no purpose. do you play video games on easy mode?
>>27888836your so young. chill out and lay off the weed for a bit. you'll feel better. maybe pick up some hobbies outside of finance. get outside and get fresh air. get a dog, go for hikes, go camping. learn to survive in the wilderness. dont beat yourself up too much over a girl. either your going to marry her, or your breaking up. it's going to happen plenty more throughout your life
>>27891472Ya I would you’d be too afraid to say that sick offensive word to me. Scumbag
>>27891420>>27891234>>27891555checkedOP, the girl I met was a 10/10 European model, and I was 3 years older than her, she was like my arm candy knowing I made it, and she ended up whoring around with a lot of my friend circle, once I found out, a month later I ended it. You'll get over it. Just move the fuck on and get it out of your system ASAP, before you lose everything trying to get her back.
>>27891599why you so mad about being called a cracker? I don't get it, you are one, right?
>>27891367I'm sorry to hear that fren. My gene is heterozygous but it's a dominant mutation so honestly I'm not sure if I would ever want to risk my children getting it. Shit sucks, until late last year my body was covered in ulcers and I had chronic inflammation in my intestines that made eating painful not to mention caused me to bleed from my ass. Fortunately powerful immunosuppresants and biologics have been able to mostly shut it down. I hope you're able to find a therapy that works, it took six doctors before I finally met someone who A) understood the genetics of my disease and B) was willing to keep looking for treatments after I failed their first attempt.
>>27891602She wasn’t a whore though. She was a super conservative Asian girl who had slept with 2 guys including me and would never whore around because she used to love me so much. I don’t think I can get her back or the meaning in my life back :(
>>27888836go travel in ur city
No but seriously where do you meet girls.....?
>>27891555>love your ex>post pics of her>to random men online you know are jerking offmaybe she left you because you're a literal cuckold backstabber. I don't even do this shit to random whores I meet online, let online my oneitits. Why don't you work on being a better person from now on, in the hopes of honoring whatever actual decent feelings you might have once had for her?
>>27891647That’s a word that was used to enslave and oppress people, but you don’t care, you’re too dumb to figure out how to do well without leaning on someone. I bet you think it means whip cracker huh? Ignorant.
>>27889856Only catholics and orthodoxs are true christians.
>>27891661OP you should relax, at your age, a lasting love is very likely not on the table. it will hurt for a good while, but the pain is unavoidable. you should take this time to work on yourself. go to the gym. use the pain as motivation to get stronger.
>>27888836I'm right there with you OP
>>27888836It only gets worse anon, but no reason to feel bad about it. The natural state of reality is fucked. But once you internalize that you can start to realize how trivial everything is. My mom died of horrific cancer in the middle of this pandemic. It already metastasized by time it was found. I was so worried about my parents catching covid. But then I'm listening to my dad crying over the phone. One day you're going to die and these short trivial years won't matter. Invest the most during dips
>>27888836So mods will delete a lewd picture of an anime girl but leave this shit up. WTF.
>>27891729no it wasn't. sounds like you're retarded and a cracker
>>27891650Jesus that sounds awful, I'm a bit pessimisstic about my condition because it requires chemotherapy to get rid of the shit in my body then infusions of stem cells to keep lymphoma from returning, but the side effect of the infusions is malignant lymphoma....and being I don't even have enough cash to get to the doctor and my insurance lapsed in december cause I couldn't even pay the 21 dollars in subsidized health insurance.I kinda said fuck it.
>>27888836Cute little boobas
Women are a memet. married with kids
>>27889612Are you Asian? What kind of Asian is ur ex?
>>27891528Aww, did somebody sell their GME too soon? Whiny bitch.
>>27891647I never really understood why you niggers keep calling us food. Cracker, mayonaise, ... Both of these things are absolutely delicious, just like our white skin. You're literally complimenting us. We call you nigger, (pavement) ape, cottonpicker, etc. and all you can come up with is food? Niggers are the dumbest sub-humans on this planet. 99% of animals are even smarter than you lot. Why are you even on /biz/, blackie? In order to "make it", you'll need money first. Seeing how you blow your gibments 0.5s after receiving it on the worst stuff imaginable, it's not like you can afford ANY crypto, right? Not even the pajeet rug pulls. Now fuck off from my board, room temperature IQ beast.
>>27891661>conservative Asian girl >not a whore >fucks men before marriage>takes titty and roast beef vageen selfiesThat’s. A. Fuckin. Whore.
>>27888836>im 20.I'll tell you the best advice i wish i was given when I was that age. "You're 20." simple as that. In two years you'll feel like a completely different person. Two years after that you'll feel it again. Tight, young skinny girl pussy is nice, real nice. But it's nothin worth crying over. Maybe you even loved her, and 20 year old you might always love her. But that doesn't mean that 21 or 22 year old you has to. That is life. Stand up, admit to yourself that you're on a ride. Some things will be out of your control. That's life. Eventually you'll come to understand that the unexpected and uncontrollable parts are both the best and worst parts of life. They are what make it worth living. Eventually you'll come to see how much of a blessing it is when shitty people leave your life of their own accord.also, this jew probably put breakups in the best words. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9p_fFaRCdAE
>>27891661why did she dump your ass?
>>27888836You need Jesus in your life anon, I was like that, fuck that feels like a void inside. >coke>xtc>lsd>alcohol>meth>weed>tinder hoes>prostitutes>bad friendships>depression>buying shit I don't need>suicide thoughts>foodAt the end of the road, I just said LORD IF YOU EXIST JUST FUCKING HELP ME GET RID OF ALL THIS SHIT. Well, he did helped me and now I've been clean for over a year. I have a tradwife now, still smoke weed, no alcohol, no drugs, roasting and brewing coffee is my new addiction, I stopped doing drugs and drinking alcohol and started investing in crypto, and most importantly, I found Jesus Christ, he saved me anon and he can fucking save you too, just ask Him to fill that void.tl;dr: unironically, you just need Jesus in your lifeI'll pray for you anon. Much love brodda. I know how you feel and fuck that brings back memories, I even ended up in jail because of the crazy shit I was doing lmao. There's hope bro.
>>27888836 Can I have your shitcoins before you die?
>>27891804they will also leave this up because they know all kikes are pedophiles
>>27891528Go back faggot
>>27891804It’s disgusting and I’m disappointed they let coomers post their garbage
>>27891893oh shit finally the triggered crackers are online thank god
OP you're being extremely pathetic but I understand I've been there too. The worst is the immasculation and ego pain knowing that she left because she thinks she can do better. You'll be thinking about the next guy and wondering what he has that you don't etc feeling like you're never good enough no matter how much you accomplish. You'll get over it eventually but for now check out alpha male strategies on youtube starting from the first video. He really helped me when I was going through what you're going through. I was almost the same age too 21 I'm 23 now. Good luck.
>>27891812It was, you’re too lazy to do a simple google search, and see through historical falsehoods. The real irony is the type of landed whites who called others cracker were the real pushers of slavery and you serve them like a little dog. Choosing to be a slave, now I’ve seen everything.
>Crying over a girl with brown nipplesYou faggot.
>>27891987How’s he wrong? You’re a brown piece of shit. The best part of you belongs in a septic tank.
>>27891893Pizza mozzarella
>>27891880Buying stocks for literal retards, that's why I wouldn't be surprised why you're so angry at the world. Did the goys fuck you over, zoomerboi? Probably also the fact that literally nobody likes you. But the stock thingy might eat you up a little more inside as we speak. Which is good. Degenerates aren't supposed to make it anyway. Who else will flip my burgers at McDonalds? Now shoo.
>>27892006>nigger>being lazy and stupidare you really surprised anon?
This thread is like a soup of thoughts inside a schizophrenics head....Sorry.
>>27889408Based af>>27889856Don't hate anyone bro, real Christians just follow Christ and Christ didn't hate anyone, he hang out with hoes and sinners, they are the ones that need help, same with Catholics.
>>27891935That’s really great to hear. If you can turn that around I’m sure I can to. I just don’t have faith in God anymore, I want to believe but I feel that it’s just cope and not really real.
>>27891774Good advice. May God bless you anon. I'm sorry for your loss. Keep on trucking.
>>27891970Said the manchild talking about>muh bikeswhy don't you grow up for once and get off the bigboy websites?
>>27889112My god that is some roast beef
>>27891987>>27892042>>27892006>the absolute state of proud crackers
>>27889469http://www.krishna.com/city-nine-gatesTake the KrishnaPill. Infinite crystalgurl meaningful pussy is waiting son.
>>27891661move to the American south. Literally tons of hot conservative white girls down here with yellow fever.
>>27889905>r9kNo he doesn't he's a normalfag that fucks tinder sluts>>>/facebook/
>>27892122this is who put you on boats and sold you HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
>>27891358I get the feeling, when you take a big blow sometimes all you want to do is lash out or do whatever. There's a lot more to life than what you can see right now and you have a lot going for you. Most of all it seems to me that you're pretty young, you have time and even more importantly that means you have the option to make choices. I know this might be hard to hear but >>27891707 has an important point. Sure you might feel that posting this person's pics doesn't matter or that it's justified because they hurt you but if they mean or meant as much to you as it sounds just don't. You don't strike me as someone who wants to cause hurt.>>27891823Healthcare costs are bullshit. I was fortunate enough to have parents who stepped in to help me once my medical bills got beyond my ability to pay, without that I'd probably be dead or dying now. Is the malignant lymphoma guaranteed or is it just by chance?
>>27891934turned into LDR because of pandemic (yes I know those never fucking work out) and couldn’t see each other at all due to travel restrictions, she didn’t want to come see me, I could not get to her, she pulled the plug even after all we’ve been through
>>27891893Thank God you're too inbred to actually read the words I just typed. It would "trigger" you even more, pavement ape. Now please, come up with more delicious food to remind us all that even 200+ years of slavery wasn't enough time to think of better things. The literal state of niggers, jeez...
>>27892058>Eats fast food, infers they I hold GME after using it for an example to ridicule him. Not very bright, are you.
>>27889676Its a meme in tue US especially. Low body count women are destined to become whores or break up if they shackle up young. The society we live in encourages it too much and their curiosity will have no drawbacks at that age. The submissive asian shit is a double meme outside of asia. They are more likely to rebel against it.The goal now if you want a woman long term is one with a mid body count. Not high, and not with niggers and shit. Something like 10 is fine depending on age. More than that and slut, less than that will leave her too curious and wont end well. 1-2 is guaranteed to make that happen. But ultimately you need to realise they all get bored eventually. You can get a new woman fast anyway so enjoy it while it lasts but dont take it personally if it fizzles out. Its just women being women
>>27892067I don’t say that word cause it’s just cracker for black people. What am I gonna turn around and do what’s been done to me to someone else? They don’t deserve to hear that from me.
>>27892122We aren’t proud, you’re just beating a dead horse. Suck up to master more though.
>>27892244>Can't end questions with a question mark, a thing you literally learn at the age of 4I doubt you're the right person to talk about brains, mongoloid.
>>27892211From what I understand which isn't a lot, it's pretty much guaranteed the stem cell infusions just keep your system normal for awhile.It's also called Duncan's Syndrome I've never heard of it till recently.
>>27892288fuck off you nigger cracker mayo ghoul chink faggot retard kike dunecoon mexican
>>27892202>>27892223reminder that racism and white nationalism are mental illnesses stemming from a place of absolute FEAR and TERROR. keep coping anons! you're gonna make it!
>>27892087Ok we have to start somewhere bro, are you willing to try this crazy shit? Believe me, being a follower of Christ is the greatest rebellion of this world. I'm not suicidal but idk if I die today or tomorrow, I know that at the end I'll be chilling with God forever.So yeah man, just google KJV Bible and start reading some Psalms bro, start with psalms 1 and go on. Also, just ask for wisdom to the Lord, tell Him exactly what you just told me "Lord I have no faith in you anymore, help me get rid of that please, I want to change my life around, if you help me get rid of all these nasty things I do I will believe in you" and you'll see bro, I'm fucking rooting for you believe it or not.I know EXACTLY how you feel, and I started being like that since my family turned my back on me when I was depressed and with many mental health issues so I got into drugs and all that fucked up shit I did.Man I'm glad I'm not dead, with aids or in a fucking wheel chair, believe me once you start doing too much alcohol and drugs, you do crazy shit.God bless you man.
>>27888836really!? a whole hour i posted a soi jack just so i could laugh on a bad day and i got fucked banned in 3 seconds
>>27892394Fool
>>27888974Wise words fren, I understand you, however we must do the best we can with our lives, even sick. There's nothing to worry about, we will day anyway, just maybe sooner than our contemporaries, but that's ok, enjoy everything you have left until you die. It's scary I know, but there's nothing we can do, so better not waste our time thinking about it. Now I understand, when we say WE ARE GOING TO MAKE IT, it doesn't mean just the money, ygmi friend. We will be partying on the yacht soon, in this world or the other, but we will be there, together. Godspeed anon.
>>27891999Also understand that you're going through oxytocin withdrawal and its going to be painful for a while until your brain chemically recovers. Understand that depression is always temporary just like euphoria, anxiety, dread and you can separate yourself from it. The way you feel is not who you are its something that you have. You aren't a hand or a brain or a body these are things you have, you are something more, something slightly removed. Hope that makes sense. It's just a matter of time before those feelings pass. Remember when you first started smoking weed and you coughed incessantly? You weren't used to the feeling and it felt like you were suffocating. But once you knew you weren't suffocating and everything was going to be fine you stopped coughing. The feeling and sensation was still there but now you know its not real and your not actually suffocating. This is the same as feelings of anxiety and depression. At first they're hard to deal with and cause an overreaction but once you know its just a matter of time before they pass and everythings going to be ok you fond those feeling much easier to deal with.
>>27892551>he fell for the chemical memecringe
>>27892337Seeing this nigger behave and knowing they're almost all like that... Yes bro, I'm very proud to be white lol. As should everyone.>>27892407Seeing how you're a racist yourself, did you just call yourself mentally ill? Really, nigger? Or wait, the Twitter people say ONLY WHITE NATIONALISM is a problem, right? What you're doing is just fine seeing how niggers can't be racist, right?You are the lowest of the lowest. A literal brain-dead ape, but I guess you already knew that.
>>27889143Cringe, stop forcing yourself to be edgy you absolute faggot
>>27889408EGO*STERCORE*IN*CHRISTO
>>27892407Critical race theory, cultural Marxism, and intersectionality embody all of those things. Have fun seeing more of your rappers wearing dresses though, maybe you’ll stop being so angry at God one day.
>>27888836are you me? my gf dumped me last month and all my crypto gains seem kinda meaningless in comparison to the opportunity to go back in time and fix shit
>>27892481Thank you fren, it maybe morbid but I hope sooner than later why when people say "I hope you die"I literally ask god to speed it up every night haha.But I didn't waste my life, I had a pretty good run for a guy with no money, life isn't about tree pulp or imaginary currencies it's about the little things like driving in the breeze in the summer time.Hearing birds singing on a beautiful day, shit no amount of money can buy, and I know this year will probably be my last and I'm gonna spend as much time outside as I can.
>>27891661she only took you because you are white and she will take the next best after you because he is white. these people have no honor and self respect take a good white woman.
>>27892112Are you man, anon?
>>27892375That's pretty interesting. So what you have makes your T-cells unable to control their division because of a missing protein part and that leads to the dysfunction in the immune system. That's kind of the opposite of how my disease originated because what I have is caused by having too much of a different protein in my cells. Labs are getting really good at making artificial proteins now, in fact one of the medications I take is an artificial antibody, maybe in the future there will be an injectable form of the protein you're deficient in.
>>27892415the way religious weirdos capitilize words makes me want to kill myself in irl life
>>27892730I'll donate my body to science, I think I've lived longer because I didn't goto school or expose myself to people until I was in my 20'sAlways was prone to infection and usually mono takes people like myself out quick, I started dating and got super sick and reclused until about 27 then started again and got sick af.Explains why.
>>27892607white genocide isn't real, you are not oppressed :)>>27892655>Critical race theoryfake>cultural Marxismfake>intersectionalityyou do not know what this means>rappers wearing dresseswho gives a fuck>maybe you’ll stop being so angry at God one daylmao cute
>>27892607Critical race theory is why he’s like that. It’s just black satanism basically, and it’s spurred on by people who hate God.
>>27888836I'm broke as fuck. I make 23k a year, working.I have a younger gf, she loves me to no end. I would trade her love for money in a heartbeat.Stop being a bitch, women aren't everything. Money isn't either, but it's a lot easier if I don't have to worry about bills, food and living. Sex and companionship are a waste.
>>27889143kys
>>27892949you have so many buzzwords yet you cannot form a coherent argument. curious!?
>>27888836lol
>>27892896nigger
>>27892803James 1:27“Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world.”
>>27893036cracker
>>27892896>Critical race theory>fakeHow is it fake, it's quite common in educational and even government institutions at this point
>>27893008post a pic of your rolls, nigger
>>27892695Yes, more man than you for sure. There are other ways to be an edgelord online, telling an already sick person that you hope he dies just means you're utter garbage. Since you're defending that degenerate, I'm pretty sure you're exactly the same. You're talking about "muh bikes" but are defending a literal retarded incel wishing death upon a seemingly decent person. Wouldn't shock me if he does it on every thread out there.Not that I care much since I know he wouldn't do jack shit IRL. Probably some skinny 12 year imbecile that's being bullied in school. Doesn't give him the right to behave like a retard. Midwits like you simply enable his behavior, nothing more and nothing less. So yes, again, I'm more of a man than you. Pussy. The only bike you'd buy is a trike.>>27892896Neither are you. You have it better than us whites in this day and age, that's for sure. Yet here you are, on a board where you don't belong because you're too dumb to know how to handle money anyway. Calling white people food. Bet your ancestors never could've imagined that, that their loser great grandson would be calling white people food just because we used to hit you with a whip. Get a life you fucking degenerate nigger.
>>27893008
>>27892896Laugh it up while you can. All of these leftist philosophies are policy, or close to policy in most of the institutions that regulate social mobility in our society now. I know it’s hard to cope with being pat on the head and told you’re special, but they’re just using you. It’s really just sad that you are still slaves to the master very own descendants. You’re kind of a traitor, there used to be a word for that...Uncle Tom or something?
>>27893108Lmao stay mad faggot.
>>27888836>dark nipples>no signs of pregnancyBaby killing whore.
>>27893008I can’t form an argument but I have multiple leftist pc babies lashing out at me, curious indeed.
>>27888836Dude there's billions of girls out there stop being an emo meme fag
>>27893256>>dark nipplesit's cause she's not white, retard
>>27893108Don't get worked up, I'm the sick faggot they are being edgy with.Literally didn't phase me I've heard much much much worse.
OP i lost my gf when i was 20 because I gave her syphilis. Point is, you live and you learn man
>>27892953>I would trade her love for money in a heartbeat.dangerously based anon
>>27893242See? That's what I mean lol. Do you think I'm mad tho? Have you never had a real discussion online, retard? Trike kike.
>>27889307dude fix your fucking grammar
>>27893084don't care>>27893089rich coming from basement dweller "master race" cheetoh fingers>>27893108I'm not black but it's fun watching your delusion unfold. you are utterly lost. I actually pity you somewhat>>27893139shut up>>27893200>>27893264waste of dubs.>leftist philosophies are policyLOLOL ok sure pal. on what planet?
ATTENTION: click my id and take note! This is the line of argumentation that infuriates them!
>>27891201Girls turn up. We fuck. They leave after we fuck. I try to cuddle or whatever but they push me away and I never talk to them again. It's pretty meaningless.
>>27893008Critical theory is the idea of selectively deconstructing beliefs. It is little more than altering your perception of reality by cherry picking.If you were truly scientific, you would be equally critical of everything and approach reality using structured empiricism (this is called 'science')
>>27888836That kind of tits are so fucking delicious. Shame it gets boring after a while.
>>27893376you're arguing with a woman my dude, waste of time
>>27892874I hope it works out for you. Rare diseases are rough to go through, do you play any video games?