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Just dropped my classes for school. Can't do this shit anymore. It doesn't even feel like a decision I am personally making, and rather something my mother wants for herself. Someone who has no identity other than a mother, and only cares about her life/image even if it means putting us through some sort of hell.

She has openly admitted to me she is staying with an active pedophile solely for his money. I do not respect this at all for my own reasons, and want no connection/reliance on his finances whatsoever. I was abused and put into danger countless times growing up and have never seen them as my family. I moved out at 17, and am now 21. My sister who is 18 has also moved out recently in an attempt to escape/start her own life.

I've felt more relieved sleeping on the sidewalk than I have under the same roof as them. I'm just going to wagecuck, invest, and stuggle to survive. And I feel completely better doing this instead knowing I am free and don't owe these people anything.

Sorry for the blogpost but I am down to nothing in life and also ask for the Christ believers here to pray for me.

>> No.22709388

>>22709371
YGMI

>> No.22709393

Holy shit shut the fuck up already
What a giant faggot

>> No.22709400

I will pray for your failure.

>> No.22709416
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22709416

You'll make it fren

>> No.22709440

>>22709371
jeez

>> No.22709452

Get the college degree if they're paying, avoid going home when possible, don't let a free degree walk away. I played good with my parents until college was done since we were splitting the loan (and they were on the other side of the country). Just having the free degree is better than not having it, you can even switch majors on the sly to something you graduate from faster.

>> No.22709462

>>22709371
Remember anon:
>1) Money is freedom
>2) Never depend or trust on anyone but yourself
>3) If you're not winning, you're losing. Never lose. Never capitulate. Never compromise... Even in the face of Armageddon

>> No.22709668

>>22709388
>>22709416
Thanks for the lifefuel

>> No.22709738

>>22709371
your moms a person, not perfect. at least shes doing something for money. my mom was a junkie whore would literally suck a dick for $5. five fucking dollars.

>> No.22709791

>>22709452
I want to eventually go for a degree, but as of now I do not know what I'm even doing. Once I am on my feet and can clear my head without having to be maniuplated by them, then I can make my own decision (in a vacuum).

I cannot accept their money at all. For me it borders a moral, spiritual, or some sort of personal level. If I truly want to cut myself off from them, and never owe them anything in the future, I feel like at the age I am, I should accept that their money isn't mine eithers.

>> No.22709805

>>22709393
Based and stfufaggotpilled

>> No.22709849

1000$ dollar suicide stack of XRP, you'll be laughing to the bank EOY.

>> No.22709871
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22709871

>>22709371
I empathise with you. However:
A generation or two ago, most men at 21 were starting their own families, or jumping out of airplanes and storming Normandy. I'm not saying your emotions aren't real, but you're feeling them only because you're a product of your time, and in the grand scheme of things your issues are insignificant.

>> No.22709882

>>22709371
follow god. and never give up. that's how you make it.

>> No.22709894

>>22709371
Hey man I kinda like Jesus sometimes even though he likes all of us faggots all the time>
I think you are a based young lad who has a good moral compass. I also dont want you sleeping on sidewalks bro. Dont get too comfy out there on the streets, but retain that grit. Lookin out for you anon. Good blogpost would recommend.

>> No.22709903

>>22709849
I have invested in lots of different things already, including i believe only 1k xrp... I hope for the best

>> No.22709924

>>22709903
swap that xrp for link dummy. hope you achieve all of your wildest dreams and aspirations anon. good for you

>> No.22709940

>>22709371
FTM is your golden ticket out of your misery.

>> No.22709968

>>22709871
I understand that and it convicts me to do better. I don't know many people who have left their house at 17, having no friends or family outside of their household. To make matters worse my car caught on fire on the side of the road a few weeks ago so now everything is much harder to accomplish without it.

>> No.22709969

>>22709371
>attempt to escape
LOKI may be able to help you fren

>> No.22710019

>>22709924
I own some link too. I cannot afford to invest in anything more rn but once I get some work I will be researching and investing more

>>22709894
Thank you. Your kind words mean a lot to me

>>22709882
amen

>> No.22710089

>>22709968
I did it exactly when I turned 18. Go out there and create some stability in your life.

>> No.22710094

>>22709452
id say this, but that extra 3-4 years can regress your mental health, given your situation is as bad as you say, by another 3-4 years, especially in your early 20s which is a crucial time for the development of your brain. while it is decidedly a better option to go to college and learn during your age, if your mental health will be negatively impacted by a margin during those years, there assumes you will need a mental reset in the future. its better to reset now and just climb up from here. you can tell how retarded i became by the way i type cus i was depressed for such a long time.

>> No.22710289

>>22710094
It's off topic, but I agree with this a lot. Ever since moving out, I've seen a lot of people from my HS devolve mentally, including this one girl I knew pretty well. I moved out of California, where I did not like the schooling. The teachers felt stiff and every assignment felt like I was indirectly/subtly guided to brainstorm around some social agenda (even though it wasn't blatant, I still feel like the curriculum was biased in a way I can't really put my finger on).

Now I am alone in Colorado, and from what I've experienced awhile ago, the school here feels a lot different in a good way. It didn't feel like I had to "owe" the class some sort of specific answer.

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>>22709371
You will make it Anon. I pray you will encounter even better times, you deserve it.

>> No.22710393

>>22710295
To you and everyone who responded kindly, thank you so much. I don't feel as big of a piece of shit anymore, and ready to kick ass instead knowing that my decision is respectable. God is with me and I pray the same for all of my based brothers here

>> No.22710416

>>22709738
Had a friend whose mom did this, she (friend) turned out to do well for herself

>> No.22710880

>>22710393
Learn to code and get a good job